-TeQueiro-

어떡하죠?!

2010-03-14T03:21:00.000-07:00

What should i do?!

Here's a brief summary on my March :)
Hmm...

... yeah, nothing much happen. Ahhh? what?
There're SOO many things goin on actually!

Well, firstly, the results ):
Although, i gotta say i wasnt that satisfied with it, but yeah God bless me with my results and i gotta accept it with an open heart :))
There's still a very bright future ahead of me, so is not the end of the world like everyone said, lol.

And then came my mum's bday!
Actually it falls on my results day too ):
But, i think it was a blessing as well, everything went well on that day :)
Mum was happy plus glad! :D
Neways, incase i'm too late to wish it here,
Seagil Chukahamnida, Omma! Saranghaeyo! <3333

AHHHH! Now's the BESTEST part for March!!
Wait a sec, gotta breathe for a sec...
... okay... wait still breathing...
... AHHHHH! here i go again!
SUPER SHOW 2!!!!!!!
GAHHHH!!! IT WAS DAEBAK!!!!
God, cant conceal my emotions now!
Just one word describe it ALL
AWESOMENESS!!!!!!!!!!!
SUJU SARANGHAEYO!!!!
Jebal SUJU please,please come back AGAIN!!
<33333333333

At last but not lease...
... here comes the bad news T.T
Alright, i'll have to go away for 3 months!
What?! yeah thats why )):
I'm chosen for NS in the second batch *cries*
Wait, there's still something to consider first...
The letter! Since it is still NOT in my hands...
Thus, i strongly doubt i wont be going! haha!
But who knows it may arrived a day before i'm going?!
Gahhh, i cant believe i'm living this sat alrd ))):
I'm so so gonna MISS everyone espeacially my FAMILY, ofcos!
I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART EVERYONE!
Dont worry to much about me, i promise i'll take good caree of myself there! :)
God's guildens is always by my side :) Amen!

And now, here's to clarify that my blog will be dear for... hmm... yeah 3 months from NOW!
3... 2... 1... ANNYONG!!

-TeQueiro-

I Get Butterfly

2010-02-08T19:11:00.000-08:00

Gee, its been a month since i last blogged.
Time, time, time...

Neways, things had gone really rushed up and yea pathetic these days.
Well, mostly because CNY is coming and grandma had been pushing me to clean up every single land in my house till a tiny spot of dust cant be seen.
And cos i'm to say having my honey moon which refers to i'm very free instead, so why not help out? :)

But things seemed to get hectic when it comes to think bout my future and stuff ):
What ive in mind now is, God has plans for everyone and thus for me :)
So, i just gotta wait what God really has for me in the future! Amen.

Despite that,
Suddenly i got the urge to blog is well because today is a special day for...
... yea is HanGeng's aka Hangkyung's BIRTHDAY!!

So, i would like wish this precious creature of SUJU a very 'Happy 26th Bday!'
Seangil Chukahamnida! :)
Stay strong always, 13elieve!
Hopefully to see you in SS2!! :D

Wait, before i forget, tomorrow's is none other than...
... yea Siwon's aka Hangkyung's bestie's Bday!
So, wishing him a very Happy Bday is advance!
May you besties two stay healthy always and keep on fighthing till the very end!
Go HanWon <333

Picture tribute to the friendship of these two awesome creatures :)
SARANGHAE!! <3

-TeQueiro-

20100102

2010-01-02T01:36:00.000-08:00

Annyong haseyo!

'20100102'
A cool code number :)
Which literally refers to a cool day.
Well, cool as in the whether wasnt a killer as yesterday :(

Despite, what makes today cooler was...
... Woots! yea baby.
Saw TWO of my favs KPOP bands rocking on TV <3
Firstly was SHINee <3 than Ft Island <3
Yea! They rocked my day *saranghae*

Aish, still bumped bout me not getting into the first batch of NS :(
That means that i gotta delay all, yea ALL of my colleges applications and stuff!
Urgh...
But, for time being, thanks to few of my friends that would help to get a job together with me :)
And Thank God that i have something to do atleast of three months...

Sometimes, i missed going to school thou...
Being forced to wake up early in the dawn, dress up, school, teachers, friends...
Aigoo, this gonna made me cry!
Why, why do i have to grow up soo fast??

Btw, i'm soo late for this but...
'Happy Belated Birthday' to Lee Sungmin, the adorable baby face boy :D
Seagil Chukahaminda!
13elieve!!!

Gotta go get pumped up now with suju songs..
Ciao!

-TeQueiro-

The start of something new

2009-12-29T19:51:00.000-08:00

Gee!

OMGG!!
*dare not to open up my very eyes*
It's... 2010 soon?!
Oh, good Lord.

Well, all i could say was...
2009 was just as speecless as i thought it would be,
As for the media,
From the death of the King of Pop to the rising star of Susan Boyle made up 2009..

But as for me,
The most incredible thing is..
-Finishing up my 11 years of schooling
-Gone thru lots of ups and downs with my friends
-And yet i LOVE them soo much :)
-Hmm, refering back to my older blogs, yea thats all i've been goin thru the whole 2009
-And the BEST was, being a super fangirl of KPOP! <3

Resolutions?
Thinking bout it, i dont really have one for next year or maybe yes?
Hmm, i cant really remember my resolutions for 2009..
Thou i may have accomplished some of them and some i may not,
But still i've learned to 13elieve in myself <3

Above all of that,
all i would say is,
Every new year that we go thru is the start of something new in our life!
So, cherish the every moment we have in our lives when we still have it :)
Although, time waits for no men.

Wishing everyone a very 'Happy New Year!'
Welcoming 2010!

-TeQueiro-

A craze for KPOP!

2009-12-15T01:11:00.000-08:00

Annyong! *looks around and hope i got it rite*

Lately, something got into me.
Right after spm, well it was few months back,
All i've been doing since i cant really go out and i have all the time in the world..
Is...
'watching korean boy bands!'

LOL...
yea a BIG 'LOL' now..
Hmm, it was long enough to be caught in spanish songs and stuff.
And now Korean is my cup of tea :D *woots*
Ah, cant believe this, even my sis was like from spanish to korean..

Neways..
there are like thousand of reasons to LOVE them!!
Ofcos the MAIN and first of all..
They are all just unbelieable 'CUTEE!!' <333
Ahh gotta control myself..

Secondly, i would like thank my bestie, Christina for making me a fangirl!!
Gamsamida! :D
Love ya girl <3

God, been searching for pics and songs..
And this is really ADDICTIVE!!
Like literally i cant NEVER stop haha :D

My Favorites
-Super Junior <3
-Ft Island <3
-SHINee <3
-SS501
-U-Kiss
-2PM
-Big Bang
And the list goes on and on...

Gee, want to post up some of their pics,
But i'm scared i'll droll every single time!
Nevermind, i'll do it when i can conceal the addiction later :D

Ahhh...
I have no idea how i'll react if i am to see all of them face to face..
Like those crazy girls who goes CRAZY!!
Wait, now that reminded me of those crazy JoBros fan hahas..
Neways, all i know is i'm just gonna go on and be CRAZY like them :D

And as a crazy fangirl now,
I would like to take my demand..
To ask all of the kpop stars to visit Malaysia again!!!
*shouts in exictment!!*

Okies, gotta stop now..
Going crazy soon!

'SARANGHAE'

-TeQueiro-

Memories never die, but Love changes like fireflies

2009-12-08T19:22:00.000-08:00

Woots!!

I can't conceal the exicitement i have in me now!
Well, nightmares are finally over!!
And i finally got the time to update my dead, dead blog.

Despite that, I'm officially done with my 11 years of schooling baby!
God, time really flies..
I'm caught by the moment when i was still in primary those days,
then getting into secondary with lots of bittersweet memories captured..

And now, i'm gonna face the REAL world, with REAL life!!
No way, now that's scary :(
Lots of my friends say, yea is nice to be free, but see we can't depend on our parents anymore when we consider ourself as 'free'..

Neways, now is time to relax and enjoy all i want..
Since, i didn't get to do so for the pass few months!
Gonna catch up with movies and shopping!!
But, there's always a problem, transport..!! urgh!!
So, thats why, driver's licences is the answer for it now..
Mummy, please, please, allow me to take it soon..

God, i'm missing all of my days in school :(
Well, we have gone thru it, and is time to let it go now..
'As we go on, we'll remember, all the times we, had together,
and as our lives change, come whatever, we'll still be, friends forever!'

I'm trying to keep in touch with everyone now..
I'm soo missing you guys :(
Well, we'll be seing each other again in 3 months time..
Ahh, and not forgetting NS!!
Urgh, i don't even know which batch am i in..
Neways forget bout it for a moment.

Yay, now i can watch as many 'Super Junior' vids i want!! <333
I <3 you, Henry Lau! Saranghae!!
Please come to Malaysia!! lols..

Okies,ciao!
-TeQueiro-

Trying to Get Up...

2009-10-15T19:45:00.000-07:00

... after i fell.

Words couldn't describe how i am now and how i'm feeling now..
Sometimes, i even blamed myself.
In just 1 month time, seriously what can i ever do?
Time is really challenging me now..

But somehow, there were times where i had a strong feeling, yea a strong one,
to SKIPPED school!!
I know everyone thinks going to school is completely useless now..
And so do i think it that way..
Thinking bout it, the problem is not bout that..
But, deep inside me i feel that EVERTHING seemed to be fading away in me like literally..
Especially in class :(
That's the worst time for me to try to not making friends at this stage, but having a close friend of my own..
I know i have hashima with me sometimes, but it is a different thing when it comes to class friends.. wait, this is confusing i know..
Sometimes, i would think the problem is me to didnt have the urge to get up to people and talk to them.. i know but i'm different and it is very tough for me to ever do so..
But, i suddenly reliazed that, if i dont ever to that, i'll be left out all alone!!
Now, this is what i called the harsh and sabotaged world :(

Despite that, i'm trying my very best, well, pouring out everything in me,
for... the sake of SPM!!!
And is very, yea infact very difficult to sit down and study like literally really studying..
Well, i have really no idea what God has for me, all i got to do it, believe in myself and follow my heart wherever it leads me to..

Amen.

-TeQueiro-

Dios me guarda!!

2009-09-30T01:25:00.000-07:00

Damn, my blog is totally dying..
And not just that, everything seemed to be dying in me now..

A month just passed by like that..
Can God be fair for once??
Yea is an unfair world, everyone knows..

!@#$%^&*...
yea.. now thats SPM!!
Why must you be sooo NEAR yet sooo FAR?!?
Grr...

Dear Lord, help me! Guide me! Heal me! For You are my saviour, I've fully relay my life onto You. Lead me to the right path, Lord. I Love You, Jesus for I know You'll always be by my side.
Give me the fullest strength to go thru all of the struggles, Lord. Amen.

PS: Might not be updating till SPM is over! T.T
Life's just gonna suck now.. =.=

Books will teach you how to fly...

2009-08-27T22:15:00.001-07:00

Just when i was about to give up on books,

Then came this awesome idea i found in Deviantart about the true meaning of books.

I was gazed by this photography by a talented photographer,

And he gave a strong meaning thru his art work..

This is what he said in making this beautiful capture,

'I always wanted to do something with books, I just finally used the idea. This time it's alittle closer on what i had in mind. I really love books... And i really think books can teach you how to fly.'

He brought a strong meaning about the beauty of books..

Thus, is no wasting time at all by just reading a single book!

Everyone knows reading is a good past time,

So, why not make good use of reading..

Knowledge is yet to be gained, and is depended on us if we really want it.

All in all,

I finally realises the true meaning of reading :)

And, i'm gonna promise myself to atleast read a single book a day..

And not forgetting to also read on for trials and exams too..

Eventough it might be a total bore!

Dear all of my bookie,

here i come! :)

-TeQueiro-

Don't give a damn to...

2009-08-25T22:42:00.000-07:00

... My Longed hollidays!!

Despite being stranded at home with books..

How i wish i could just watch a MOVIE!!

Gosh mum!? =.='

I know the H1N1 thingy is spreading REAL fast and is getting more and more serious,

But cant i just go watch a single movie??

Aghhhhh!!Well, the movies that i longed wasnt actually out in the theaters yet..

Few of them are '500 days of summer' and 'The time traveller's wife'

I'll be waiting you guys in the theaters soon ya :) if only i get a chance too..

Not just that, damn trials!!! cant time just go fast for once.. i cant stand the pressure of it anymore! HELP!! There's like soooo much to study, and i admit i have not EVEN touch a book yet.. well, despite going to tuition class yesterday with a total blur face :( i know addmath was a total bore, but bare with me.. i'm trying somehow to love it, opps i mean like it and just PASSED it once for trials sake!! alright?!

Really gotta go visit my books now.. Tyring my best to put the movies aside for a second :( Sorry but i promised mum that i'll be studying! yea rite! =.=

-TeQueiro-

Vivo o no??

2009-08-20T09:32:00.000-07:00

Finally...
Blessed that i'm still so called 'alive' to finally update my dead,dead blog..
A week of killer with trials was... gah no words could describe that =.='
And not to mention, there's still MORE to come after my longed hols...
Damn, cant hols be relaxing and get a second to put mi brain away from books??

Arggggg!!!!
Feeling soooo weird now...
Dont know if i should start studying or just slapped myself up when is finally time to do so..

Gah.. felt so lazy to blog now..
So long bloggie,
Will be back, i hope :)
PS: wish i would be in a still good condition after trials had finally end...

-TeQueiro-

Refraining myself...

2009-07-31T00:13:00.000-07:00

Tensed, Tensed, Tensed...

Urgh!!!
Why? WHY? why...??
Does time really got to FLY??
Can't it wait for me??

Damn!
Is time, is time..
Is TIME to get serious ppl!!
Yea i repeat SERIOUS!!!

And is time for me to REFRAIN from the laptop..
Refrain from the tv..
Refrain from JoBros?!...
Wait!! oopps.. not the jobros!! :'(

Well, setting up my target is kinda the hardest thing to do..
Thinking bout it, i feel so suffocating.. gosh!!
Is sooo much for a science student..
Like all i'm targetting is NONE of it T.T
Is it too much for me??

All i could do now is to believe that i CAN do it!!
And do the BESTEST i ever can...
Never give up hope!!
Stand up when i ever fall down..
Eventough i may need help to get up, i know i can!
I trust myself!! I believe i can!!
Yea!!!

Okies.. enough of encouragement for now..
Its time for me to go on a hiatus from now on..
Show that i can leave without them!!
And i'm starting to strand myself with books!!
Thats all i'm asking for.. and is all i could do..

So, annoucing blog dead!!
HIATUS!!!

Ciao!.. Hasta Luego!!

-TeQueiro-

Beaten Up...

2009-07-26T20:14:00.000-07:00

Gah i'm totally speechless now..
Caught with a cold and body ache..
Yea is the best time for me now to skip school..
WTH??

The camp was an experience but the word 'fun' wasnt the true side for me..
Well, i wasnt regret goin for it, and the seminars was good. well, yea good tips for spm..
And getting to know more ppl from Uni's was great too,
But, the games wasnt really fun after all, for me.

Okies.. done talking bout the camp=.=
Now i think im getting fever soon..
Gah common, first cold then body aching
Well, it all comes in a package!!
And, felt abit lost that i missed school today..
Hmm guess i havent been missing school tis yea, havent i?

And everyone knows nightmare is VERY near!!
So, guess i might have to study all by myself today..
Life sucks!! iknow...
Dont wanna talk bout it.. T.T

Feel like dozzing off again after having like 10 hours of sleep..
Well what to do, both my eyes looked like pandas =.='
Tensed much!!
Ok.. Ciao!

-TeQueiro-

Bon Ordori 2009~

2009-07-18T19:39:00.000-07:00

I can conclude it was a harvoc day..

From heavy trafic to squeezing-sardins in car =.=

And was overall a good experience of japanese culture..

Although things there dont worth a penny..

Gah.. there's a harvoc situation when i was on my way to randy's house

My dad got an urgent call that time, as so he was trying his best to get me there on time..

And... yea we all understands malaysians..

Uncivilised much??

I know, my dad forgotten to signal as he was about to make a turn,

and a motorbike from no where came!! WTH?

But with God's grace, we are all safe..

Literally, not everyone can accept it =.='

The aged man who drove the motorbike went chasing my dad from the back!!

AHHHH!!! what he wants?? my dad didnt even hit a tiny bit on ur OLD bike.. =.='

Common..! And a sour look came out of him.. he started scolding my dad in hindi? tamil?

Whatever.. but my dad didnt wanna take on a fight cause he not the kind of person at all!

And good that dad can control his temper and said sorry for like 10 times till the uncivilised man finally dissapears from our sight =.=' Gosh!!

Well, forget bout the situation that almost brought me to tears =.='

Go on to the fun part!!

Yea, Bon Ordori..! lols didnt know what it meant till LiGinn told me..

It was a japanese ghost festival something like that..

Everything went fine yesterday..

Ahem, minus the packy crowd and the well so packy transport too xP

And not forgetting, i was force to drink a 3.5% alcoholic drink =.=

Yea thx to LiGinn and randy.. you guys have nothing better to do huh?? lols

And thx Bryan for saving my day!! but i guess in the end randy finished it?? lols

Hmm.. dancing time was fun too!

And gotta say was pretty easy xP

It was great that lots of ppl participate in it, and so was us!

Well, expect for Bryan =.='

And he drank the 3.5% alcholic drink thingy like water.. lols

Me was suffering to get a seep of it =.='

Haih guess what LiGinn said was true.. we are still immature!! xD

Lots of ppl were wearing kimonos.. izit? lols

And professionals camera!! ahhh! i want one! dad when are you giving urs to me?? :P

Well, mi leg is aching badly!

What can i say, walking like 100 miles thru and fro.. =.=

Yea good exersice everyone!!

And for good sake, i managed to reach home before 12 midnight!!

WooHoo!! xP but mum wasnt happy bout it..

Because she fallen asleep and dad opened the gate..

So, she thought i came home that late till she fallen asleep =.='

And dozed off right after i got onto my bumpy bed!

Comfort finally!! hahas..

And haih found out i lost or misplace some stuff somewhere..

See the careless me!! :'(

Good that i didnt lose the doughball? yoyo ball? lols..

Thx randy for that..

Now.. wondering bout SPM!!
Hmm.. how i wish it was a fairytale, so it wasnt true lols..
Urgh!! trials, trials, trials!!
Makes me wanna cry! T.T
Saludos...

The Dancers! :) Impressive!

Lols the 5 bucks ice-cream.. my chocolate, LiGinn's vanilla and Bryan's... Sakae? (japanese wine)

Wanted to upload more but there's always an error with blogger =.=' Anyways, thx for making it fun everyone! :) And now... Nightmare!!! Dont wanna mention it =.=... haih, hw, hw and homeworks!! Dozzing off!

-TeQueiro-

My cheap eraser =.='

2009-07-16T08:16:00.000-07:00

Lols...

Since i have nothing to post, thought of posting bout yesterday :)
Had so much fun scribble-ing on the table with Christina hahas
Shhh!! (should keep this silent, if not mr.Joshua gonna get us..) x)

And gosh!!
Yea, yea i know my eraser is cheap xP

Hahas, wat was funny, was... we wrote,
From cheap eraser to christmas?? xD

Hahas thx for bluetooth-ing the pic for me :)
And thx bryan for his superb camera :)

PS: i'll get a new eraser soon, dont worry xD

Hmm.. thx for making it fun, christina :) helped me to released some stress.. everyone knows trial is VERY near =.=' and ive been trying my very best to brush up everything.. eventough it might be impossible, but with God everything is possible :)

And.. gah i felt bad, suppose to stayback in school alomst like everyday to revise with hashimah.. sry, i admit that i'm lazy to do so :'( i'll try my best to stay ya.. with addmath and chemistry flooding my brain, i can say i'm dying T.T Okies, think bout it, 2 weeks ppl, 2 weeks!!! *dead*

Gotta go force myself to trash books into mi tiny brain.. life sucks i know :( help!!

-TeQueiro-

Hazzy- Dizzy or not...?

2009-07-13T01:14:00.000-07:00

Lols.. Gah what a day?
Wait, let me add some adjectives :P
My, What a weird day!?
That sounds better :)

Yea, weird?
From hazzy morning to bright noon..
How do that sound?
I know i may be weird now.. but hello, this is even MORE weird! rite?

Well, we all thought it might be hols tmr is the weird haze stayed long enough =.='
Gah, guess we are not allowed to have hols after all :'(
Thx for that mother nature.. x)

Oh yea, btw..
Just had lunch with one of my long lost aunt :)
Nice meeting you again :)
It was a fun and delicious lunch x)
And gah.. got some dicouragement from my experience aunt..
See, we are indeed of nurses these days..
And so was my well, dream to be a nurse..
Lols, didnt knew my aunt was a nurse few years back..
And gah!! heart-felt when she says 'no way you could be a nurse, dear..' :'(
Is tough!! well, lifes tough =.=
And what was funny was, 'eh, you can stand all the sh** and ..... the patients make..'
And in return thats what i'll be doing like everyday =.='
Nooo... i know how tough is like now.. but if i wont try it, i wouldnt know and get thru it like you guys :)
So, i can do it!! Confidence! :)

Hmm, another funny thing,
while we were having lunch, grandma met into her friend..
And in my shock-ness, i thought he was a chinese..
I didnt get a look at him because he was right behind of me..
So, my grandma was like ' eh, 'Ah Lee... *cantonese..* lols'
And so i thought he was a chinese as he spoke fluent cantonese!!
Lols.. then found out he was a malay..
And his name is Ali, not Ah Lee =.='
Lols joke of the day..

Okies gtg..
Ps: cheer up sis, i know yesterday was a dissapointment about the JoBros album thingy..
Well, yea from friendly speedy to flirty interns in Rock Corner =.='
Think on the bright side, we may be goin to Pavillion next week ya :)
And fingers crossed!! x)

Dozzing off..
zzzzzzzzzzz

Ciao
-TeQueiro-

Everything I own

2009-07-10T06:36:00.001-07:00

You sheltered me from harm.
Kept me warm, kept me warm
You gave my life to me
Set me free, Set me free
The finest years I ever knew
were all the years I had with you

I would give anything I own,
Give up my life, my heart, my home.
I would give everything I own,
just to have you back again.

You taught me how to love,
What its of, what its of.
You never said too much,but still you showed the way,
and I knew from watching you.
Nobody else could ever know
the part of me that can't let go.

Is there someone you know,
you're loving them so,
but taking them all for granted.
You may lose them one day,
someone takes them away,
and they don't hear the words you long to say.

Gah.. i ADORE this song!!
I know, its an old song..
But Vanessa Hudgens did a great job performing it :)
Somehow, i felt it related to me..
Telling me to appreciate everything i've owned :)
And not being a snob all the time..

Well, so wanna watch this movie!! Saw the trailer and it was amazing! Not that i'm a fan of Vanessa nor Alyson.. but i love the sense of humor and romance in it :) Cant wait!! :P

Go BANDSLAM!!!

PS: life's so bored.. urgh!! How bored can it get being a 'nerd'.. Hello, trials is about 3 weeks away.. God save me!! =.=

-TeQueiro-

Even the best falls down sometimes...

2009-07-06T06:42:00.000-07:00

... even the wrong words seemed to rhyme

Gee, gah, oohh, err, ugh... ok stop!!
This totally sounded like i'm in great pain =.='
Well, yea!! it's true.. PAIN!!

Okies..
I'm wondering, everyone said this will be our last year in school..
So.. enjoy?? Cherish every moment?? Throw away the enermies, and bring back the friends..
And so am the 'blur me' trying my ass out in fufil everyone of that...

But...
See, not just that what life's about...
Life's about going thru all the wild yet yea PAINFUL challenges in life...
And yea the shady world..

So, 'NO PAIN NO GAIN...'
This is what i'm trying to be focusing on till nightmare's here..
Yea in life, we must go thru some PAIN..
Hmm.. wondering who always says this??

Neeways..
STRESS!!!
What everyone is goin thru.. so am i?
Is just like 'no stress no life...'
Yea stick to that.. if not life will be screwed...

Another point is...
Everyone must understand that no one is PERFECT nor yea PeRfEcT...
So is extremely okay to make mistakes in life?
And yet ppl still doenst seem to understand that...
Remember, is not the end of life yet if you happened to make a mistake...
Well, until someone is willing to apologize to you...

Despite sometimes, well yea sometimes,
well maybe most of the time,wished I could fly..
And just when I'm about to spread my arms and fly, reality slaps me in the face.
And a pretty hard one at that.

Okay, i think ive expressed enough what i wanted to...
And gah, not forgetting the pressuring yet annoying teachers...
Who never stop reminding us bout SPM trials..
Yea pressure much..!! =.=

Guess.. life's just have to be like that,
Just gotta go wake up from my fantasy world..
And eventually face this REAL world...

So, WAKE UP!!!
Ciao..

-TeQueiro-

Jump off the Clift!!

2009-07-01T03:23:00.000-07:00

Damn!!
Is the month of July??...
Que?? In just a TOTALLY blink of my eyes...
Hmm.. thinking of what ive learned for this 6 months?
Am i ready for SPM?? =.=
And not to mention.. T.T
Trials!!!!

And not forgetting one MAIN nightmare and torture...
Well, i really dont know what i'm feeling bout this..
Everyone said i'm d lucky one.. and yet i'm feeling alittle confuse bout this =.=
Okay.. 'I GOT INTO NATIONAL SERVICE!!!'
yea wth??...
Thx randy for d bad news before i got to check it myself..
And you guys are soooo lucky!!! :'(

Well, lols thx to tianhui for spearding d news in my class bout it.. =.=
And thx for congratulating me on this torturing but yet to be an experience thingy..
AHH!! how i wish my frens could be there.. =.='
Hope i wouldnt be lonely there..
And my mum kinda got shock of her life when i told her.. she was like checking d sms for thousands times... and she started to give me lecture on how to take care of my health.. =.='
Gosh.. this is going to be a serious thing for me..

Okay.. gtg stop thinking bout this..
SPM is still in our hands ppl!!
So.... concentrate!!! forget bout this torture thingy first...
Eventough it might haunt me at times..
But... yea what we should be putting into our minds are 'SPM, SPM, SPM... (x1000 more)'
Got it?? xP
Okay that brought me to a migrain!! X)
Wondering how should i go thru this =.=
And urgh.. gtg to damn school camps.. if not gotta do essays T.T
yea thx sooo much *....................!! X)

Okies gtg trash some books into me brain...
Needing entertaiment badly... =.=
Ciao!

-TeQueiro-

R.I.P Michael Jackson...

2009-06-25T19:45:00.000-07:00

He was the 'King of Pop'
He was the greatest legend in music
His songs touches the whole world...

And his tragic and unexpected death stunned the whole world...

We'll always remember you that brought music to live!! Although i wasn't a big fan of his, but his music did touched me :)

Rest In Peace, Michael Jackson.

-TeQueiro-

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Well, despite MJ's death... i had an emotional breakdown in school again.. it was my sensitive side of me thats still haunting me..

And thats a part why i'm suffering in my results... Good that dad understands.. And now what ive to do is try my best to take away the fear and move on!! Btw, thx Madam Chang for the encouragement :)

Anyways.. felt better now and i just had the most shocking haircut.. lols well, just a haircut but i gotta admit i didnt really like it.. I didnt want it to be that short, but grandma asked to do so :( but i think i looked like a complete different person.. lol hope i wont stunned anyone xP

Okies.. had a stressful day.. gotta go take a rest.. gah!! why's school on tmr =.=

ciaos!

Please Don't Stop The Rain...

2009-06-23T00:37:00.000-07:00

I dont know where I crossed the line

Was it something that I said

Or didn't say this time?

And I don't know if it's me or you

I can see the skies are changing

No longer shades of blue

I don't know which way it's gonna go

And if it's going to be a rainy day

Theres nothing we can do to make it change

We can pray for sunny weather

But that won't stop the rain

You're feeling like you've got no place to run

I can be your shelter til it's done

We can make this last forever

So please don't stop the rain...

Oh, were a little closer now

In finding what life's all about

Yeah, I know you just cant stand it

When things don't go your way

But we've got no control over what happens anyway...

PS: This song cheered me up alot after going thru the hard times...

And yea we had a great time during father's day :)

And am so happy that i could get to watch night at d museum :)

Aww... miss the JoBros cheerubs!! <3

But good times will always comes to an end...

Ive no idea how i'm goin to get my punishment now...

It's really sad, i know...

But is my fault, and i'll have to face it myself

And show some improvements...

Yea believe in myself, i can do it!! :)

Hope so...

Ciao!

-TeQueiro-

I'm losing myself... T.T

2009-06-19T05:11:00.000-07:00

I've never felt so depressed and devastated till today..
I've put myself to my lowest ebb.. and myself had been fully destroyed!!
This is the hardest situation ive ever been into and suffering it..

I know is ALL my fault on not studying hard enough!!
Gah.. ive no idea what is happening to me!!!!
I feel like i'm totally not studying and is like i'm giving up my hopes.. T.T
Yea life sucks!!
Ahh i feel like killing myself!!

How? What? Why?...
Ive been asking myself..
Is it because i cant take all the subjects espeacially addmath!!
And why cant i show myself any improvements???

Is no use at all to cry over spilled milk now..
Is too late...
Is all my fault!! and no one else =.=

It is tough, everyone knows..
But how they get thru it but not me??
What is going on with me!!! T.T
Seriously!!! Ive never want to be in this condition...
But... i'm in it right now!!
The WORST nightmare ive ever had!!

Getting in almost the far most position in my class...
OMG!!! could this be any WORST!!
Even those monsters could beat me.. =.='
Ive never been care enough of my position all along but i couldnt stop thinking when i'm being put into the ..... GOSH!!! KILL ME ALREADY!!! T.T

Gah.. now how am i suppose to explain to my parents???
This is the hardest issue that i'm going thru...
They wouldnt believe their ears..
GAH!!! i cant stand this anymore...

Had been breaking down lately...What am i doing!!! crying over my STUPID mistakes???
Gosh thats why... T.T

See... time is passing by like thunder!!!
When am i going to get the time to brush up everything!!! =.=
I counldnt even score in those that i want to... !!!! urgh...
And making myself failing....
FAILURE!!!!

Now i'm thinking bout my future!!!
Ahh gosh... ive totally lost my mind on that..
What ppl said 'yea never give up'... have confidence!! WTH??
Maybe seriously i'm not following those sayings.. =.=

...............................?????
T.T
T.T
T.T.......

(needing a cheer up so badly.. and some counseling!!)
=.=

Hating myself!!
God save me!!!

-TeQueiro-

PARANOID!!!

2009-06-14T02:24:00.000-07:00

OMJ!? lols...

Gah there's so many thing that are making me paranoid now..

First.. i hate to say it but ive to 'Hello NIGHTMARE, Goodbye Hols=.='

Well, secondly..

Today after church my whole family when to d curve

Haih lunch time was a headache..

well my bad cos i wanted to eat at IKEA restaurant
and i know there's always a hectic to get a sit..
so we went wondering for sits and after like 5 mins.. finally gotten a sit..
well, a small table just nicely fit 4 of us (me,sis,bro and mum) dad's quite full so he could go shopping 1st.. lol
And good that d food there is well delicious!! lols i missed their meatballs :)

Than later, me and my sis went walking around.. and when dad's here we're on d way walking to d carpark

And this is where it all happened!!

Gosh!! You rock Speedy!!! xD

Gah.. we cant believe our eyes when we saw d poster of well 'JONAS BROTHERS' me and my sis's main obssesion!!

And MORE surprisingly.. well not really.. d poster said their new album is out!!!

Like WTH??

Once my sis saw that ofcos she couldnt help but to pull my hand and 'OMG!! eeling!! JoBros!! ahhhh.. wat out now..??' =.=' lols... She was sooooo CRAZY!!

And we ran right into speedy to check it out...

LOLS my dad was like giving d usual face and laughed at d silly us..

hmm... he must be wondering 'look at my obssessed daughters.. pathetic??' lols

And my sis ran to d counter... and d guy was like so blur when my sis asked him

She was like 'eh d jobros album is out???'

And d guy.. 'huh?? oh wait ar...'

He ran to d cd section and we followed him..
Haihs.... 'oh d album is not out yet.. sry' wat???

Lols my sis was mumbling bout if it is not out yet, than why are they putting d poster there??

hahas made her heart drop only xP

Well d main date is 16th of june (for d u.s) and 17th ( d whole world i think)
Haih how i wish im working in d recording company than i could be d 1st to own d album??... xD

well here's my yet exited sis... lols well, thats her expression after finding out that is not OUT yet..

And check out her new hair!! lols tomato xP

okies.. haih now trying my best to finish up my addmath project =.=

All d best for results everyone!! well, ive no idea how many papers am i goin to screw this time..

ciaos -TeQueiro-

Look who's turning 17...

2009-06-09T19:55:00.000-07:00

... My Bestie LiGinn!! <3

Aww.. so glad that i could spend ur bday with you
Eventough it was a day later.. :)
Hope you had great fun!!
And dont forget to put on d bracelet! xD

And here's alittle tribute to our friendship <3

Was taken in sakae sushi.. aww dont she looked pretty xD

PS. wanted to post our old pics but stucked in my dad's comp.. =.=
Hmm.. will find some time to get it here one day ya :)

Anyways,
I'm just soooo glad that our friendship will last for so long!
Aww... you'll always be my bestie forever!! <3
Love ya~!
See ya soon~! :)

dang was accually delaying this post.. didnt get to use d comp lately.. you know my sis =.=

And not forgetting!! addmath project!!.... zzzzz lols yea finally left part 3!! hmm d hardest part duh!! and good that ive examples to follow.. but copying isnt really a good idea.. so, yea.. wat was i thinking again?? yea COPY!! xD gosh!! pathetic me!!.... xP

Okies, gee schools reopening... and nightmare's getting pretty near!! very near i mean!! T.T well, gtg enjoy my hols fully before we have to face d challenge!! ur rite suxin.. lols enjoy!? ok wat am i bable-ing about.. anyways, gtg finish up my project.. =.=

Ciaos -TeQueiro-

We want our money back...

2009-06-06T03:00:00.000-07:00

Que Pasa??

*Big sign...*

Wat a long day...
Woke up early in d morning today to send my aunt home back to ipoh in d pudu station..
AHH i'm gonna miss ya aunt baby!! take care and have a safe journey :) lols thats what ive been telling her before she left..

Well, later my family and i went all d way to midvalley..
For a movie ofcos..
Gosh it was only like 10am, and there's a HUGE crowd already =.=
So, we waited for like almost half and hour till we got d tickets..
And.. we couldn't get to catch d 11am movie, so we had to go for d 1pm movie..
Gee cant believe how much noise my dad made just because we'll be wasting 2 hours of shopping before d movie..
Common daddy!!
is d hols.. lets shop!! i know he hated shopping and midvalley arent a place for guys.. so sry daddy :)

Okies.. now to d movie part
We watched monster vs. alien in 3D!!
Gah gotta say it was a CUTE and FUNNY movie!!

BUT there's one BIG problem...
Unfortunately d 3D effect doensnt seem to work =.=
Gee it took like almost half an hour for d effect to came out.. and
lots of ppl had been complaning.. well not as bad as my day
Gah.. wouldnt believe how MAD my dad got..
He was kinda having a moody day.. and yet this happens
As usual he likes to fight for his rights..
So, after d movie ended, he went all d way to back to d counter and consult d manager

Well, all i could do is to run away with my sis to a corner to get away from d embarrasement.. xD
And my dad when on and on complaning..
Like seriously forget bout it!!
He wouldnt give up no matter what..

And finally after minutes of complaning..
It was finally GOOD NEWS!!
We got back our refund!!
thats means = we watched d movie for FREE!!! LOLS...
All thank to my beloved daddy..

Anyways yea thats what made today a long day..
And not to forget..

Happy Birthday to my grandma!!!

Just got home from dinner with my cousins..
And hope she had great fun with us!
~Hope you have a healthy and greater years ahead <3

Before i end, there's something that i thought was funny..
My sis was trying to irratate Hannah Montana! LOL

Lols was taken in midvalley :)

Okies.. gah only 1 week of hols left??

Wasted my 1 week goin to much bananas of relaxing and dreaming =.= and totally forgetting bout my addmath project T.T Urgh!!!

Gtg finish it up.. if not i'm totally failing for my addmath!! DEAD!!! =.=

Ciaos!
-TeQueiro-

Tanggled Up...

2009-06-04T06:03:00.000-07:00

Untangle me!!!

Lol.. i'm just TOO bored =.=
Good that ive d time to come and blog :)

Gosh!!!
How bored can i get...
Urgh grounded at home, stuck, suspended, you name it...
Hols do sucked sometimes.. but school sucked MORE xD

*Sign*
Suppose to finish up my addmath project but...
The LAZY me didnt want to take d initiative to move eventough ive already had examples to guild me.. btw thx randy for it :)

And yea one of my aunt just got down from ipoh for a visit :)
Thx for coming and accompany d bored me here.. lols
But despite that, i'm STILL bored.. =.='

And Gosh!!
Thx eevonne for showing me d Joe Jonas Vid!!
AHHH!! Funny and Hott!! lols..
He danced to 'single ladies'..
Gosh for those Joe jonas fans out there is a 'MUST' watch!! xP

And yea everythime i wanna log in to Facebook..
Gosh is always sooo LAGGY!!!
Haih give up logging in there and came to blog here :)

Okies..
Wanna watch some tv and praying mum will take me out soon..
Cause i cant stand d walls in my room anymore.. feels like is getting smaller and nearer to me..
anyways.. yea is kinda a good time for me to catch up my spanish again after two years..
Si!! no que soy hablan?? jeje..
Saludos! Hasta Luego..

Ciao
-TeQueiro-

Farewell 'The Hills'...

2009-06-02T02:53:00.000-07:00

OMG!!

How could my all time favorite reality show end??

I LOVE you LAUREN CONRAD!!

Gosh!! can't explain how much drama d show had since season 1 till season 5...

And yea since LAGUNA BEACH!!

Ive been watching laguna beach and been following The Hills till now..

And GAH!! cant believe is the end of everything!!

Im gonna miss you lauren!!

But i still cant believe that lauren could get thru her total drama life...

From her frictions of friendships with Heidi that they finally are friends really touches me!!

And Spencer!!! cant believe this shady guy that everyone hated had changed into a speechless man.. you better take GOOD care of Heidi!!

And not forgetting d other cast...

Stephanie, Lo, Audrina, Brody, Justin, Whitney(now in the city) etc.

AHH!! i missed d moment in Laguna beach where lauren and stephen were sooo cute together!!

Gah ofcos there's always a B**** that destroys everything..

cant believe d biatch is in d 6th season!! like wth are you doin there?? thats why lauren isnt in d 6th season.. AHHH!!!

Urgh so d drama still continues...

But good that lauren is out of everything and hope she does have a great life onwards without drama that used to fall everytime..

Im gonna miss The Hills!!

Hope lauren will be back! :)

And now i'm following 'Keeping up with d kardashians!!'

Woopss!! LOVE it so much! lols..

Love d humor, drama, and just everything that d family has!!

Espeacially Khole and Kim Kardashians are my favs! :)

Gosh goodness is d hols i get to watch them.. yays!

And this kept me away from being bored :)

But urgh... still have addmath project to be done..

And not to forget SPM T.T

Okies..

wanna go watch mtv movie awards! and d finale of the hills again :)

ciaos!

-TeQueiro-

Tough holidays...

2009-05-31T06:29:00.001-07:00

Gee.. how should i start!?
Well just got home from my school camp yesterday..
and one word tells it all 'EXHAUSTING'

Well eventough i got home colapssed on my beloved bed..
But thoughout i guess it was a quite fun camp..
And yea most of my classmates say this will be their first and last camp ever!!
Hahas.. i guess i'll be in d same boat too.. but if i ever got to go to NS, i'll be delighted.. seriously?

And yea one thing thats really KILLING me now..
Ive had d WORST muscle cramp now!!
I can barely make a movement T.T even lifting up my leg to walk!! *cry*...
Haih, with all those killing yet sufffering activities ex. wall climbing(thats d worst!!), flying fox(yea was fun evenotugh i waited for like damn freaking 2 hours till my turn =.=), the totally 'SICK' obstacle course( yea thats d main reason why i am suffering from d bad muscle ache) and yea almost forgot the fun yet tiring journey for d jungle trekking.. well yea you wont believe how hard it was to be in d dark in a jungle.. but for me it was kinda ok.. lols just because tis was my forth time?? going for jungle trekking in the dark..

Gosh so damn exhauted.. =.=
Got up like at almost at d noon today.. good that grandma allows me to sleep :)
After the suffering camp that i got to sleep at 2am and wake up at 5..
yea thats what called camp!! got to take it..
and felt like im gonna catch a cold soon.. having a bad headache too
guess i gotta go get a good rest.. and yea thx is hols :)

I think i should cut in short in this post.. my sis told me my blog looked too like a bored jounal
lols.. okies i know i'm a boring person..
Hmm.. there's something on my mind which i counldnt forget that happened yesterday when we were heading home from my school camp..
Gosh i cant believe how careless was i =.=
As everyone knew, we're all having a very exhausting time when we're about to head home..
Since i was in d last bus.. so we got to wait till is our turn to get into the truck to get our way to d bus which is a long long journey =.=
so, we're waiting and waiting and i was getting restless.. and finally after like almost an hour, there're still places for me to fit into d truck.. so i just get into it carrying one of my largage..
And d silly CARELESS me, i totally forgotten bout my baclpack which i suppose to be carrying..
*urgh* you wont believe how nervous i was that time.. cause i left my purse and yea handphone in it =.= but omg thx goodness i had a kind help from my teacher and he asked d driver to take d trouble to take me all d way up just to get my bagpack.. gosh! now thats where i learned my lessons..

Okies yea gotta stop bout d camp already.. my hands are aching and it wouldnt allow me to type anymore.. =.=
Now im thinking how to make full use of my hols.. yea yea all my teacher had been reminding us 'use your time wisely!!' SPM is around d corner!! Ah kill me already!! =.='
And guess hols wont be much a hols already.. since i have to finish up my addmath project which i barely know what to do... Help??

Oh yea and i finally got to watch Britain's got talent!!
AHHH!! Congrats Diversity!! but wow shocker that susan boyle didnt win..

Okies.. damn exhauted now..
Whole body starts to ache =.=
Btw, HAPPY HOLIDAYS everyone!!

-TeQueiro-

It's haunting me again...

2009-05-27T05:15:00.000-07:00

Mood: 100% sadness, devastated, depressed, you name it.

Guess God havent answer my prayers yet..
The FEAR is STILL hauting me!!
And this time was WORST!
I had the worst BREAK DOWN ever! T.T

Gosh dont wanna talk bout it...
It gonna makes me more SAD...
But i wanna thank everyone who had gave lots of support to me all along.
And i'm sooo sry for my team that i couldnt talk my part..
Forgive me guys =.=

After getting a great encouragement from Pn.Suneeta
Ive felt much better and yea everyone have their own weeknesses..
And we gotta go thru it no matter what..
But confidence is always an issue for me =.=
*urgh*

I'm trying somehow to cheer up..
And the only way is to believe in myself..
But i still felt ive NEVER changed T.T
AHH!! remembering the words that my old teacher used to tell me
'never underestimate urself.. dont let the fear haunt you..'
Gosh i miss you Ms.Maria!!

And just been hearing 'The Climb' all over and over...
I just love d lyrics..
Yea 'there's always gonna be another mountain...'

Okies..
i dont wanna go on...
if not i'm gonna break down again =.=

Oh Lord, help me!
Give me back my strength, take away my fear, heal me, guild me!
Amen.

-TeQueiro-

Screwed it... SCREWED IT!!!

2009-05-25T01:21:00.000-07:00

Gosh!!!
Cant believe this is happening again!!
Well as always expected.. =.=

It's my enemy WORST ENEMY = ADDMATH!!!
Ahhhh.... HATE you!!! Whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy....
*screams in great anger!!!*
Gee... i REALLY wanted to pass this time but... *urgh!!!*

Yea i know i didnt do my BEST enough!!
forgotten how to solve some ques... and stupid careless me!!
Like seriously!!!
this is d mid-term!! i really dont wanna messed up..
But i MESSED it up.. AHHHH!!!
HATE MYSELF for that!!!....

*urgh* cant believe i'm feeling sooooo devastated bout this...
although i really hated it..
but is for SPM sake!! i MUST pass!!
Guess God's giving me a lesson again..
Gotta really study hard this time.. =.=
No more daydreaming.. No more online-ing.. No more tv(Britain's got talent ROCKS!!) xD
Opps... see fooling around again.. =.=
Thats why la..
AHHHH!!!

Guess that i'm gonna screw up my chem and physics too...
Gee.. screwed paper 3 for physics.. and yea i guess it will go along with paper 2 and paper 1..
AH!! no mood to talk bout it anymore..

See i always hated this feeling..
Didnt study hard enough and BLAME myself to that..
Gosh is reallyx1000 hard!!
Tough life i know.. =.=
But i gonna go thru it no matter what!!!

So.. yea no matter how many papers i'm goin to screw this time..
Just try better on d next one and ofcos not screwing it again.. :)
Yea like everyone said 'NEVER GIVE UP!!'
Still have like bout 5 months before SPM..
We got time..
What five months??? huh??
Ok dont wanna get to it.. T.T

Well guess ive done expressing my feelings..
Still having examintaions tmr..
well, i know it only sivik and pjk..
But no screwing or tembak-ing..
haih gotta go open my books soon.. if not =.=

Okies..
still feeling 100% of regret-ness...
*heart tearing slowly...*
Gotta go hear emo songs again.. =.=

Ciao!
-TeQueiro-

Know Your ROCKSTAR!! = enemy xP

2009-05-15T23:29:00.000-07:00

LOL...

Despite being totally stressed out for exams..

And YEA is finally d weekend where i can finally rest!! AHH Hallelujah!! xD
Well, i dont wanna start opening my books and be a bookworm early in saturday morning..

So, my crazy sis somehow was quite in a veryx1000 CRAZY mood..
Hmm.. LOLs.. she started turning on d tv.. and switch to MTV ofcos..

And hahas it was playing 'right round' by flo-rida?? lol not sure
Gee... she was DAMN i got to say..
YEA DAMN freaking hyper and she wa trying to do some rap movements to d song xP but i didnt capture d vid..
Hahas yea and she finally danced to d song 'know ur enemy!!!' :D
Ahem sry to say.. hahas but eventough it was retarted.. hmm yea it was damn FUNNY!! and adorable?? xD

Hmm.. so guess here's d vid :D
btw is edited.. :)

Hahas okies so yea now u know the REAL eevonne!! xP

I was wondering what she would do if she saw the JONAS BROTHERS!... :)

Gtg.. gee exams =.= ciao!

-TeQueiro-

The day has come...

2009-05-12T01:02:00.000-07:00

Yea.. HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY to me.. :)
AHH cant believe ive live in this world for 17 years alrd..
Lol.. and nooooo i'm a year older again :'(

Lol.. see i took my precious time of studying addmath and biology just to blog on my bday!!
YAY me!! xP
Haih but as usual my bday always falls on a exam day.. =.=
like whyyyy....
haih just finished 2 days of examination.. like wat?? so slow huh..
Lol.. cant believe wat time did to me..

Well, yea eventough physics and bm paper was damn tough..
But getting my bday wishes from my bestie and frens in school did really cheered me!!
THX sooo much guys for remembering my bday!! xD
yea lols.. aravind was asking me is it my bday today.. =.= haihz...
Hmm.. well donno wat to type..
Lols.. too stress up with exams till i almost forgot bout my bday =.=

Oh yea and Happy Nurses Day to all d nurses!!
Lol.. cant wait to be a nurse soon.. and serve my patients xD
Well, i was always happy that my bday falls on d nurses day xP
And yea part of it tats why i want to be a nurse.. :) hahas..

Okies.. gtg..
cant spend too much time bloging..
Mum's gonna kill me :'(
Haih ahhhh HATE addmath!!
gonna go do revision.. haih with this HOTT weather.. :'(

FELIZ CUMPLE por mi!! xP
Viva mi suenos!!
Estaras siempre en mi corazon! :)

-TeQueiro-

Nightmare's here again..

2009-05-08T22:24:00.000-07:00

Nooooo...
Despite the cat situation.. which i think it goes nowhere..
Hahas it might have ran off somewhere..
And yea lols.. Shila ur right!
Lols.. d cat came to warn me to stop goin online and bloging xP
So, yea thx kitty xD

Haih and now..
d WORST nightmare's here again..
This time is gettin serious and more serious =.=
Competition between my frens are continuesly increasing..
Everyone had been studying like hell.. and
Me.. havent gotten d mood to do so..
And i could do is stare and stare and d books and just hope it will get into my tiny brain..
But is very TOUGH i know..
Espeacially being a science stream student..
Haih suddenly regreted that i didnt put enough effort during form 4..
And now is like i got to blend everything back into my brain =.=

Wat to do??
We cant return back to d past..
So just move on.. and do watever i can :)
yea think positively!!
Believe in myself! :)
Do my best! lols.. since when i got so confident??
Hmm.. starting from now on i think :)

Haih since i'm doing last minute studying..
And i'm not a straight A's scorer..
So, here's a little wishlist to help me :)

Hopping to score..
-BM (is a have to.. cant get lower than 65.. if not =.= )
-English (as usual must score it! but havin slight prob with literature.. )
-Math?? (yea i really want to score it!! and is just math rite.. not addmath =.= )
-Moral.. (lols seriously.. although havent been really scoring it)
-EST.. (hmm.. depend on my luck i think)

And now hopping to pass T.T
-Addmath (no comment..)
-Biology (essay part =.= )
-Physics (hmm.. formulas!!)
-Chemistry (=.= eventough i hated it!!)
-Sejarah (read, read, read)

So yea..
Hope d ones i hope to score i scored it..
and d ones i hope to pass i passed it..
Simply huh? :)
or not.. =.=
I really got to nail it..

Okies enough bout that..
Lets move to an important issue!!
Yea is Mother's Day!! :)
So, i would like to take d opportunity here to..
Wish my beloved mum a very 'Happy mother's day!'
Lols.. although i didnt have gotten anything for her yet..
Mayb make a last minute card?? see wat a child am i.. =.=
Anyways d best gift is my love towards her :)

So, gtg start opening my books already..
And yea.. i mayb going on a HIATUS..
But will be back to blog on my bday xD
Ahh.. cant believe is just few days ahead.. :)

All d best everyone!!
Study smart!! :)
Hasta Luego!

-TeQueiro-

It was a rat.. Now's a cat??

2009-05-06T08:15:00.000-07:00

LOL!!
Hmm.. bout few months ago, my whole house was haunted by a little rat =.=
Hahas i know how silly..
But, gosh you couldn't believe how damn difficult it was to get d little yet annouying RAT out off our house T.T
As i could remember, hmm.. yea it took like almost a month till d freaking little rat dissapears..
Lol.. gosh crazy huh??

Hahas.. i still remember d first time i saw it!!
LOL.. hmm was having my breakfast early in d morning before school.. and as usual was still being blur
Eh, is still early in d morning.. ofcos i'm still Sleepy xP
Than in a sudden, as i flip my head.. 'AHHH!! It's a rat!! it's rat!!' lols i shouted till i woke up d whole neigbourhood??
hahas!! then my grandma came.. 'eh, eeling!! wat rat!! you crazy?? wats it ur eyes??'.. haih she doens't believe =.=
'Yes!! yes!! i swear i saw it.. lols there goes d pathetic me xD' 'i saw something black and little scurried inside d shelf!!' trying my best to explain to my grandma..
Then to make sense wat on earth i was talking about.. she took a broom stick and started pooking in d little hole of f shelf!!
Lol.. i was praying for d rat to come out!! and.. 'where got la..??' she said =.=
Hahas.. finally as she was still pooking all over.. she said' eh, ahh i felt something in there!'
Lols.. and in a blink.. AHHH!!! see d rat finally came out!! and scurried uncontinuesly inside my kitchen T.T
Gosh that time i was already late for school and was rushing..
So, couldn't care less.. and ran off to school.. hahas cant stop thinking bout it in school..
As i got home.. grandma was still having a sour look..
hmm.. guess she still havent got to catch it =.=
But.. wat to do?? haih.. in about few weeks later, i saw it again!! it scuried into d store room.. =.=
Hahas shock me to death as i was reading d newspapers..

Ahh.. well, lets cut in short..
Then grandma got enough of it!! she decided to use her trick..
something called 'd mouse sticky glue??' xD
She applied it all over my house eg. bathroom, storeroom, kitchen..
overnight ofcos!! if not.. i'm dead sticking on d floor xP
And d next morning.. gosh! at bout 7am.. on a saturday i think
my lil bro woke me up and started shouting 'we got d rat!!'
Lols.. i was like serious?? gosh finally!! xD
Hahas.. so yea tats d rat story..

And now.. d cat =.=
Lols.. just a few hours ago..
Was playing d comp.. blogging yea :)
than i heard my grandma shoo-ing something xD
Lols.. i was wondering wats goin on??
then.. AHH!! gosh saw a white cat slumber-ing ran into my room!!
Like serious wtf?? thats my room la kitty.. xD get out!!
Hahas.. i was too scared that i ran down i told my grandma bout it..
She was like.. ahh not again. =.=
And later heard my grandpa yelled againb.. it ran down!! it ran down..
Lols.. found out that d freaking cat came from my room??
Gosh my bad?? forgotten to close d windows.. =.=
Haih.. and d stupid cat i can say.. Droppedmy pressious stuff on my desk!! AHHH!! how dare you!!
I'm gonna get you kitty... xD

Yea.. so d story is till here..
To be continue xP till d next time when d freaking cat is found..
Hahas.. now i'm sooo scared it will come into my room at night and sleep with me.. xP
Opps.. wat am i bable-ing about..
Okies.. gosh its soo late alrd.. tats y mum's scolding.. =.=
And ahhh... noooo exams!! yea havent even revise a single thing.. =.=
DEAD!! lols..
Ok.. sooo exhauted.. ahhh noooo gotta clean my room after d stupid cat dropped d stuff..
Haihz..... T.T
Ok till then :)

Buenos Noches..
Ciao!

-TeQueiro-

Not Official 7teen Yet...

2009-05-03T00:54:00.000-07:00

Lol.. my Real bday is on d 12th of may.. :)
But i did had d Best 17th bday EVER!!

All happens on d 2nd of May..
AHH!! I cant continue bloging until i THANK everyone who CAME!!
Without you guys, d party wouldnt turned up...
Well, FIRST off,

A BIG THX TO:
LI GINN!!!
My bestie that helped me ALOT!!
Thx for helping me in d games :)
Thx so much for coming first and d last home :)!!
Thx for choosing my dress xP
Just Thx sooo much for everything!!
Love ya so much~ <3

Next is ofcos,
Asyllah!!
Lol.. thx so much for d make up!!
Thx for making silly jokes xP
Thx for coming and ur present!!
Hope to see ya again! <3

And yea ofcos THX soooo much for those who came!! :D
Bryan, Randy, Prenee, Karweng and yea shimah(who willing to drop by eventough she had tuition) :)
AHH!! Hope you guys had fun :D
And yea THX for d presents too guys!!
Appreciate it sooo much!!
Hahas.. dont try to run away Randy!!!
Still waiting for my pressie xD

Ah almost forgot!! how can i forget to thank my PARENTS and GRANDMA!! lols ths soo much mummy and daddy for allowing me to hav my party <3>

Well, it was kinda last minute for preparing d food and me getting dress up.. lols i was opening and closing my curtains to see if anyone's here.. hahas.. but poor randy for coming quite early that he got to wait downstairs on d couch.. xP lols.. appologies.. well, than yea is time to yak d food! xD gosh hope everyone enjoyed d food.. was all my grandma's hardwork espeacially d chicken curry.. :)

Hmm.. well d best part was d games ofcos.. :) Lol credits to LiGinn for her help on d pass d parcel!! hahas well yea my sis's idea of using d jobros music to play d game!! xD let me see.. d part i cant forget was when bryan got lost singing a nursery rhyme!! xD xP hahas!! LOL jk.. well, haih my idea just came in.. lol why dont he just sing a happy bday song rite..? :D

Then ahh nows d worst part... gosh!! lols.. randy wanted to discover my room after hearing wat eevonne say-that our room was an Obessesive Jonas Disorder (OJD) Lols.. and yea good job eevonne for running up and lock d door.. BUT you shouldnt had got out!! ahhh!!! anyways hahas so are you happy now randy?? believe it! ya hahas we are REALLY a crazy CRAZY crazy CRAZY opps.. over exegerating.. lols oh yea CRAZY jobros fans!! xD

Well, yea than after some UNO's... and yea time flies.. lol was actually hungry already xP so, yea is time to CUT or wat you guys say murder d cake?? :D lols.. oh yea forgotten that LiGinn cant wait for d cake! xD hahas well guess everyone does.. no? hmm.. well just randomly choosen d cake as i brought it last minute.. =.= But yea wat can i say.. CHOCOLATE!! everyone's favorite rite :D

Lols.. so candles are being penetrated into my innocent cake! *ouch!!* LOLS!! well, cakes have feelings too rite sometimes xD eh?? sorry for being pathetic xP hahas.. then opps! shila!! i'm only 17 la xP not 19 yet!! lols.. accientally added extra candles =.= lols but yea i'm still a year older :( ahh!! nooooooooo....

Hahas okies finally for d bday song :) wow! haih didnt know that you guys sang two songs.. aww.. well, d other one was d 'zoo version..??' :D hahas just watched back d video.. ahh!! damn embarassing i know =.= neways.. yea had a great time singing and yea muedering d cake xD lols speaking bout my wish or prayers.. hahas yea thx randy for reminding me to pray for d 'swine flu..' and 'jobros coming soon!!' :D hahas well, haih didnt really took lots of pics.. camera was battery low =.= well, yea here's a memorable photo xP

Aww.. thx everyone!!! lols yea and d seperations of males and females.. :D

Hmm.. wanted to post photos of d presents.. haih but d blog has error =.= but nvm.. :) lols.. wont expose wat you guys gave me.. xD

So, i guess yea thats it.. lols ive been thanking and thanking thoughout my blog.. so yea LAST time.. THX FOR COMING EVERYONE!! Love you guys!! lols and yea is alright for those who cant make it :) but remember yea my pressie.. xP

AHH!! almost forgot!! haih... yea yea examinations =.= One word 'dead' lols.. totally forgotten bout it =.= haih cant believe is just next week!! noooooooooo.... and SPM!!! Gosh ok i know d worst nightmare.. haih wat to do.. time flies T.T

Haih i felt like folding paper planes.. lols yea i know how child-ish.. but i think is a good way to throw it right in my head to wake me up!! yea stop dreaming!! exams!! exams!! exams!! =.= lols ahh scary!! haih must concentrate.. =.=

Okies gtg.. been typing so long.. dad's mad xP.. opps!!! gotta go grab a book.. nooooo!!! ahhh...

Kk... so all d best for d mid-term exam everyone!!! do ur best!! study hard and remember study smart too! xD ok now i'm waiting till im finally 17!! hahas.. so start d countdown now.. 10,9,8,7.... lols

-Estaras siempre en mi corazon- Besos!!

-TeQueiro-

I dreamed a dream...

2009-04-29T20:28:00.000-07:00

OMG!!
Lol.. so bored.. didnt go to school today..
school was havin prize giving.. i wasnt in it so i'm at home blogging :)
Aww.. quite sad though.. haih ive never recieved any prize..
hahas only one award in form to for 'kehadiran penuh..' xP
But congrats for those who receiving d prizes! and yea shimah.. lol sry i couldnt come..
Am lazy and i'm scared teacher will chase me off.. xD

Anyways..
Gosh!! hmm finally get d time to watch some videos.. :)
AHH!! ive start to love 'Britain's Got Talent'
Cos they really got talent!! xD
Ive always wanted to watch Susan Boyle's performance as she appeared in d newpapers last week i think..
And just watched in few days ago..

OMG!!
She's AMAZING!!!
Hahas.. yea everyone had bad thoughts of her when they first saw her..
Lol.. she may be 47 years of age..
But doesnt mean that she cant sing..
Cos she reallyx10000 CAN sing!!! xD

Just soooo amazed by her performance..
And d song that she sang touched me..
Well d lyrics did :)
Lol.. i didnt knew d song was from 'Les Miserebles'
One of my parents favorite musical!
Lol.. ive never watch d musical before cos i thought it will be boring..
Now i'm searching for d DVD.. haih but dad forgotten where he place it =.=

Anyways..
Here are d lyrics :)

I dreamed a dream in time gone by
When hope was high,
And life worth living
I dreamed that love would never die
I dreamed that God would be forgiving.

Then I was young and unafraid
When dreams were made and used,
And wasted There was no ransom to be paid
No song unsung, No wine untasted.

But the tigers come at night
With their voices soft as thunder
As they tear your hopes apart
As they turn your dreams to shame.

And still I dream he'll come to me
And we will live our lives together
But there are dreams that cannot be
And there are storms
We cannot weather...

I had a dream my life would be
So different from this hell I'm living
So different now from what it seems
Now life has killed
The dream I dreamed.

Lol.. ive learned to dreamed my dreams..
Haih.. just finish decorating my room..
Hahas wif Jobros poster xP
Hope you guys who are coming this sat wont be shocked.. xD
Well, still lots of things to be done..
I dont know whether d food will be enough??
But i dont you guys dont eat so much rite.. or not.. :)

Ok gtg..
will post some pics of my room later xD
Obssesive Jonas Disorder!!! (OJD)

Edit
Lol.. i cant stop watching britain's got talent!!
AHH they're all soooo great!
Gosh! cant believe this little girl 'Hollie Steel' sings soo well too
And this group of dance act 'Diversity' danced their hearts out! Love them! they're so sweet! :)

Lol.. i guess there'll be competition between these two

-Susan Boyle vs Hollie Steel

-Diversity vs Flawless

AHH for me i gotta say I LOVE Susan!! and Diversity!! You guys should win!! xD
-TeQueiro-

Awesome PAROIMIA!!

2009-04-26T01:42:00.000-07:00

Ahh... i'm totally speechless bout d performance!!
Was a very touching play.. :)
First of, Thx alot to randy who i thought he got d tickets.. Hahas..
Gosh it was all bcos he had probs contacting his fren who's holding d tickets =.=

Haih i gotta say that time i was quite pissed off with him and i was damn exhausted after sports day..
So, i was standing at d main entrance waiting with lots and lots of ppl and randy was busy making phone calls.. haih guess he learned his lessons xP

Well, the MAIN thing is...
A BIG THANKS TO... BRYAN!!!
Lol.. gosh was so lucky to meet him there.. and is soooo kind of him to get ur tickets!!
AHH!! thx man.. xD *hugs*
lol.. without him guess i wont get to watch it =.=

Hehe good that d ticket also provided dinner.. :)
So, we dont hav to go out and eat =.=
But gosh had slight trouble getting a sit.. lol d cafeteria was FULL of ppl..
So, later great that a lady came and ask us to grab a sit at her table.. :) thx!
And so i went eating and chat wif randy bout david acrhuleta's concert that i didnt get to go.. lol

And after finally finished eating.. wow we realize it was already 7.30pm..
So, we rushed all over to d main hall and i just realizes that d church was sooo huge!! lol thought i will get lost there.. xP
And when we finally reached there.. lol surprise!!
Hahas met sean and my classmates there..

Lol.. sean was like 'eh eeling! ur here too??' with his shocked face.. xD
So, we waited there and i went talking to thaya and priya who came too :)
And d busy body randy went introducing himself to everyone.. =.=

Later Bryan came and lead them to get a sit i think..
Lol.. thought i would get to sit with thaya and priya...
But our ticket was at d front row.. haih.. lol
But i gotta say we're lucky to get to sit at d third row.. xD
While waiting for d performance.. my itchy hands took some photos xP

Lol.. d summary book :)

D huge huge stage.. :)

Lol.. lazy to upload some embarassing photos wif randy xP

And finally d performance starts!! Lol.. started off with a totally funny man who brief us bout what we shouldnt do when d play is on.. :) i find it cute though!!

And finally after some annoucement.. d play finally starts!! Ahhh!! it was soo awesome till i have not idea how to explain it in words!! i thought it was goin to be a musical play.. but yea it was different and special that it had alot of dances in d play! and i gotta say wow!! all of them danced like professionals!! Very good job!! xD

Hmm.. d part that i remebered and my fav part was when they were in a battle between two evil and good.. lol i'm not sure if i'm rite.. Ahh!! i think that part was d best of all!! wat was d best was d lightnings!! it was damn awesome.. lol eventough it hurts my eyes.. but ive never seen such fantastic play like this! :)

Ahh yea i love d ending as well.. :) Lol.. overall i didnt really understand d play but when i found tat 'paroimia' meant parable.. yea i think i get d play now.. :) Later, one of d pastors gave a great preach bout d play and how God loves us so much!! i gotta say i was really touched by his preach and it was awesome! I didnt realize till d pastor said that d play accually relate to us.. and thinking bout it yea i think some of d characters relate to us and is important to believe that there's a saviour to save us when we're goin thru a tough time :)

So, throughout all, d play did thought me to love Jesus more and believe he's our saviour!! hmm.. after d play ended.. lol i was freaking exhauted.. haih randy wanted to go seek his frens and left me alone waiting for him.. lol great that bryan was there :) And yea pls make it to my party nex sat ya!! Must come! xD

Gosh didnt know i've typed soo long .. and ah is getting late too.. well, lol one more thing tat i tot was funny.. lol we followed one of randy's fren home who just gotten his driving licences.. haih wat first got into my head when randy told me we are following him home was gosh wat?? he's just a beginner.. will that be saved xD lol.. suprisingly was.. he did drove well and i gotta admit he was sooo funny hahas.. first i tot it wasnt a good idea following him home.. but lol it was a great experience getting into a begginer's car.. xP

Lol.. one more thing.. his car was a BMW!! wat?? so lucky rite? just got his licences and he get to drive a BMW.. lol but yea is great that i got home save and sound xD haih.. but got home late!! mum was getting ready to sleep.. lol than i finally got home and she was in red =.= opps..! lol

Anyways.. gtg.. overall is was a great day!! was so lucky to get to watch d performance! :)

Kk.. gotta go finish some of my hw.. haih havent touch one yet =.= Ciao!

Besos! -TeQueiro-

Tiring + Hectic = Fun?!

2009-04-26T00:58:00.000-07:00

Lol... xP

Gosh havent blog for a week.. =.=

Guess i gotta summerize my awfull week..

Well, sports day was yesterday..

Lol.. ok ofcos d main thing is getting 'Sunburnt...'

and both my hands were as red as rose?? xD and yea my face too =.=

Well, sports day went quite well though even it was a hott hott day and everythin seemed to be delayed..

*sign* it started of quite hectic in d morning..

didnt realize it was already 7am.. and mum forgotten to wake me up.. =.=

haih so i prepared all by myself and thx grandma for fetching me to school :)

And when i reached school, haih d small gate wasnt open!! T.T

Lol.. so i gotta walk further to d gate.. see!! my annoying school always stop us from using d main gate.. but they open it yesterday..?? weird huh..

anyways.. then i saw athirah there waiting wif some stuff to be sold.. so i stand beside her eventough i wasnt so close to her.. and thk goodness finally maisarah's here wif pnYap!!

So, she divided us our jobs... and.. =.= im stuck there waiting and taking care of d stuff till they got d tables set up at d field..

Gosh finallt is time.. then we went carrying drinks and food there..

AHH! no fair! lol.. some guys helped maisarah to carry her stuff and left me carryin alone xP

And later so.. is finally set up and we all started shouting 'mari mari karipap, donut, lol teh kundur..'

My frens counldt help it but to make fun of d teh kundur.. idk why la.. xD

haih then at around 8.30am.. everything is on :)

well, started of with blue house marching!! yay!! lol.. support blue!! xP

'blue strikes back!!!' lol.. our famous quote..

hmm.. then d marching went on with d uniforms..

and we continue selling our stuff..

haih lol lazy to type.. so here r some pics i took yesterday wif my hp..

Hahas Izzathy was so surprise i brought my hp xP

Lol.. d field xP sry was blur.. cos taken from far.. =.=

Hahas.. hashimah, hidayah, me and sesat hello kitty??

Lol!! gotcha Maisarah!! hahas i know i know ur hott.. xP

Haih.. d 'sesat' hello kitty appeared with me... xP

Lol.. ah lazy to upload d rest..
Anyways.. yea eventough it was a burning day and we didnt make a good profit out of what we sold..
but yea i think i had fun xP
i have to cos tis will be my last sports day.. T.T
And wat was d best was...
AHHH!!! Yay!!
BLUE HOUSE WON!!!
*Cheers* xD

So.. later got home around 12.30pm..
took a shower and wanted to nap..
And suddenly Randy ring me..
He said he had a ticket to watch Paroimia!!!
AHH!! i wanted to watch it but didnt hav tickets..so, i grab d chance from randy.. hahas xD

Gosh feeling so freaking tired now.. just got home from giant to get some stuff for my party..
Lol.. guess i'll continue my post bout d amazing paroimia later!! xD
Kk.. gtg take a shower..

Besos. Adios!
-TeQueiro-

School.Mentors.Homework.Party.

2009-04-20T05:28:00.000-07:00

Gosh!! "Having d headache of my life.."
Cant believe so many things goin on.. =.=

Haih, firstly.. school's having this mentor and mentik program..
and i'm assign to my sej teacher Pn.Nabisah (hope i spell her name correctly) lol..
hmm.. honestly i didnt want this teacher to be my mentor.. i donno why but one thing is i know she talks alot!! =.= but i was hoping to get Pn.Yap or Pn.Loo.. haih whatever that is.. i hope i can follow what she's goin to teach us and hope she'll give us good guildens to face the big challenge SPM!! :( with me i think is emelyn, heama and not sure who's d other guy xP

Then, school's sport's day will be soon.. lol i dont even know when =.=
but i guess is this saturday.. haih, will be having sukan tara tmr..
One word 'BORING!!'..
Gosh lol dont wanna do those same old activities like 100m running, lontar peluru and lompat tinggi.. T.T
Just hope Hashimah comes tmr and hope we can ponteng those.... xD

Next, gosh noooo!!
Yea is homeworks!!! T.T
haih i think most of all.. the most hw i got is tuition.. =.=
*sign* trying to get time to finish it but cant lol.. even steal time to do it in school..
But just hope i'll be able to finish all up before is too late..
And yea time is really flying by day by day like no one's buisness..
And in only like 5 months.. our battle is finally here!!
AHHHH!! cant imagine that..
Just hope i can get thru it and yea suffer all we can because its d only year we have..
So, 'No Pain, No gain...'
ia quite true huh??

And yea my bday party planning..
haih was kinda last minute.. but i really hope everythin can go fine :)
Hope everyone's that r invited can make it!!
LiGinn, Christina, Randy.. u guys MUST make it ya xD
haih just finish making d 'invitation cards' or should i call it 'invitation paper' lol..
And i have to admit it didnt look how i wanted to be.. =.=
all because of my damn laptop that got jammed when i was doin it T.T
Lol.. i even forgot to fill in d date and time..
Haih now i got to write it on my own.. =.=
But is ok la.. cause is my bad rite?? ='(

What im hoping for now is...
Hope my party will go well and hope to see you guys (my old friends) back!!
Really reallyx1000 miss you guys!!
So hope you guys can make it ya!! =)
Btw, i may be havin 'bbq'... hahas if only some is willing to lend d grill for me! xP

Ok i guess i gotta stop..
Haih gtg finish some work..
And ASK my sis to start he job as a 'postwoman' hahas!!
Sry la no tip for u.. but thx alot that ur willing to help me.. xP
Hope she wont pass it to d wrong person.. =.='

Kk.. Adios!
P.S do inform me ya if any of u are coming to my party :)
I do really appreciate it if u make a apperance!! xD
cause without u guys.. d party wont be on.. =(
So, Help me ya ppl!! :)

Muchas Graciee!!
Ciaoz!

-TeQueiro-

Don't close the book on me...

2009-04-18T08:12:00.000-07:00

In chapter one,

you were my summer crush,

Chilled at the beach from dawn to dusk

Under my umbrella...

In chapter two,

it got more serious,

Changed from you and me to them and us,

Oh, it felt like the other piece,

But the words got swept away,

And the rain let us off the page...

Please don't tell me,

this is the end of the story,

Don't close the book on me,

don't you close the book on me,

We've gone our separate ways,

we'll meet up on another page

Don't close the book on me,

don't you close the book on me...

In chapter three,

went off and chased the dream,

To get your ghost that's haunting me

It was scarier to be without you,

But I know that in the end,

Need some time to take a pen,

And write a chapter of my own...

-TeQueiro-

AHH!! Matt's saved!! Yay! xD

2009-04-17T06:17:00.000-07:00

AHHHHH!!!!

cant believe d judges saved Matt giraud!!!

You rock!! I LOVE You!!!

He deserve it!! =)

I was blown with his performance yesterday! i thought it was quite touching.. i love that song though..

And ive always loved him!!

But times he may have chosen d wrong songs.. But he still rocks!!

Just am so happy that he still get another chance..

gosh i think lil rounds should be out though.. she hasnt been good all awhile..

But ADAM!! gosh always speechless!!

He's one of my favorites too!!

And i really hope he wins!! Beat Danny!! he's soooox1000 much better that Danny..

Keep goin on Matt!! You can do it!!

And Adam Lambert!! xD

Kk.. had been talking bout him all day..

Haih.. school's exam's around d corner.. =(

Gotta really study this time..

if not i'm gonna fail!! T.T

Cant believe times sooo short...

And life's short too...

Gtg.. Adios!

Hasta Luego!

-TeQueiro-

Feliz Cumple!!~

2009-04-15T04:54:00.000-07:00

Just to drop by here eventough i was running out of time.. to SAY
HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!!
well, is my dear friend, Hashimah =)
sry.. if i didnt make today a great day for you..
But glad that you love d card and bracelet that i made for you.. <3

What i got to say is...
THX soooo much for being as a great company to me through out this 5 years in school..
Eventhough we go thru very tough time sometimes.. like in form 3.. =(
BUT i'm glad to have a friend like you!!
You're d only one that i felt comfortable with than other ppl that i couldnt get along.. =)
So, THX!!!
And have a great BDAY!!

I would like to make a tribute for Hashimah.. =)
Well, this just got thru my mind.. when i saw Mr.Ghalib posted my pic with her in his blog.. =.=
eventhough it was embarassing.. but i got to say that it was a nice pic and thx!
Lol.. got to find some ways to save the pic though.. xP

So, here's it =)

Me and beloved Hashimah <3

Sry.. was accually damn exauted after merendas desa last friday.. and Mr.Ghalib came in and he wanted to get a snap of our pic.. Gosh! as you can see i'm giving a nervous smile xP but i got to say is quite a nice pic though.. so, thx Mr.Ghalib =)

Haih.. so exauted now..
Got home at around 5 and had extra classes.. wow still had like thousands of hw to be done.. and is getting late.. =(

Anyways, gtg.. so, hope you had a great day ya shimah!! =)

Adios.. Buenos Noches!!

-TeQueiro-

Bored and Jealous!? xP

2009-04-11T08:03:00.000-07:00

Gosh!! =.=
I'm soooo jealous!!
AHHH!! no fair!!!
David Archuleta!! =(

Haih Lol..
Didnt get to go to his concert!! huhu *BIG CRIES*
Because of you randy!! hahas.. you didnt give me d tickets..
How dare you give it to someone else?? huh??

haih.. anyways,
wat a tiring day today..
got force by my parents to follow them to klcc..
but good that i can go out..
LOL.. go out?? with my legs ACHING??!
Haih.. but it was still quite fun walking around in kl suria with my sis eventough we didnt get to afford anything.. xD
Hahas was walking like a retarded person all along.. kept on dragging my both legs..
But thank God that there's escalator!! Ahh..
Then kept went walking with mum.. she was like dragging us everywhere..
And thats where i started to be restless.. =.=
ive been bragging my mum to get home soon..
i can barely walk la.. but.. haih
got to wait for my lagging dad to shop in PC fair!!
*ish!!* ergggg...

Anyways.. finally got home with my both legs that almost got swollen..
And!! my wisdom tooth got SWOLLEN TOO!! T.T
Gosh! and now i can barely eat.. =.=
Come on.. wat a day la..

For those lucky ppl who went to davis's concert.. gosh sooo lucky!!
eh, LiGinn ur soo lucky u get to go too.. xP
hahas.. but make sure is not d JOBROS..
if not.. *!@#$%^&*
Lol...

Soo freaking exauted now.. and bored!!
Gosh.. hate this feeling now..
Legs swollen, tooth swollen
Haih coundnt my day get any worst??

Lol.. anyways
Happy Easter!!
haih gtg go chucrh..
Oh no! not with my swoolen legs.. T.T

Ok.. gtg bed..
Ciao!

-TeQueiro-

Happy Good Friday!

2009-04-10T05:20:00.000-07:00

HAPPY GOOD FRIDAY!!
Have a holy friday everyone! =)
And Happy Easter too!

May God's blessings be sent to everyone!
Espeacially my dear LiGinn <3
I know ur goin thru a hard time.. but stay strong and hold on!!
I'll always be here for you!
And remember the Lord is here for you too! =)

"Fear thou not;
for i'm with thee
be not dismayed
for i'm thy God:
I will strengthen thee;
yea, I will help thee...

--Isaiah 41:10

Hmm.. thought of blogging bout my friday.. Lol
Well, is quite a not-so-good-friday for me though..

Haih was my school cross-country today..
Was too tired this morning and didnt felt like running at all.. but Hashimah was so anxious in running.. so i decided to accompany her =)

But.. Gosh!!
LOL.. wat was sooo funny was...
Aiyo dont feel like telling xD
Gosh.. we were walking our way and we didnt realize that everyone kept on running..
So.. i was bored and kept talking and talking to hashimah.. and all of a sudden one of the QM told us to walk faster! i was wondering why??
and went we look back.. 'wtf?? why is it sooo empty?? where's everyone?? are we LAST??'
Lol.. ive never been last before!!
God!! But as we were walking.. in a sudden we heard someone calling us from far..
And Gosh it was missy hidayah.. huhu sry to say but yea she's quite a BIG size... =)
And we all thought that she wasnt running.. but she say she want to take this challenge..
Haih cos of her.. we got to accompany her as a body guard??! Lol..
And when we finish half of a checkpoint.. one of my teacher was like 'eh eeling!! how could you be L... Gosh!! i felt soo embarassed.. T.T'
Than hidayah wanted to take a rest.. and thank goodness pn.Loo understands that i was helping hidayah.. =) and wasnt really that last.. xD
So.. we went on and on walking.. till it was almost 10am

Gosh went we finally reached our school.. everyone starred at us..
Aiyo!! we know we know... =.=
and it was kinda because of us everything was delayed.. xP
we were surppose to reach d school atleast 9.30..

But Lol.. thru out all..
this was an experience in helping a fren.. =)
and also getting LAST in cross country.. T.T

Hahas.. haih so exauted now!!
Both my legs felt like tearing.. and i bet i cant be walking tmr.. =.=

Anyways.. have a good friday everyone!!
dont be like me xD
God blessed..

Kk gtg rest my legs.. xD
adios!

-TeQueiro-

Greatest fear turned to tears.. T.T

2009-04-08T05:07:00.000-07:00

Gosh!! talking bout my greatest fear made me more fear.. =.=
Well, one of d biggest fear and problems i'm having in my life is that i always alwaysx1000 have stage fright!!!

And another prob is that.. my golden voice =.=
I've this personal prob since i was a kid.. and i know all of my frens who r with me understands d prob that i'm going thru..

God created everyone equally and special for their own potentials..

As for me, ive always wonder why God have to do this to me??
Why do God have to give me a soft vocal box??
Why's everyone so fluent in their speech but NOT me??
Why do i have a stammer??
Gosh the questions just went on and on..

But somehow i realizes that this is a challenge God gave to me..
He want me to overcome this fear of mine..
I know it may take some time to overcome it and i'm learning bout it everyday and follows where God lead me..

Finally this fear came to a stage where is quite emotional for me..
Every year.. when is time for my aural test.. negative thinking starts to fill my mind =.=
i totally have fear on hows it gonna came out.. and ofcos at times it mayb a disaster T.T
And am always fear that is my voice goin to be heard??
And stammer always starts when i'm speaking in front of a public!!

Haih and todays finally my BM's ujian lisan.. T.T
ofcos i was totally anxious.. and maisarah was always trying to calm me down =) btw thx alot for ur help maisarah!! but i cant as usual..
Gosh when is finally time.. waiting with my legs and hands shivering for my teacher to call my name out =.=
'ok sekarang giliran Eeling pula..'
my heart never stop pumping and my face quickly turned as white as a sheet..
Maisarah who was sitting nex to me pat me on my shoulder and held me up from my chair..
Gosh!! i cant explain how nervous i went!! =.=

With my shaking hands, i hold on tightly to my little notes.. and started sluttering on my first fews words.. Gosh and Mr.Ghalib was as usual with his sour face standing right infront of me.. listening to my frens advice just to look at d notes and read out loud and not looking at his face..
And i countinue and continued reading..
Till is time to say 'sekian terima kasih'.. he asked my classmates to give me a big aplaud..

I was asking myself why did he do that for??
and when d second i grab my seat.. suddenlly i donno why tears started to burst out of my face!! T.T
Maisarah was 'eh, eeling kenape?? jgnlah menangis!! awk dah buat yg terbaikkan..'
And Ghalib was trying to calm me down..

The feelings that i felt that time was.. i felt i did my best but still wasnt that good..
i was quite dissapointed with myself.. and i felt i never want to do this ujian lisan anymore!!
Still crying and having my head laying on d table.. my classmates start coming to me and calm me down.. i couldnt stop crying that time after i felt how badly ive done..
but thx so much for my classmates for understanding my probs..

Still having my head on d table.. suddenly Mr.Ghalib called my name..
'eeling.. cikgu tahu masalah awk.. baik jgnlah nanggis lagi..' then my heart started to gloomed when he say 'oklah eeling.. cikgu bagi awk A utk ujian lisan..'
Gosh.. i donno whether he did this to calm me down or wat.. but my frens say yea u did ur best and u deserve it.. i was still lost and felt devastated.. =.=

On d bright side, finally i stopped crying.. =)
But both my eyes looked completely swolen.. =.=
And i can barely open my eyes now.. haih..

All and all, i think ive somehow learned to overcome alittle of my fear..
The only thing is just to 'believe in myself!!'

Okay.. feeling quite exauted now..
And yea Liginn!! so sry for you!! Just stay strong always and remember i'll always be there for you if you need me yea.. =)
Adios!

-TeQueiro-

Tagged by Li Ginn.. <3

2009-04-02T23:54:00.000-07:00

Lol.. sry for d delay post.. xP
Finally found time to do it! yay! and i would love to say thx liginn cos solving this quizes it helps me to relax my mind and get me away from stress.. =)

Hmm.. i'm not so sure bout d results.. hehe was quite shocked bout it cos it says that i'm an down-to-earth person.. lol i dont think so xP
Haha but yea i'm serious bout my love.. yea and its totally true that i would love to fall deeply in love with d right person!! xP

And yea is true that i'm afraid of failure.. but thx for d advice for being courageous..
Hmm.. but i'm not really afraid of how ppl look at me.. i'm more in afraid of what ppl think of me and am i being a good friend towards them =)
Gosh! bout d confidence thing.. thats not so true..
haih, telling the truth, i'm totally not confident in myself and lots of ppl always told me 'you should have confidence in youself..'

Anyways this is d result list..
Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

Yea.. thats it =)
gosh need to go finish up some work.. =.=
Life's still very stressful..

-TeQueiro-

Reliazing and Understanding...

2009-04-01T02:55:00.000-07:00

Although i'm still in a bad mood.. but i start to realize something..
i know i had been really stressing out lately due to my school stuff and d hectic situation.. But if things dont get solved, it won't get any better.. =)

And Thx sooo much Liginn for being there.. i felt much better when i know someone cared bout me =)
again thx!! <3

What had happened it happened, is no use at all to cry over spilled milk..
This had helped me to realize and understand that no matter what had happened is d past and forget bout d bad days and bring on d good ones ahead..
Feeling depressed and devastated all d time just kills myself.. and to overcome it ive to change what i'm feeling now and try to accept everything back.. =)

Listening to my fav song in d past and understanding d amazing lyrics, it helped me to understand d situation that i'm going through now..

Some people laugh, Some people cry
Some people live, Some people die
Some people run right into the fire ,Some people hide their every desire ...

Some people fly ,Some people fall
Others pretend they don't care at all
If you want to fight I'll stand right beside you, The day that you fall I'll be right behind you
To pick up the pieces If you don't believe me, just look into my eyes 'Cause the heart never lies'...
(The heart never lies- Mcfly)

Finally ive understand that life's an obstacle to everyone and i know d heart never lies... <3
I have all tried my best to put up everything in life.. so, i should never give up life and should be stonger than this eventough is a tough and unfair life out there..

I'm still quite stress now bout my school stuff.. there's lots and lots of work and studying to be done.. time really flies and mid-year exam is just ahead of me.. my sej teacher just adviced me..eventough u're too stress in life, just believe in urself that u can go though everything.. dont think of the devils out there cause it will just put me in a worse situation..
I've finally understand that i should always believe in myself =)

Thank You Lord for giving back my strength and made me understand what ive gone through.. Also thank you for bringing back my trust and forget bout d bad days..
Thank You for saving me Lord.
Amen.

-TeQueiro-

Stress and devastated...

2009-03-31T00:15:00.000-07:00

Gosh!! What a stressful situation im being in.. T.T
*Cries!!* thinking bout it everytime makes my heart hurts more and got me more MAD...

First it was all bout d economics thingy.. Haih!! *Big Sign*...
I'm seriously lost and stress thinking bout it.. But just one good thing that mum was understanding.. =) and d rest of the world just crashed and wasnt giving any help at ALL!! well, i'm not reffering to anyone.. but deeply inside i know who's d one that brought me to such hectic situation like now.. T.T and is totally difficult to be forgiving now after what ive been though.. wish i could scream and shout to someone now!! Thank God ive maisarah and hashimah wif me in school to calm my emoness today.. =.=

I kept praying and i ask God what's his plan for me in d future? i didnt want anyone to ruin it!! but i guess there were lots of devils all around here trying to ruin it.. T.T

Life's totally a hectic now!!! lots of drama seem to fall everytime when i'm in a bad situation.. and one thing ive been asking myself.. seriously listen!! ive never try to betray anyone in my life.. T.T and i couldn't trust d friends that im having now.. =.= cause some of them doesn't trust me!! and this really got me heart broken.. what i know is that ive not done anything wrong and yet i'm getting a bad response.. T.T haih, i cant express what i'm feeling rite now!! is really really devastating.. =.=

There were times were i felt that i'm giving up my hopes and stop trusting anyone around me.. but i know that i'm stronger than that and i'll not let anything tp pull me down!! still having such drama and ppl in my life now is not helping at all...

But good that ive made my decision!! ive decided what i want now.. and economics is not my cup of tea anymore.. so thats it!! stop asking me to change my mind!! this is really annoying when someone kept bragging at me!! AHHHHH!!!!!!!! T.T all i would ask for is to shut d h*** up and get out for a moment!!! Haih..

Thinking bout this d whole night made me insomaniac!! and my system had been crashing nowadays due to my lack of sleep.. T.T
But seriously come on!! how can i sleep and relax with so much drama in my life??!! huh??
Gosh!! what i'm hoping for now is an apology from someone.. and i dont wanna feel this way anymore.. T.T

Fine!! I'm so done talking bout that.. T.T
whatever happens i hope everything did went exactly how i wanted.. but guess nothing is going to be right now.. =.=
and i'm sooo confuse who am i going to trust now..
Flashing back my memories.. Gosh i missed you Li Ginn!! the one and only 'bestest' friend ive ever had!! gosh 'i'm starting to cry now'... The friendship that we had are like no other <3
i'm so glad that i could meet such good and caring friend like u!! that are sooo much different from d other humans outside.. =.=

Haih... guess i'm done blogging.. =.=
Oh Lord, bring back my happier days on.. take all d bad ones away Lord, bring back my trust in everyone Lord, and restore back my strength and keep me away from the devils outside!! Protect me Lord..
Amen!

-TeQueiro-

Happy Earth Hour!!

2009-03-28T01:06:00.000-07:00

Woo Hoo!!
Finally is earth day!! Time to save d earth ppl!! =)
Remember to off d lights! Lol.. i think i'm using a torchlight instead of candles.. hahas out of candles.. =(

Hmm.. few thoughts came to my mind just now..
1st: mayb i'm planning to have a bday party this year.. but donno when.. haih HELP!
2nd: getting an autograph book and get everyone to sign it! xP
3rd: AND OMG!! Congrats my Bestie, LiGinn!! hahas.. well, keeping it secret i'm not saying anythin here cos i donno anythin rite? xD anyways, hope you'll be happy always and best wishes in everything ya my dear!! Miss ya <3>
4th: Haih, finally stopped dancing class.. but felt sad bout it.. so sry Megan!! will miss ya.. and yea randy.. sry!! i cant take it anymore and spm is coming so gotta concentrate.. =)

Kk.. so turn off d lights everyone!! and have a great earth day!
Save our mother nature!!

Edit:

Lol.. this is wat me and my siblings did during d one hour.. xP

At 8.30pm strike, my lil bro ran to d switches and turn off everything.. lol i was like eh, so fast?? and i ran grabbing my sis's hands finding for her.. hehes

Hmm.. this is wat we KIDS did..

LOLs... we went taking photos upside down.. xD

Oopss.. Mummy said no playing wif fire!! xD

Aww.. lil sam is excited playing it.. xP

Lols.. then we went playing till 9.30pm..

And when is finally time.. i quickly turned on the switches.. Lols.. was kinda afraid of the dark xD

Anyways, we had a fun time eventough we're in darkness..

But i'm glad that i could help save d mother nature! YAY!!

Kk.. gtg.. kinda sleepy now..

gotta attend church tmr.. =)

Hope all of u guys had a great earth hour!!

Ciao!! Besos!!

-TeQueiro-

Life's getting harder every second...

2009-03-27T05:58:00.000-07:00

'Dream as if you'll live forever,
Live as if you'll die tomorrow...'

Staring at this quote.. i felt that life's TOTALLY short..
Every second of my life, i live for what i love..
Same goes to d saying,

'Love the life you live,
Life the life you love...'

I'm trying to appreciate every single second that i'm living now and would not let anyone at all to destroy what i'm dreaming for in my life..
Cos i know our life will end anytime and we don't know when..

But getting through this life had thought me lots of things as time is flying everyday..
But can i live through this tough life without any worries and problems to face?
No! No one in this earth can life without worries and problems in their lifes..
Thus, i should be stronger than ever to go through what i'm in now..

Even if i'm suffering to it..
Cause i know life's never that easy..

Learning from my mistakes and getting it all right isn't that easy too..
Cause we all know that no one's perfect..
But i, myself can make me a perfect person from believing who i'm and believe what i can do in this life to make myself a happier person..

Life's just like a rainbow sometimes...

As a conclusion, all i could do is to live every second that i have eventhough if it is hard to get through.. we can never be perfect at times.. but we'll know how perfect we are after we had discover who we truly are.. So, appreciate every second in your life =)

Dreams that i hope to achieve this year
Seing myself scoring flying colours in SPM, Hope to get to be a nurse and help as many patients i can, Study as hard as i can cause its d last and final year, Getting all of my friend's autographs and teachers, Do all i can in every examinations and mostly believe in myself..

Appreciate Life!!

-TeQueiro-

Gosh is Hailstorm...

2009-03-25T05:17:00.000-07:00

Gosh.. couldn't believe what happened today.. =(
I guess mother nature is really MAD!! Aww.. we humans never realize what we had done to the world till now..

well, was in school this evening as usual for every wednesday..
Then, in a sudden around 4.30pm, an extreme lightning strikes and a strong sound of thunder were heard! all of us got extremely scared that time.. and the stong wind blew d curtains in d laboratory.. and in my horror, GOSH!! i can barely see anything but i heard like stones were droping from the sky.. and then all of us ran to d window and gosh!! its Hailstorm!! well, this had happened for d second time already as i know..
We're all preparing to head home.. but there's no way for us to get out!! that moment we're all like stuck in hell!! T.T i was running out with tian hui to get our way out from there.. and when we reach the school lobby.. everyone was there talking bout wat had happened..
First i didnt realized it was a hailstorm till hashimah told me what she really saw.. and cos of that, i got stuck in school waiting for my mum till 6pm.. =.=

Good that hashimah was there waiting with me.. and it was still raining quite heavily.. i had a bad feeling bout this.. then when my mum finally arrived, i get into the car and mum was in a moody face.. i couldn't help but to ask what had happened?! Gosh! i couldn't believe when i saw lots of trees outside had collapse cos of the heavy rain and hailstorm!! this was kinda of a disaster!! when i finnaly reached home.. i couldn't believe my eyes!! =(

Well, almost 50% of my house got flooded.. and mum's plants were all destroyed.. haih! my whole family spent like 2 hours cleaning up d mess!! even my room got flooded too.. haih me and my sis got to mop d floors.. =.=
But what was interesting was i could once experience a hailstorm.. but it was a complete disaster =.=

So, as a conclusion, guess that we have to really do our job during the earth hour!!
All we can do is to swith off d lights!! and made mother nature proud!! =)
we can save the world from global warming and pollution!!
So do our job to avoid hailstorm from happening again!!

Thank You Lord for putting us in a save position now after what had happened.. Thanks for all your blessings to my family.. Thank You Jesus for always being as our saviour!! Gracias! =)
Amen.

-TeQueiro-

Support Earth Hour 2009!!

2009-03-21T01:08:00.000-07:00

Lol.. lots of ppl had been talking bout earth hour..

So, to all fellow Malaysians.. we should do our part too to save our mother nature!! =)

All we need to do is to switch off out lights nex saturday, 28th March 2009 from 8.30pm-9.30pm(just an hour).. and we could make a change..

Lets do our part and save d world!!

'Save energy, save earth'

hehe.. i plan to put up candles for 1 hour in my room and have a romantic moment myself xP

So, Let's save our earth from global warming!!

-TeQueiro-

Wow!! JoBros's Day!! xP

2009-03-15T07:28:00.000-07:00

YEAH!!! WOOOHOOOO!! xD

I'm totally speechless was me and my sis went though yesterday!! AHHH!! *Happy screams!!

Lol.. well, lets start from last week.. xD

Hmm.. hehe i would like to take this opportunity to thank my kewl sis for cheering me up too!! Muchas Gracias mi hermana!! Te queiro mucho!! Lol.. thx for bringing me to d Jobros 3D movie!! hahas eventhough dad paid for it.. xP

Well still it was her idea to cheer me up.. xD so, we did quite some stupid stuff when we cant control our addiction to d JoBros!!

Hmm.. started off with d jobros movie poster!! we screamed when we first saw it!! well, ofcos silently.. hahas!!

well, this d freaking hott poster we saw!!! xD

LOL!! embarassing photo of me with d poster!! hahas everyone was like wats tat girl doin with that poster?! xD

Hahas is my sis's turn!! Look how stunned she was?! xD

Haih, but watching this cost us bout rm18 for each ticket!! Lol.. but is totally worth it for out excitment!!! xD

Then when we finally got into d cinema, we couldnt help but to quickly run inyo our sits!! hahas there was this whole family looking at how silly were we.. hope they wont think that we are retards! LOL.. xP

while waiting anxoiusly for d movie.. we took some photos in d cinema with our 3D glasses on!! hahas but ofcos without flash..

Lol... we secrectly took this pic xD AHH!! i love d 3D glasses!! xP

Ok.. then when d cinema finally blackout.. we hold our hands tightly to each other.. and when d screens start to blow with pictures we were too excited.. but hahas too bad is only advertisment.. xD Lol.. then waiting and waiting.. eevonne is getting more and more anxious!! but good that i was in a calm position.. hehe!!

Then GOSH!! Finally!! AHH!! JoBros came out!! xD
We screamed like hell but was all silently.. Lol.. eevonne went *omg!! ahhh i love u NICK JONAS!!!!* and *AHHH ur sooo HAWT!!* hahas... i was calm and excited to see how hot are them and enoy their music!! xP

Then d movie went on with their amazing music and hillarious momments.. hahas d only thing i reliaze was eevonne was always with her mouth opened or singing along to their songs.. but for me i was thrilled with the fantastic 3D effect!! wow i can feel like i was touching them! xD

Hmm.. there was my favorite part of the movie when their new song came out.. is such a lovely and it has d most touching lyrics.. d song called 'love is on its way'.. well, here are d lovely lyrics..

Young hearts,
I believe that we are not far
From becoming who we truly are
Love is on its way

Dreamers,
You see everything in color
While the world is getting darker
Love is on its way

So hold on another day
Cuz love is on its way
You’ll find it’s gonna be okay
Cuz loves is on its way
It’s alright, you'll find a brighter day
Cuz love is on its way
Ohhhh...

Leaders,
Show us how to love each other
It could help us to recover
Love is on its way

Lonely,
I believe that you will find me
And together we will truly see
Love is on its way

Yeah
So hold on another day
Cuz love is on its way
You’ll find it’s gonna be okay
Cuz loves is on its way
It’s alright, you'll find a brighter day
Cuz love is on its way
Yeah
Hold on another day
Cuz love is on its way
You’ll find it’s gonna be okay
Cuz loves is on its way
It’s alright, you'll find a brighter day
Cuz love is on its way
Cuz love is on its way
Cuz love is on its way
Cuz love is on its way

btw, their music video rocks too!!

Here's a shot of d music video! Aww.. look at how dedicated are them.. =)

AHHH!! lol.. opps guess that i wrting too long.. hahas lets cut it short.. and in d other 90 mins.. d movie finally ended with Burning up!! xD haih.. although we were sad when it ended, but yea we enjoyed d movie sooo much!! so thats really worth it!! yay!! best 3D movie ever!!

Ok.. hmm.. yea bout yesterday!! wow my whole family went to mv after church.. then we headed to d cinema and my bad brought d dragonball movie tickets for us.. ahh cant believe i saw d jb movie poster there!! haih, but we've already watched it.. hehe once enough.. xP
Later after lunch.. my mum found out that there's an edu fair.. so she leaded us the way there.. Lol.. was walking around with my sis, and surprise!! hahas we ran into Bryan!! Lols.. Hey there! haha.. but he seemed busy finding out somethin.. so yea and i was so bored with my sis and we decided to go to MPH.. xD
And this is where is all happens!!

all my sis wanted to find is the jobros burning book!! haih, she searched on d comp.. but.. ahh i drag her to d teenage book section.. and AHHHH!!!! we found d book!! wat?!! xD *OMJ!!!*

Gosh!! we cant believe our eyes!! AHHH!! and is only four left!!

Finally my dad came.. and we beged and beged for d book!! AHHH!! We love u daddy!! my generous dad brought d rm54.95 burning book for us!! xD aww..

well, than my sis brought another book of them too.. xP

And this is wat we brought yesterday!! xD

Lol.. guess i should stop.. been bloging since morning.. but good that is school hols.. but i was surppose to be studying.. haha good that mum's not here.. if not i'm dead!! T.T

Kk.. Bye Jobros!! hehe we'll be back.. =)

Adios!!

-TeQueiro-

Happy Friday The 13th!! xD

2009-03-13T05:36:00.000-07:00

MUAHAHAHA!!! *evil laughs LOL..*
Well, friday the 13th is back for d second time this year.. supersitions and curse are all around!!
Lol.. BEWARE!!

Hmm... I guess today had been quite a bad day to me.. =(
Firstly, Haih was raining this morning.. and too bad got all wet to school..
Then, during class all d sudden i found that my watch out of batery or was it because of the rain.. haih wateva that is.. lol.. maisarah was mumbling bout 'eh eeling.. pelik la hari ini, macam ade yang tak kena..* in a second thought.. my mind flew away looking at the black board.. OH NO!! is Friday the 13th!! Gosh... thats why... Haha.. guess i was just being curse T.T
Haih.. today didnt really get worse till my sejarah teacher came in with the results.. well, i know i did quite badly.. and when maisarah got her paper, as usual she scored!! lol.. guess she's being put into a good curse xD BUT sadly me.. gosh just thank God that i passed it.. T.T just the same goes to chemistry.. =(
Later during recess, hashimah wants to go all over places like the bathroom, staffroom.. so on.. haih because of her i cant get a break and i was staving like hell till i'm getting gastric now =( *cries*
well, guess i cant go on with the bad things really happened to me today.. Just speecless!! haha
Guess the only good thing is Yay!! Hols are here.. but no time to enjoy anymore.. must start opening my books.. mums really dissapointed with my results.. =(

Oh yea and also congrats to all of the seniors in my school for the SPM results!
well, top student as usual Wan Sook Ting got d best of all 12A1!! wow!! congrats!! =)
Thank goodness the results didnt came out today on friday the 13th... haha xD

Kk.. gtg.. guess i will not really goin to be back soon.. well maybe =)
Besos!! Adios!
-TeQueiro-

Happy Bday Mi Mama!!

2009-03-11T07:11:00.000-07:00

Yay is 11th of March and is mummy's bday!!

*Lol.. was thinking d whole day in school.. huh wats so special bout today?! then my fren start talking to me bout her mum.. and FINALLY i could remember!! ahh! is mum's bday!!*

Hehe.. sry mum didnt realize tat it was ur bday but atleast i got home and quickly made a card for you! And so glad that u love it!! =) well it took me for like 30 mins to make it xD

The card that i made for my lovely mummy!! lolz.. lots of loves!!

My beautiful mummy!! xD opps! hope mama didnt see this.. sry ya to expose ur pic here. =)

Hahas we love u mum!! LOL.. tats my evil lil bro.. xD

Ok! so guess i should stop.. lol! I LOVE YOU MUMMY!!! and thx for always being there for us!! Your the BEST!!

Estaras siempre en mi corazon y Feliz Cumple!!

Adios!! -TeQueiro-

A Special Thx to my BESTIE!!

2009-03-08T20:52:00.000-07:00

AHHH!!
Yea is u CHRISTINA!!! Lol.. OMG u really did cheer me up and i was almost in tears!! haha and Minhwan's cuteness!! xD yea yea and d other special one LOST!! xD xP
Haih, but boring la today cant go out.. but christina's in sunway rite? hehe so lucky u can be out.. but atleast i can stay at home and start bloging! xD Gosh i think i want to take this opportunity to post some bout Minhwan even i donno much bout him but yea i know bout his CUTENESS!! xD

With my hardwork.. i found some of his pics.. xP

Lol.. aww.. just found this pic! i heart you too! xD and yea christina i donno which is ur fav one.. but i'm dedicating this pic to u too! xP

AHH!! aww found this in christina's blog.. Lol thx!!

In conclusion, thx sooo much my bestie!! You ROCK!! Love ya!! and yea ofcos thx Minhwan's cuteness!! xD

-TeQueiro-

ERREWAY Vuelvo!! (Erreway's back!)

2009-03-07T05:09:00.000-08:00

Yay!! Que?! Muy sorprende!! xD

Lol.. just wanna blog bout somethin that has been my interest since i was a kid.. well, it is ERREWAY!! =) the one spanish band that i had been listening to since i was a child till now.. their songs have been cheering me up when ever i was sad or just happy! what is so special bout them are all of them are just nice and amazing ppl that love music and would spread their music all round the world! as a big fan of theirs.. i'm so proud of what they had achieved together eventhough they had went through ups and downs together! And one thing they had really tought me is that 'friendship is the most beautiful thing in everyone's life that leads the dreams in ourheart though hardships because a friend is the faith that gives confidence in living to continue..' by their song 'perder un amigo' (losing a friend)

Here are the pics of the amazing 4..

from left: camila, felipe, luisana and benjamin.

During their olden days in chiquititas!

The cheerful 4!!

But the 4 of them didnt last till now.. luisana left them last year due to her busy schedule with other producers.. aww how sad! we'll always miss u! =)

But on the bright side, yay Erreway's finally back although is only the 3 of them.. and they are back with their 4th album 'vuelvo' (return)!!

The latest look of them!! Welcome back!

As a conclusion, i'll always be their biggest fan and am very proud of their sucess! Viva Erreway!! =) Estaras siempre en mi corazon!

Erreway por siempre!

-TeQueiro-

Bad day.. llorar =( triste!!HELP!

2009-03-06T23:52:00.000-08:00

AHHHH!!! Que una día malo.. lloro!!
sry for typing in spanish..cant help it when i'm feeling freaking sad like now..
well, today was a bad day cos someone that ive been along with for so long made me cry and made me feeling so devastated!! ahh i dont know how to express what i'm feeling rite now..but all want to do is scream out!! i know he had been such a great friend towards me when i first met him and we had been closer than ever that we even went dancing class together..*the secret is i never liked dancing,and i did it all for his sake!!* but he had never been really appreciating me and i know is so clearly seen that i wasnt putting my heart in dancing.. but cant he realize that i was doing it all for him??! there were times where i felt that i should stop dancing.. but i cant cos i dont wanna see him got jubpedize by me.. and all i want him is to react to me nicely when i'm doing the wrong steps and not start scolding and pooking on me! ahh i dont think i cant go on with this anymore! and 1 thing we are girls and we should appreciated and not being a tool to be scolded!! haih..felt like crying again thinking bout it.. *and yea i know he had apologized after that but i cant take it cos it still hurts my feelings.. and i felt guilty not forgiving him..* this really sucked!! Ayudos!! ah cant go on anymore..cos it made me feel like crying again.. =(
bien.. gotta go listen some emo song =( hope i cant feel better soon and yea thx christina and minhwan!! =)
*cos u had a bad day, you take it one down, sing a sad song and just turn it around..*
*que un día malo y espere que alguien lo fijará.. causa chicas que grandes no lloran*
I'm not gonna cry cos big girls dont cry!! and i'm gonna be stonger than ever! wasting my tears for him isnt worth it at all!
bien.. gtg! will be back! piérdale(miss you).. adios!
-TeQueiro-

Summarizing...

2009-03-06T05:50:00.000-08:00

Haih.. since ive been bloging.. i thought of summarizing everythin happened this year.. =)
~just recently went to Jason Mraz's concert! lol.. we had a blast! and yea christina's rite.. got influence by her of a korean band! xD
~And yea yesterday was d historic day that for once i passed my addmath! hehe sry yamuna and amira.. but wow maisarah!! cant believe u got an A! ofcos u can.. ur soo smart.. xD lol.. bengang gila la kat korang.. xpe can do much better nex time! Nunca Renuince!
~lol.. 4gottn pretty much things.. just had exams last few days.. had been studying like hell till i can pass addmath! yay! xD but chemistry.. T.T
~haih just living a normal life going 2 school, tuition, homeworks...
~oh yea.. Liyung! i want ur blog link.. lol wats sooo secretive bout it.. =(
~Yeah! Jonas Brothers 3D MOVIE!! MUST WATCH!! eventough i havent.. =( *cries* no fair but vonnie has..
~haha.. and yea Adam Lambert!!! PLS ur d nex American Idol!!!! I LOVE YOU!!!!
Kk lol.. wow my mind's gonna burst thinking.. bien, will come back soon.. if i can.. hehe! ok ciao! -TeQueiro-

Gosh! Que Pasa?!

2009-03-06T05:17:00.000-08:00

HOLA!!
Lol.. wow! i didnt realize its been months since i last blog.. well, kinda got lost with my blog.. hehe trying to keep it private and totally forgotten bout it.. xD so, finally i found it back! but 1 thing i'm still totally a beginner in bloging.. indeed for someone's help! lol.. trying to update more now i think i wont get the chance to cos spm is really really soon in a blink of eye.. =( *cries* anyways, bien, gtg.. ciao! Hasta luego! muchas graciee.. =)
Buenos Noches!
-TeQueiro-

lil' bout me...

2009-01-05T23:45:00.000-08:00

Hey! Finally i have a blog! LOL..
Well, lots of my friends been asking me bout my blog and all i say is 'sorry i dont have one yet'.. but yea good that ive one now.. xD
hmm.. wat can i say, i'm an ordinary girl that has lots and lots of dreams to be achieve! i live in a fantasy world and would believe in fairytales.. which i hope is totally true! Life's a very very hard and i dont want to be jubpedise in this weird world.. and all i could do is just to believe in myself and fairytales.. xD
anyways.. i guess thats it.. hope i could be back on track soon to edit my blog!
okies! ciao!
-TeQueiro-

-TeQueiro-

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A Special Thx to my BESTIE!!

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Bad day.. *llorar* =( triste!!HELP!

Summarizing...

Gosh! Que Pasa?!

lil' bout me...

Bad day.. llorar =( triste!!HELP!