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What should i do?!

Here's a brief summary on my March :)
Hmm...

... yeah, nothing much happen. Ahhh? what?
There're SOO many things goin on actually!

Well, firstly, the results ):
Although, i gotta say i wasnt that satisfied with it, but yeah God bless me with my results and i gotta accept it with an open heart :))
There's still a very bright future ahead of me, so is not the end of the world like everyone said, lol.

And then came my mum's bday!
Actually it falls on my results day too ):
But, i think it was a blessing as well, everything went well on that day :)
Mum was happy plus glad! :D
Neways, incase i'm too late to wish it here,
Seagil Chukahamnida, Omma! Saranghaeyo! <3333

AHHHH! Now's the BESTEST part for March!!
Wait a sec, gotta breathe for a sec...
... okay... wait still breathing...
... AHHHHH! here i go again!
SUPER SHOW 2!!!!!!!
GAHHHH!!! IT WAS DAEBAK!!!!
God, cant conceal my emotions now!
Just one word describe it ALL
AWESOMENESS!!!!!!!!!!!
SUJU SARANGHAEYO!!!!
Jebal SUJU please,please come back AGAIN!!
<33333333333

At last but not lease...
... here comes the bad news T.T
Alright, i'll have to go away for 3 months!
What?! yeah thats why )):
I'm chosen for NS in the second batch *cries*
Wait, there's still something to consider first...
The letter! Since it is still NOT in my hands...
Thus, i strongly doubt i wont be going! haha!
But who knows it may arrived a day before i'm going?!
Gahhh, i cant believe i'm living this sat alrd ))):
I'm so so gonna MISS everyone espeacially my FAMILY, ofcos!
I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART EVERYONE!
Dont worry to much about me, i promise i'll take good caree of myself there! :)
God's guildens is always by my side :) Amen!

And now, here's to clarify that my blog will be dear for... hmm... yeah 3 months from NOW!
3... 2... 1... ANNYONG!!

-TeQueiro-

I Get Butterfly

Gee, its been a month since i last blogged.
Time, time, time...

Neways, things had gone really rushed up and yea pathetic these days.
Well, mostly because CNY is coming and grandma had been pushing me to clean up every single land in my house till a tiny spot of dust cant be seen.
And cos i'm to say having my honey moon which refers to i'm very free instead, so why not help out? :)

But things seemed to get hectic when it comes to think bout my future and stuff ):
What ive in mind now is, God has plans for everyone and thus for me :)
So, i just gotta wait what God really has for me in the future! Amen.

Despite that,
Suddenly i got the urge to blog is well because today is a special day for...
... yea is HanGeng's aka Hangkyung's BIRTHDAY!!

So, i would like wish this precious creature of SUJU a very 'Happy 26th Bday!'
Seangil Chukahamnida! :)
Stay strong always, 13elieve!
Hopefully to see you in SS2!! :D

Wait, before i forget, tomorrow's is none other than...
... yea Siwon's aka Hangkyung's bestie's Bday!
So, wishing him a very Happy Bday is advance!
May you besties two stay healthy always and keep on fighthing till the very end!
Go HanWon <333

Picture tribute to the friendship of these two awesome creatures :)
SARANGHAE!! <3

-TeQueiro-

20100102

Annyong haseyo!

'20100102'
A cool code number :)
Which literally refers to a cool day.
Well, cool as in the whether wasnt a killer as yesterday :(

Despite, what makes today cooler was...
... Woots! yea baby.
Saw TWO of my favs KPOP bands rocking on TV <3
Firstly was SHINee <3 than Ft Island <3
Yea! They rocked my day *saranghae*

Aish, still bumped bout me not getting into the first batch of NS :(
That means that i gotta delay all, yea ALL of my colleges applications and stuff!
Urgh...
But, for time being, thanks to few of my friends that would help to get a job together with me :)
And Thank God that i have something to do atleast of three months...

Sometimes, i missed going to school thou...
Being forced to wake up early in the dawn, dress up, school, teachers, friends...
Aigoo, this gonna made me cry!
Why, why do i have to grow up soo fast??

Btw, i'm soo late for this but...
'Happy Belated Birthday' to Lee Sungmin, the adorable baby face boy :D
Seagil Chukahaminda!
13elieve!!!

Gotta go get pumped up now with suju songs..
Ciao!

-TeQueiro-

The start of something new

Gee!

OMGG!!
*dare not to open up my very eyes*
It's... 2010 soon?!
Oh, good Lord.

Well, all i could say was...
2009 was just as speecless as i thought it would be,
As for the media,
From the death of the King of Pop to the rising star of Susan Boyle made up 2009..

But as for me,
The most incredible thing is..
-Finishing up my 11 years of schooling
-Gone thru lots of ups and downs with my friends
-And yet i LOVE them soo much :)
-Hmm, refering back to my older blogs, yea thats all i've been goin thru the whole 2009
-And the BEST was, being a super fangirl of KPOP! <3

Resolutions?
Thinking bout it, i dont really have one for next year or maybe yes?
Hmm, i cant really remember my resolutions for 2009..
Thou i may have accomplished some of them and some i may not,
But still i've learned to 13elieve in myself <3

Above all of that,
all i would say is,
Every new year that we go thru is the start of something new in our life!
So, cherish the every moment we have in our lives when we still have it :)
Although, time waits for no men.

Wishing everyone a very 'Happy New Year!'
Welcoming 2010!

-TeQueiro-

A craze for KPOP!

Annyong! *looks around and hope i got it rite*

Lately, something got into me.
Right after spm, well it was few months back,
All i've been doing since i cant really go out and i have all the time in the world..
Is...
'watching korean boy bands!'

LOL...
yea a BIG 'LOL' now..
Hmm, it was long enough to be caught in spanish songs and stuff.
And now Korean is my cup of tea :D *woots*
Ah, cant believe this, even my sis was like from spanish to korean..

Neways..
there are like thousand of reasons to LOVE them!!
Ofcos the MAIN and first of all..
They are all just unbelieable 'CUTEE!!' <333
Ahh gotta control myself..

Secondly, i would like thank my bestie, Christina for making me a fangirl!!
Gamsamida! :D
Love ya girl <3

God, been searching for pics and songs..
And this is really ADDICTIVE!!
Like literally i cant NEVER stop haha :D

My Favorites
-Super Junior <3
-Ft Island <3
-SHINee <3
-SS501
-U-Kiss
-2PM
-Big Bang
And the list goes on and on...

Gee, want to post up some of their pics,
But i'm scared i'll droll every single time!
Nevermind, i'll do it when i can conceal the addiction later :D

Ahhh...
I have no idea how i'll react if i am to see all of them face to face..
Like those crazy girls who goes CRAZY!!
Wait, now that reminded me of those crazy JoBros fan hahas..
Neways, all i know is i'm just gonna go on and be CRAZY like them :D

And as a crazy fangirl now,
I would like to take my demand..
To ask all of the kpop stars to visit Malaysia again!!!
*shouts in exictment!!*

Okies, gotta stop now..
Going crazy soon!

'SARANGHAE'

-TeQueiro-

Memories never die, but Love changes like fireflies

Woots!!

I can't conceal the exicitement i have in me now!
Well, nightmares are finally over!!
And i finally got the time to update my dead, dead blog.

Despite that, I'm officially done with my 11 years of schooling baby!
God, time really flies..
I'm caught by the moment when i was still in primary those days,
then getting into secondary with lots of bittersweet memories captured..

And now, i'm gonna face the REAL world, with REAL life!!
No way, now that's scary :(
Lots of my friends say, yea is nice to be free, but see we can't depend on our parents anymore when we consider ourself as 'free'..

Neways, now is time to relax and enjoy all i want..
Since, i didn't get to do so for the pass few months!
Gonna catch up with movies and shopping!!
But, there's always a problem, transport..!! urgh!!
So, thats why, driver's licences is the answer for it now..
Mummy, please, please, allow me to take it soon..

God, i'm missing all of my days in school :(
Well, we have gone thru it, and is time to let it go now..
'As we go on, we'll remember, all the times we, had together,
and as our lives change, come whatever, we'll still be, friends forever!'

I'm trying to keep in touch with everyone now..
I'm soo missing you guys :(
Well, we'll be seing each other again in 3 months time..
Ahh, and not forgetting NS!!
Urgh, i don't even know which batch am i in..
Neways forget bout it for a moment.

Yay, now i can watch as many 'Super Junior' vids i want!! <333
I <3 you, Henry Lau! Saranghae!!
Please come to Malaysia!! lols..

Okies,ciao!
-TeQueiro-

Trying to Get Up...

... after i fell.

Words couldn't describe how i am now and how i'm feeling now..
Sometimes, i even blamed myself.
In just 1 month time, seriously what can i ever do?
Time is really challenging me now..

But somehow, there were times where i had a strong feeling, yea a strong one,
to SKIPPED school!!
I know everyone thinks going to school is completely useless now..
And so do i think it that way..
Thinking bout it, the problem is not bout that..
But, deep inside me i feel that EVERTHING seemed to be fading away in me like literally..
Especially in class :(
That's the worst time for me to try to not making friends at this stage, but having a close friend of my own..
I know i have hashima with me sometimes, but it is a different thing when it comes to class friends.. wait, this is confusing i know..
Sometimes, i would think the problem is me to didnt have the urge to get up to people and talk to them.. i know but i'm different and it is very tough for me to ever do so..
But, i suddenly reliazed that, if i dont ever to that, i'll be left out all alone!!
Now, this is what i called the harsh and sabotaged world :(

Despite that, i'm trying my very best, well, pouring out everything in me,
for... the sake of SPM!!!
And is very, yea infact very difficult to sit down and study like literally really studying..
Well, i have really no idea what God has for me, all i got to do it, believe in myself and follow my heart wherever it leads me to..

Amen.

-TeQueiro-