Stress and devastated...

Gosh!! What a stressful situation im being in.. T.T
*Cries!!* thinking bout it everytime makes my heart hurts more and got me more MAD...

First it was all bout d economics thingy.. Haih!! *Big Sign*...
I'm seriously lost and stress thinking bout it.. But just one good thing that mum was understanding.. =) and d rest of the world just crashed and wasnt giving any help at ALL!! well, i'm not reffering to anyone.. but deeply inside i know who's d one that brought me to such hectic situation like now.. T.T and is totally difficult to be forgiving now after what ive been though.. wish i could scream and shout to someone now!! Thank God ive maisarah and hashimah wif me in school to calm my emoness today.. =.=

I kept praying and i ask God what's his plan for me in d future? i didnt want anyone to ruin it!! but i guess there were lots of devils all around here trying to ruin it.. T.T

Life's totally a hectic now!!! lots of drama seem to fall everytime when i'm in a bad situation.. and one thing ive been asking myself.. seriously listen!! ive never try to betray anyone in my life.. T.T and i couldn't trust d friends that im having now.. =.= cause some of them doesn't trust me!! and this really got me heart broken.. what i know is that ive not done anything wrong and yet i'm getting a bad response.. T.T haih, i cant express what i'm feeling rite now!! is really really devastating.. =.=

There were times were i felt that i'm giving up my hopes and stop trusting anyone around me.. but i know that i'm stronger than that and i'll not let anything tp pull me down!! still having such drama and ppl in my life now is not helping at all...

But good that ive made my decision!! ive decided what i want now.. and economics is not my cup of tea anymore.. so thats it!! stop asking me to change my mind!! this is really annoying when someone kept bragging at me!! AHHHHH!!!!!!!! T.T all i would ask for is to shut d h*** up and get out for a moment!!! Haih..

Thinking bout this d whole night made me insomaniac!! and my system had been crashing nowadays due to my lack of sleep.. T.T
But seriously come on!! how can i sleep and relax with so much drama in my life??!! huh??
Gosh!! what i'm hoping for now is an apology from someone.. and i dont wanna feel this way anymore.. T.T

Fine!! I'm so done talking bout that.. T.T
whatever happens i hope everything did went exactly how i wanted.. but guess nothing is going to be right now.. =.=
and i'm sooo confuse who am i going to trust now..
Flashing back my memories.. Gosh i missed you Li Ginn!! the one and only 'bestest' friend ive ever had!! gosh 'i'm starting to cry now'... The friendship that we had are like no other <3
i'm so glad that i could meet such good and caring friend like u!! that are sooo much different from d other humans outside.. =.=

Haih... guess i'm done blogging.. =.=
Oh Lord, bring back my happier days on.. take all d bad ones away Lord, bring back my trust in everyone Lord, and restore back my strength and keep me away from the devils outside!! Protect me Lord..
Amen!

-TeQueiro-

Happy Earth Hour!!

Woo Hoo!!
Finally is earth day!! Time to save d earth ppl!! =)
Remember to off d lights! Lol.. i think i'm using a torchlight instead of candles.. hahas out of candles.. =(

Hmm.. few thoughts came to my mind just now..
1st: mayb i'm planning to have a bday party this year.. but donno when.. haih HELP!
2nd: getting an autograph book and get everyone to sign it! xP
3rd: AND OMG!! Congrats my Bestie, LiGinn!! hahas.. well, keeping it secret i'm not saying anythin here cos i donno anythin rite? xD anyways, hope you'll be happy always and best wishes in everything ya my dear!! Miss ya <3>
4th: Haih, finally stopped dancing class.. but felt sad bout it.. so sry Megan!! will miss ya.. and yea randy.. sry!! i cant take it anymore and spm is coming so gotta concentrate.. =)

Kk.. so turn off d lights everyone!! and have a great earth day!
Save our mother nature!!

Edit:

Lol.. this is wat me and my siblings did during d one hour.. xP

At 8.30pm strike, my lil bro ran to d switches and turn off everything.. lol i was like eh, so fast?? and i ran grabbing my sis's hands finding for her.. hehes

Hmm.. this is wat we KIDS did..

LOLs... we went taking photos upside down.. xD

Oopss.. Mummy said no playing wif fire!! xD

Aww.. lil sam is excited playing it.. xP

Lols.. then we went playing till 9.30pm..

And when is finally time.. i quickly turned on the switches.. Lols.. was kinda afraid of the dark xD

Anyways, we had a fun time eventough we're in darkness..

But i'm glad that i could help save d mother nature! YAY!!

Kk.. gtg.. kinda sleepy now..

gotta attend church tmr.. =)

Hope all of u guys had a great earth hour!!

Ciao!! Besos!!

-TeQueiro-

Life's getting harder every second...

'Dream as if you'll live forever,
Live as if you'll die tomorrow...'

Staring at this quote.. i felt that life's TOTALLY short..
Every second of my life, i live for what i love..
Same goes to d saying,

'Love the life you live,
Life the life you love...'

I'm trying to appreciate every single second that i'm living now and would not let anyone at all to destroy what i'm dreaming for in my life..
Cos i know our life will end anytime and we don't know when..

But getting through this life had thought me lots of things as time is flying everyday..
But can i live through this tough life without any worries and problems to face?
No! No one in this earth can life without worries and problems in their lifes..
Thus, i should be stronger than ever to go through what i'm in now..

Even if i'm suffering to it..
Cause i know life's never that easy..

Learning from my mistakes and getting it all right isn't that easy too..
Cause we all know that no one's perfect..
But i, myself can make me a perfect person from believing who i'm and believe what i can do in this life to make myself a happier person..

Life's just like a rainbow sometimes...

As a conclusion, all i could do is to live every second that i have eventhough if it is hard to get through.. we can never be perfect at times.. but we'll know how perfect we are after we had discover who we truly are.. So, appreciate every second in your life =)

Dreams that i hope to achieve this year
Seing myself scoring flying colours in SPM, Hope to get to be a nurse and help as many patients i can, Study as hard as i can cause its d last and final year, Getting all of my friend's autographs and teachers, Do all i can in every examinations and mostly believe in myself..

Appreciate Life!!

-TeQueiro-

Gosh is Hailstorm...

Gosh.. couldn't believe what happened today.. =(
I guess mother nature is really MAD!! Aww.. we humans never realize what we had done to the world till now..

well, was in school this evening as usual for every wednesday..
Then, in a sudden around 4.30pm, an extreme lightning strikes and a strong sound of thunder were heard! all of us got extremely scared that time.. and the stong wind blew d curtains in d laboratory.. and in my horror, GOSH!! i can barely see anything but i heard like stones were droping from the sky.. and then all of us ran to d window and gosh!! its Hailstorm!! well, this had happened for d second time already as i know..
We're all preparing to head home.. but there's no way for us to get out!! that moment we're all like stuck in hell!! T.T i was running out with tian hui to get our way out from there.. and when we reach the school lobby.. everyone was there talking bout wat had happened..
First i didnt realized it was a hailstorm till hashimah told me what she really saw.. and cos of that, i got stuck in school waiting for my mum till 6pm.. =.=

Good that hashimah was there waiting with me.. and it was still raining quite heavily.. i had a bad feeling bout this.. then when my mum finally arrived, i get into the car and mum was in a moody face.. i couldn't help but to ask what had happened?! Gosh! i couldn't believe when i saw lots of trees outside had collapse cos of the heavy rain and hailstorm!! this was kinda of a disaster!! when i finnaly reached home.. i couldn't believe my eyes!! =(

Well, almost 50% of my house got flooded.. and mum's plants were all destroyed.. haih! my whole family spent like 2 hours cleaning up d mess!! even my room got flooded too.. haih me and my sis got to mop d floors.. =.=
But what was interesting was i could once experience a hailstorm.. but it was a complete disaster =.=

So, as a conclusion, guess that we have to really do our job during the earth hour!!
All we can do is to swith off d lights!! and made mother nature proud!! =)
we can save the world from global warming and pollution!!
So do our job to avoid hailstorm from happening again!!

Thank You Lord for putting us in a save position now after what had happened.. Thanks for all your blessings to my family.. Thank You Jesus for always being as our saviour!! Gracias! =)
Amen.

-TeQueiro-

Support Earth Hour 2009!!

Lol.. lots of ppl had been talking bout earth hour..

So, to all fellow Malaysians.. we should do our part too to save our mother nature!! =)

All we need to do is to switch off out lights nex saturday, 28th March 2009 from 8.30pm-9.30pm(just an hour).. and we could make a change..

Lets do our part and save d world!!

'Save energy, save earth'

hehe.. i plan to put up candles for 1 hour in my room and have a romantic moment myself xP

So, Let's save our earth from global warming!!

-TeQueiro-

Wow!! JoBros's Day!! xP

YEAH!!! WOOOHOOOO!! xD

I'm totally speechless was me and my sis went though yesterday!! AHHH!! *Happy screams!!

Lol.. well, lets start from last week.. xD

Hmm.. hehe i would like to take this opportunity to thank my kewl sis for cheering me up too!! Muchas Gracias mi hermana!! Te queiro mucho!! Lol.. thx for bringing me to d Jobros 3D movie!! hahas eventhough dad paid for it.. xP

Well still it was her idea to cheer me up.. xD so, we did quite some stupid stuff when we cant control our addiction to d JoBros!!

Hmm.. started off with d jobros movie poster!! we screamed when we first saw it!! well, ofcos silently.. hahas!!

well, this d freaking hott poster we saw!!! xD

LOL!! embarassing photo of me with d poster!! hahas everyone was like wats tat girl doin with that poster?! xD

Hahas is my sis's turn!! Look how stunned she was?! xD

Haih, but watching this cost us bout rm18 for each ticket!! Lol.. but is totally worth it for out excitment!!! xD

Then when we finally got into d cinema, we couldnt help but to quickly run inyo our sits!! hahas there was this whole family looking at how silly were we.. hope they wont think that we are retards! LOL.. xP

while waiting anxoiusly for d movie.. we took some photos in d cinema with our 3D glasses on!! hahas but ofcos without flash..

Lol... we secrectly took this pic xD AHH!! i love d 3D glasses!! xP

Ok.. then when d cinema finally blackout.. we hold our hands tightly to each other.. and when d screens start to blow with pictures we were too excited.. but hahas too bad is only advertisment.. xD Lol.. then waiting and waiting.. eevonne is getting more and more anxious!! but good that i was in a calm position.. hehe!!

Then GOSH!! Finally!! AHH!! JoBros came out!! xD
We screamed like hell but was all silently.. Lol.. eevonne went *omg!! ahhh i love u NICK JONAS!!!!* and *AHHH ur sooo HAWT!!* hahas... i was calm and excited to see how hot are them and enoy their music!! xP

Then d movie went on with their amazing music and hillarious momments.. hahas d only thing i reliaze was eevonne was always with her mouth opened or singing along to their songs.. but for me i was thrilled with the fantastic 3D effect!! wow i can feel like i was touching them! xD

Hmm.. there was my favorite part of the movie when their new song came out.. is such a lovely and it has d most touching lyrics.. d song called 'love is on its way'.. well, here are d lovely lyrics..

Young hearts,
I believe that we are not far
From becoming who we truly are
Love is on its way

Dreamers,
You see everything in color
While the world is getting darker
Love is on its way

So hold on another day
Cuz love is on its way
You’ll find it’s gonna be okay
Cuz loves is on its way
It’s alright, you'll find a brighter day
Cuz love is on its way
Ohhhh...

Leaders,
Show us how to love each other
It could help us to recover
Love is on its way

Lonely,
I believe that you will find me
And together we will truly see
Love is on its way

Yeah
So hold on another day
Cuz love is on its way
You’ll find it’s gonna be okay
Cuz loves is on its way
It’s alright, you'll find a brighter day
Cuz love is on its way
Yeah
Hold on another day
Cuz love is on its way
You’ll find it’s gonna be okay
Cuz loves is on its way
It’s alright, you'll find a brighter day
Cuz love is on its way
Cuz love is on its way
Cuz love is on its way
Cuz love is on its way

btw, their music video rocks too!!

Here's a shot of d music video! Aww.. look at how dedicated are them.. =)

AHHH!! lol.. opps guess that i wrting too long.. hahas lets cut it short.. and in d other 90 mins.. d movie finally ended with Burning up!! xD haih.. although we were sad when it ended, but yea we enjoyed d movie sooo much!! so thats really worth it!! yay!! best 3D movie ever!!

Ok.. hmm.. yea bout yesterday!! wow my whole family went to mv after church.. then we headed to d cinema and my bad brought d dragonball movie tickets for us.. ahh cant believe i saw d jb movie poster there!! haih, but we've already watched it.. hehe once enough.. xP
Later after lunch.. my mum found out that there's an edu fair.. so she leaded us the way there.. Lol.. was walking around with my sis, and surprise!! hahas we ran into Bryan!! Lols.. Hey there! haha.. but he seemed busy finding out somethin.. so yea and i was so bored with my sis and we decided to go to MPH.. xD
And this is where is all happens!!

all my sis wanted to find is the jobros burning book!! haih, she searched on d comp.. but.. ahh i drag her to d teenage book section.. and AHHHH!!!! we found d book!! wat?!! xD *OMJ!!!*

Gosh!! we cant believe our eyes!! AHHH!! and is only four left!!

Finally my dad came.. and we beged and beged for d book!! AHHH!! We love u daddy!! my generous dad brought d rm54.95 burning book for us!! xD aww..

well, than my sis brought another book of them too.. xP

And this is wat we brought yesterday!! xD

Lol.. guess i should stop.. been bloging since morning.. but good that is school hols.. but i was surppose to be studying.. haha good that mum's not here.. if not i'm dead!! T.T

Kk.. Bye Jobros!! hehe we'll be back.. =)

Adios!!

-TeQueiro-

Happy Friday The 13th!! xD

MUAHAHAHA!!! *evil laughs LOL..*
Well, friday the 13th is back for d second time this year.. supersitions and curse are all around!!
Lol.. BEWARE!!

Hmm... I guess today had been quite a bad day to me.. =(
Firstly, Haih was raining this morning.. and too bad got all wet to school..
Then, during class all d sudden i found that my watch out of batery or was it because of the rain.. haih wateva that is.. lol.. maisarah was mumbling bout 'eh eeling.. pelik la hari ini, macam ade yang tak kena..* in a second thought.. my mind flew away looking at the black board.. OH NO!! is Friday the 13th!! Gosh... thats why... Haha.. guess i was just being curse T.T
Haih.. today didnt really get worse till my sejarah teacher came in with the results.. well, i know i did quite badly.. and when maisarah got her paper, as usual she scored!! lol.. guess she's being put into a good curse xD BUT sadly me.. gosh just thank God that i passed it.. T.T just the same goes to chemistry.. =(
Later during recess, hashimah wants to go all over places like the bathroom, staffroom.. so on.. haih because of her i cant get a break and i was staving like hell till i'm getting gastric now =( *cries*
well, guess i cant go on with the bad things really happened to me today.. Just speecless!! haha
Guess the only good thing is Yay!! Hols are here.. but no time to enjoy anymore.. must start opening my books.. mums really dissapointed with my results.. =(

Oh yea and also congrats to all of the seniors in my school for the SPM results!
well, top student as usual Wan Sook Ting got d best of all 12A1!! wow!! congrats!! =)
Thank goodness the results didnt came out today on friday the 13th... haha xD

Kk.. gtg.. guess i will not really goin to be back soon.. well maybe =)
Besos!! Adios!
-TeQueiro-

Happy Bday Mi Mama!!

Yay is 11th of March and is mummy's bday!!

*Lol.. was thinking d whole day in school.. huh wats so special bout today?! then my fren start talking to me bout her mum.. and FINALLY i could remember!! ahh! is mum's bday!!*

Hehe.. sry mum didnt realize tat it was ur bday but atleast i got home and quickly made a card for you! And so glad that u love it!! =) well it took me for like 30 mins to make it xD

The card that i made for my lovely mummy!! lolz.. lots of loves!!

My beautiful mummy!! xD opps! hope mama didnt see this.. sry ya to expose ur pic here. =)

Hahas we love u mum!! LOL.. tats my evil lil bro.. xD

Ok! so guess i should stop.. lol! I LOVE YOU MUMMY!!! and thx for always being there for us!! Your the BEST!!

Estaras siempre en mi corazon y Feliz Cumple!!

Adios!! -TeQueiro-

A Special Thx to my BESTIE!!

AHHH!!
Yea is u CHRISTINA!!! Lol.. OMG u really did cheer me up and i was almost in tears!! haha and Minhwan's cuteness!! xD yea yea and d other special one LOST!! xD xP
Haih, but boring la today cant go out.. but christina's in sunway rite? hehe so lucky u can be out.. but atleast i can stay at home and start bloging! xD Gosh i think i want to take this opportunity to post some bout Minhwan even i donno much bout him but yea i know bout his CUTENESS!! xD

With my hardwork.. i found some of his pics.. xP

Lol.. aww.. just found this pic! i heart you too! xD and yea christina i donno which is ur fav one.. but i'm dedicating this pic to u too! xP

AHH!! aww found this in christina's blog.. Lol thx!!

In conclusion, thx sooo much my bestie!! You ROCK!! Love ya!! and yea ofcos thx Minhwan's cuteness!! xD

-TeQueiro-

ERREWAY Vuelvo!! (Erreway's back!)

Yay!! Que?! Muy sorprende!! xD

Lol.. just wanna blog bout somethin that has been my interest since i was a kid.. well, it is ERREWAY!! =) the one spanish band that i had been listening to since i was a child till now.. their songs have been cheering me up when ever i was sad or just happy! what is so special bout them are all of them are just nice and amazing ppl that love music and would spread their music all round the world! as a big fan of theirs.. i'm so proud of what they had achieved together eventhough they had went through ups and downs together! And one thing they had really tought me is that 'friendship is the most beautiful thing in everyone's life that leads the dreams in ourheart though hardships because a friend is the faith that gives confidence in living to continue..' by their song 'perder un amigo' (losing a friend)

Here are the pics of the amazing 4..

from left: camila, felipe, luisana and benjamin.

During their olden days in chiquititas!

The cheerful 4!!

But the 4 of them didnt last till now.. luisana left them last year due to her busy schedule with other producers.. aww how sad! we'll always miss u! =)

But on the bright side, yay Erreway's finally back although is only the 3 of them.. and they are back with their 4th album 'vuelvo' (return)!!

The latest look of them!! Welcome back!

As a conclusion, i'll always be their biggest fan and am very proud of their sucess! Viva Erreway!! =) Estaras siempre en mi corazon!

Erreway por siempre!

-TeQueiro-

Bad day.. *llorar* =( triste!!HELP!

AHHHH!!! Que una día malo.. lloro!!
sry for typing in spanish..cant help it when i'm feeling freaking sad like now..
well, today was a bad day cos someone that ive been along with for so long made me cry and made me feeling so devastated!! ahh i dont know how to express what i'm feeling rite now..but all want to do is scream out!! i know he had been such a great friend towards me when i first met him and we had been closer than ever that we even went dancing class together..*the secret is i never liked dancing,and i did it all for his sake!!* but he had never been really appreciating me and i know is so clearly seen that i wasnt putting my heart in dancing.. but cant he realize that i was doing it all for him??! there were times where i felt that i should stop dancing.. but i cant cos i dont wanna see him got jubpedize by me.. and all i want him is to react to me nicely when i'm doing the wrong steps and not start scolding and pooking on me! ahh i dont think i cant go on with this anymore! and 1 thing we are girls and we should appreciated and not being a tool to be scolded!! haih..felt like crying again thinking bout it.. *and yea i know he had apologized after that but i cant take it cos it still hurts my feelings.. and i felt guilty not forgiving him..* this really sucked!! Ayudos!! ah cant go on anymore..cos it made me feel like crying again.. =(
bien.. gotta go listen some emo song =( hope i cant feel better soon and yea thx christina and minhwan!! =)
*cos u had a bad day, you take it one down, sing a sad song and just turn it around..*
*que un día malo y espere que alguien lo fijará.. causa chicas que grandes no lloran*
I'm not gonna cry cos big girls dont cry!! and i'm gonna be stonger than ever! wasting my tears for him isnt worth it at all!
bien.. gtg! will be back! piérdale(miss you).. adios!
-TeQueiro-

Summarizing...

Haih.. since ive been bloging.. i thought of summarizing everythin happened this year.. =)
~just recently went to Jason Mraz's concert! lol.. we had a blast! and yea christina's rite.. got influence by her of a korean band! xD
~And yea yesterday was d historic day that for once i passed my addmath! hehe sry yamuna and amira.. but wow maisarah!! cant believe u got an A! ofcos u can.. ur soo smart.. xD lol.. bengang gila la kat korang.. xpe can do much better nex time! Nunca Renuince!
~lol.. 4gottn pretty much things.. just had exams last few days.. had been studying like hell till i can pass addmath! yay! xD but chemistry.. T.T
~haih just living a normal life going 2 school, tuition, homeworks...
~oh yea.. Liyung! i want ur blog link.. lol wats sooo secretive bout it.. =(
~Yeah! Jonas Brothers 3D MOVIE!! MUST WATCH!! eventough i havent.. =( *cries* no fair but vonnie has..
~haha.. and yea Adam Lambert!!! PLS ur d nex American Idol!!!! I LOVE YOU!!!!
Kk lol.. wow my mind's gonna burst thinking.. bien, will come back soon.. if i can.. hehe! ok ciao! -TeQueiro-

Gosh! Que Pasa?!

HOLA!!
Lol.. wow! i didnt realize its been months since i last blog.. well, kinda got lost with my blog.. hehe trying to keep it private and totally forgotten bout it.. xD so, finally i found it back! but 1 thing i'm still totally a beginner in bloging.. indeed for someone's help! lol.. trying to update more now i think i wont get the chance to cos spm is really really soon in a blink of eye.. =( *cries* anyways, bien, gtg.. ciao! Hasta luego! muchas graciee.. =)
Buenos Noches!
-TeQueiro-