Tough holidays...

Gee.. how should i start!?
Well just got home from my school camp yesterday..
and one word tells it all 'EXHAUSTING'

Well eventough i got home colapssed on my beloved bed..
But thoughout i guess it was a quite fun camp..
And yea most of my classmates say this will be their first and last camp ever!!
Hahas.. i guess i'll be in d same boat too.. but if i ever got to go to NS, i'll be delighted.. seriously?

And yea one thing thats really KILLING me now..
Ive had d WORST muscle cramp now!!
I can barely make a movement T.T even lifting up my leg to walk!! *cry*...
Haih, with all those killing yet sufffering activities ex. wall climbing(thats d worst!!), flying fox(yea was fun evenotugh i waited for like damn freaking 2 hours till my turn =.=), the totally 'SICK' obstacle course( yea thats d main reason why i am suffering from d bad muscle ache) and yea almost forgot the fun yet tiring journey for d jungle trekking.. well yea you wont believe how hard it was to be in d dark in a jungle.. but for me it was kinda ok.. lols just because tis was my forth time?? going for jungle trekking in the dark..

Gosh so damn exhauted.. =.=
Got up like at almost at d noon today.. good that grandma allows me to sleep :)
After the suffering camp that i got to sleep at 2am and wake up at 5..
yea thats what called camp!! got to take it..
and felt like im gonna catch a cold soon.. having a bad headache too
guess i gotta go get a good rest.. and yea thx is hols :)

I think i should cut in short in this post.. my sis told me my blog looked too like a bored jounal
lols.. okies i know i'm a boring person..
Hmm.. there's something on my mind which i counldnt forget that happened yesterday when we were heading home from my school camp..
Gosh i cant believe how careless was i =.=
As everyone knew, we're all having a very exhausting time when we're about to head home..
Since i was in d last bus.. so we got to wait till is our turn to get into the truck to get our way to d bus which is a long long journey =.=
so, we're waiting and waiting and i was getting restless.. and finally after like almost an hour, there're still places for me to fit into d truck.. so i just get into it carrying one of my largage..
And d silly CARELESS me, i totally forgotten bout my baclpack which i suppose to be carrying..
*urgh* you wont believe how nervous i was that time.. cause i left my purse and yea handphone in it =.= but omg thx goodness i had a kind help from my teacher and he asked d driver to take d trouble to take me all d way up just to get my bagpack.. gosh! now thats where i learned my lessons..

Okies yea gotta stop bout d camp already.. my hands are aching and it wouldnt allow me to type anymore.. =.=
Now im thinking how to make full use of my hols.. yea yea all my teacher had been reminding us 'use your time wisely!!' SPM is around d corner!! Ah kill me already!! =.='
And guess hols wont be much a hols already.. since i have to finish up my addmath project which i barely know what to do... Help??

Oh yea and i finally got to watch Britain's got talent!!
AHHH!! Congrats Diversity!! but wow shocker that susan boyle didnt win..

Okies.. damn exhauted now..
Whole body starts to ache =.=
Btw, HAPPY HOLIDAYS everyone!!

-TeQueiro-

It's haunting me again...

Mood: 100% sadness, devastated, depressed, you name it.

Guess God havent answer my prayers yet..
The FEAR is STILL hauting me!!
And this time was WORST!
I had the worst BREAK DOWN ever! T.T

Gosh dont wanna talk bout it...
It gonna makes me more SAD...
But i wanna thank everyone who had gave lots of support to me all along.
And i'm sooo sry for my team that i couldnt talk my part..
Forgive me guys =.=

After getting a great encouragement from Pn.Suneeta
Ive felt much better and yea everyone have their own weeknesses..
And we gotta go thru it no matter what..
But confidence is always an issue for me =.=
*urgh*

I'm trying somehow to cheer up..
And the only way is to believe in myself..
But i still felt ive NEVER changed T.T
AHH!! remembering the words that my old teacher used to tell me
'never underestimate urself.. dont let the fear haunt you..'
Gosh i miss you Ms.Maria!!

And just been hearing 'The Climb' all over and over...
I just love d lyrics..
Yea 'there's always gonna be another mountain...'

Okies..
i dont wanna go on...
if not i'm gonna break down again =.=

Oh Lord, help me!
Give me back my strength, take away my fear, heal me, guild me!
Amen.

-TeQueiro-

Screwed it... SCREWED IT!!!

Gosh!!!
Cant believe this is happening again!!
Well as always expected.. =.=

It's my enemy WORST ENEMY = ADDMATH!!!
Ahhhh.... HATE you!!! Whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy....
*screams in great anger!!!*
Gee... i REALLY wanted to pass this time but... *urgh!!!*

Yea i know i didnt do my BEST enough!!
forgotten how to solve some ques... and stupid careless me!!
Like seriously!!!
this is d mid-term!! i really dont wanna messed up..
But i MESSED it up.. AHHHH!!!
HATE MYSELF for that!!!....

*urgh* cant believe i'm feeling sooooo devastated bout this...
although i really hated it..
but is for SPM sake!! i MUST pass!!
Guess God's giving me a lesson again..
Gotta really study hard this time.. =.=
No more daydreaming.. No more online-ing.. No more tv(Britain's got talent ROCKS!!) xD
Opps... see fooling around again.. =.=
Thats why la..
AHHHH!!!

Guess that i'm gonna screw up my chem and physics too...
Gee.. screwed paper 3 for physics.. and yea i guess it will go along with paper 2 and paper 1..
AH!! no mood to talk bout it anymore..

See i always hated this feeling..
Didnt study hard enough and BLAME myself to that..
Gosh is reallyx1000 hard!!
Tough life i know.. =.=
But i gonna go thru it no matter what!!!

So.. yea no matter how many papers i'm goin to screw this time..
Just try better on d next one and ofcos not screwing it again.. :)
Yea like everyone said 'NEVER GIVE UP!!'
Still have like bout 5 months before SPM..
We got time..
What five months??? huh??
Ok dont wanna get to it.. T.T

Well guess ive done expressing my feelings..
Still having examintaions tmr..
well, i know it only sivik and pjk..
But no screwing or tembak-ing..
haih gotta go open my books soon.. if not =.=

Okies..
still feeling 100% of regret-ness...
*heart tearing slowly...*
Gotta go hear emo songs again.. =.=

Ciao!
-TeQueiro-

Know Your ROCKSTAR!! = enemy xP

LOL...

Despite being totally stressed out for exams..

And YEA is finally d weekend where i can finally rest!! AHH Hallelujah!! xD
Well, i dont wanna start opening my books and be a bookworm early in saturday morning..

So, my crazy sis somehow was quite in a veryx1000 CRAZY mood..
Hmm.. LOLs.. she started turning on d tv.. and switch to MTV ofcos..

And hahas it was playing 'right round' by flo-rida?? lol not sure
Gee... she was DAMN i got to say..
YEA DAMN freaking hyper and she wa trying to do some rap movements to d song xP but i didnt capture d vid..
Hahas yea and she finally danced to d song 'know ur enemy!!!' :D
Ahem sry to say.. hahas but eventough it was retarted.. hmm yea it was damn FUNNY!! and adorable?? xD

Hmm.. so guess here's d vid :D
btw is edited.. :)

Hahas okies so yea now u know the REAL eevonne!! xP

I was wondering what she would do if she saw the JONAS BROTHERS!... :)

Gtg.. gee exams =.= ciao!

-TeQueiro-

The day has come...

Yea.. HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY to me.. :)
AHH cant believe ive live in this world for 17 years alrd..
Lol.. and nooooo i'm a year older again :'(

Lol.. see i took my precious time of studying addmath and biology just to blog on my bday!!
YAY me!! xP
Haih but as usual my bday always falls on a exam day.. =.=
like whyyyy....
haih just finished 2 days of examination.. like wat?? so slow huh..
Lol.. cant believe wat time did to me..

Well, yea eventough physics and bm paper was damn tough..
But getting my bday wishes from my bestie and frens in school did really cheered me!!
THX sooo much guys for remembering my bday!! xD
yea lols.. aravind was asking me is it my bday today.. =.= haihz...
Hmm.. well donno wat to type..
Lols.. too stress up with exams till i almost forgot bout my bday =.=

Oh yea and Happy Nurses Day to all d nurses!!
Lol.. cant wait to be a nurse soon.. and serve my patients xD
Well, i was always happy that my bday falls on d nurses day xP
And yea part of it tats why i want to be a nurse.. :) hahas..

Okies.. gtg..
cant spend too much time bloging..
Mum's gonna kill me :'(
Haih ahhhh HATE addmath!!
gonna go do revision.. haih with this HOTT weather.. :'(

FELIZ CUMPLE por mi!! xP
Viva mi suenos!!
Estaras siempre en mi corazon! :)

-TeQueiro-

Nightmare's here again..

Nooooo...
Despite the cat situation.. which i think it goes nowhere..
Hahas it might have ran off somewhere..
And yea lols.. Shila ur right!
Lols.. d cat came to warn me to stop goin online and bloging xP
So, yea thx kitty xD

Haih and now..
d WORST nightmare's here again..
This time is gettin serious and more serious =.=
Competition between my frens are continuesly increasing..
Everyone had been studying like hell.. and
Me.. havent gotten d mood to do so..
And i could do is stare and stare and d books and just hope it will get into my tiny brain..
But is very TOUGH i know..
Espeacially being a science stream student..
Haih suddenly regreted that i didnt put enough effort during form 4..
And now is like i got to blend everything back into my brain =.=

Wat to do??
We cant return back to d past..
So just move on.. and do watever i can :)
yea think positively!!
Believe in myself! :)
Do my best! lols.. since when i got so confident??
Hmm.. starting from now on i think :)

Haih since i'm doing last minute studying..
And i'm not a straight A's scorer..
So, here's a little wishlist to help me :)

Hopping to score..
-BM (is a have to.. cant get lower than 65.. if not =.= )
-English (as usual must score it! but havin slight prob with literature.. )
-Math?? (yea i really want to score it!! and is just math rite.. not addmath =.= )
-Moral.. (lols seriously.. although havent been really scoring it)
-EST.. (hmm.. depend on my luck i think)

And now hopping to pass T.T
-Addmath (no comment..)
-Biology (essay part =.= )
-Physics (hmm.. formulas!!)
-Chemistry (=.= eventough i hated it!!)
-Sejarah (read, read, read)

So yea..
Hope d ones i hope to score i scored it..
and d ones i hope to pass i passed it..
Simply huh? :)
or not.. =.=
I really got to nail it..

Okies enough bout that..
Lets move to an important issue!!
Yea is Mother's Day!! :)
So, i would like to take d opportunity here to..
Wish my beloved mum a very 'Happy mother's day!'
Lols.. although i didnt have gotten anything for her yet..
Mayb make a last minute card?? see wat a child am i.. =.=
Anyways d best gift is my love towards her :)

So, gtg start opening my books already..
And yea.. i mayb going on a HIATUS..
But will be back to blog on my bday xD
Ahh.. cant believe is just few days ahead.. :)

All d best everyone!!
Study smart!! :)
Hasta Luego!

-TeQueiro-

It was a rat.. Now's a cat??

LOL!!
Hmm.. bout few months ago, my whole house was haunted by a little rat =.=
Hahas i know how silly..
But, gosh you couldn't believe how damn difficult it was to get d little yet annouying RAT out off our house T.T
As i could remember, hmm.. yea it took like almost a month till d freaking little rat dissapears..
Lol.. gosh crazy huh??

Hahas.. i still remember d first time i saw it!!
LOL.. hmm was having my breakfast early in d morning before school.. and as usual was still being blur
Eh, is still early in d morning.. ofcos i'm still Sleepy xP
Than in a sudden, as i flip my head.. 'AHHH!! It's a rat!! it's rat!!' lols i shouted till i woke up d whole neigbourhood??
hahas!! then my grandma came.. 'eh, eeling!! wat rat!! you crazy?? wats it ur eyes??'.. haih she doens't believe =.=
'Yes!! yes!! i swear i saw it.. lols there goes d pathetic me xD' 'i saw something black and little scurried inside d shelf!!' trying my best to explain to my grandma..
Then to make sense wat on earth i was talking about.. she took a broom stick and started pooking in d little hole of f shelf!!
Lol.. i was praying for d rat to come out!! and.. 'where got la..??' she said =.=
Hahas.. finally as she was still pooking all over.. she said' eh, ahh i felt something in there!'
Lols.. and in a blink.. AHHH!!! see d rat finally came out!! and scurried uncontinuesly inside my kitchen T.T
Gosh that time i was already late for school and was rushing..
So, couldn't care less.. and ran off to school.. hahas cant stop thinking bout it in school..
As i got home.. grandma was still having a sour look..
hmm.. guess she still havent got to catch it =.=
But.. wat to do?? haih.. in about few weeks later, i saw it again!! it scuried into d store room.. =.=
Hahas shock me to death as i was reading d newspapers..

Ahh.. well, lets cut in short..
Then grandma got enough of it!! she decided to use her trick..
something called 'd mouse sticky glue??' xD
She applied it all over my house eg. bathroom, storeroom, kitchen..
overnight ofcos!! if not.. i'm dead sticking on d floor xP
And d next morning.. gosh! at bout 7am.. on a saturday i think
my lil bro woke me up and started shouting 'we got d rat!!'
Lols.. i was like serious?? gosh finally!! xD
Hahas.. so yea tats d rat story..

And now.. d cat =.=
Lols.. just a few hours ago..
Was playing d comp.. blogging yea :)
than i heard my grandma shoo-ing something xD
Lols.. i was wondering wats goin on??
then.. AHH!! gosh saw a white cat slumber-ing ran into my room!!
Like serious wtf?? thats my room la kitty.. xD get out!!
Hahas.. i was too scared that i ran down i told my grandma bout it..
She was like.. ahh not again. =.=
And later heard my grandpa yelled againb.. it ran down!! it ran down..
Lols.. found out that d freaking cat came from my room??
Gosh my bad?? forgotten to close d windows.. =.=
Haih.. and d stupid cat i can say.. Droppedmy pressious stuff on my desk!! AHHH!! how dare you!!
I'm gonna get you kitty... xD

Yea.. so d story is till here..
To be continue xP till d next time when d freaking cat is found..
Hahas.. now i'm sooo scared it will come into my room at night and sleep with me.. xP
Opps.. wat am i bable-ing about..
Okies.. gosh its soo late alrd.. tats y mum's scolding.. =.=
And ahhh... noooo exams!! yea havent even revise a single thing.. =.=
DEAD!! lols..
Ok.. sooo exhauted.. ahhh noooo gotta clean my room after d stupid cat dropped d stuff..
Haihz..... T.T
Ok till then :)

Buenos Noches..
Ciao!

-TeQueiro-

Not Official 7teen Yet...

Lol.. my Real bday is on d 12th of may.. :)
But i did had d Best 17th bday EVER!!


All happens on d 2nd of May..
AHH!! I cant continue bloging until i THANK everyone who CAME!!
Without you guys, d party wouldnt turned up...
Well, FIRST off,


A BIG THX TO:
LI GINN!!!
My bestie that helped me ALOT!!
Thx for helping me in d games :)
Thx so much for coming first and d last home :)!!
Thx for choosing my dress xP
Just Thx sooo much for everything!!
Love ya so much~ <3

Next is ofcos,
Asyllah!!
Lol.. thx so much for d make up!!
Thx for making silly jokes xP
Thx for coming and ur present!!
Hope to see ya again! <3


And yea ofcos THX soooo much for those who came!! :D
Bryan, Randy, Prenee, Karweng and yea shimah(who willing to drop by eventough she had tuition) :)
AHH!! Hope you guys had fun :D
And yea THX for d presents too guys!!
Appreciate it sooo much!!
Hahas.. dont try to run away Randy!!!
Still waiting for my pressie xD

Ah almost forgot!! how can i forget to thank my PARENTS and GRANDMA!! lols ths soo much mummy and daddy for allowing me to hav my party <3>

Well, it was kinda last minute for preparing d food and me getting dress up.. lols i was opening and closing my curtains to see if anyone's here.. hahas.. but poor randy for coming quite early that he got to wait downstairs on d couch.. xP lols.. appologies.. well, than yea is time to yak d food! xD gosh hope everyone enjoyed d food.. was all my grandma's hardwork espeacially d chicken curry.. :)

Hmm.. well d best part was d games ofcos.. :) Lol credits to LiGinn for her help on d pass d parcel!! hahas well yea my sis's idea of using d jobros music to play d game!! xD let me see.. d part i cant forget was when bryan got lost singing a nursery rhyme!! xD xP hahas!! LOL jk.. well, haih my idea just came in.. lol why dont he just sing a happy bday song rite..? :D

Then ahh nows d worst part... gosh!! lols.. randy wanted to discover my room after hearing wat eevonne say-that our room was an Obessesive Jonas Disorder (OJD) Lols.. and yea good job eevonne for running up and lock d door.. BUT you shouldnt had got out!! ahhh!!! anyways hahas so are you happy now randy?? believe it! ya hahas we are REALLY a crazy CRAZY crazy CRAZY opps.. over exegerating.. lols oh yea CRAZY jobros fans!! xD

Well, yea than after some UNO's... and yea time flies.. lol was actually hungry already xP so, yea is time to CUT or wat you guys say murder d cake?? :D lols.. oh yea forgotten that LiGinn cant wait for d cake! xD hahas well guess everyone does.. no? hmm.. well just randomly choosen d cake as i brought it last minute.. =.= But yea wat can i say.. CHOCOLATE!! everyone's favorite rite :D

Lols.. so candles are being penetrated into my innocent cake! *ouch!!* LOLS!! well, cakes have feelings too rite sometimes xD eh?? sorry for being pathetic xP hahas.. then opps! shila!! i'm only 17 la xP not 19 yet!! lols.. accientally added extra candles =.= lols but yea i'm still a year older :( ahh!! nooooooooo....

Hahas okies finally for d bday song :) wow! haih didnt know that you guys sang two songs.. aww.. well, d other one was d 'zoo version..??' :D hahas just watched back d video.. ahh!! damn embarassing i know =.= neways.. yea had a great time singing and yea muedering d cake xD lols speaking bout my wish or prayers.. hahas yea thx randy for reminding me to pray for d 'swine flu..' and 'jobros coming soon!!' :D hahas well, haih didnt really took lots of pics.. camera was battery low =.= well, yea here's a memorable photo xP

Aww.. thx everyone!!! lols yea and d seperations of males and females.. :D

Hmm.. wanted to post photos of d presents.. haih but d blog has error =.= but nvm.. :) lols.. wont expose wat you guys gave me.. xD

So, i guess yea thats it.. lols ive been thanking and thanking thoughout my blog.. so yea LAST time.. THX FOR COMING EVERYONE!! Love you guys!! lols and yea is alright for those who cant make it :) but remember yea my pressie.. xP

AHH!! almost forgot!! haih... yea yea examinations =.= One word 'dead' lols.. totally forgotten bout it =.= haih cant believe is just next week!! noooooooooo.... and SPM!!! Gosh ok i know d worst nightmare.. haih wat to do.. time flies T.T

Haih i felt like folding paper planes.. lols yea i know how child-ish.. but i think is a good way to throw it right in my head to wake me up!! yea stop dreaming!! exams!! exams!! exams!! =.= lols ahh scary!! haih must concentrate.. =.=

Okies gtg.. been typing so long.. dad's mad xP.. opps!!! gotta go grab a book.. nooooo!!! ahhh...

Kk... so all d best for d mid-term exam everyone!!! do ur best!! study hard and remember study smart too! xD ok now i'm waiting till im finally 17!! hahas.. so start d countdown now.. 10,9,8,7.... lols

-Estaras siempre en mi corazon- Besos!!

-TeQueiro-