Refraining myself...

Tensed, Tensed, Tensed...

Urgh!!!
Why? WHY? why...??
Does time really got to FLY??
Can't it wait for me??

Damn!
Is time, is time..
Is TIME to get serious ppl!!
Yea i repeat SERIOUS!!!

And is time for me to REFRAIN from the laptop..
Refrain from the tv..
Refrain from JoBros?!...
Wait!! oopps.. not the jobros!! :'(

Well, setting up my target is kinda the hardest thing to do..
Thinking bout it, i feel so suffocating.. gosh!!
Is sooo much for a science student..
Like all i'm targetting is NONE of it T.T
Is it too much for me??

All i could do now is to believe that i CAN do it!!
And do the BESTEST i ever can...
Never give up hope!!
Stand up when i ever fall down..
Eventough i may need help to get up, i know i can!
I trust myself!! I believe i can!!
Yea!!!

Okies.. enough of encouragement for now..
Its time for me to go on a hiatus from now on..
Show that i can leave without them!!
And i'm starting to strand myself with books!!
Thats all i'm asking for.. and is all i could do..

So, annoucing blog dead!!
HIATUS!!!

Ciao!.. Hasta Luego!!

-TeQueiro-

Beaten Up...

Gah i'm totally speechless now..
Caught with a cold and body ache..
Yea is the best time for me now to skip school..
WTH??

The camp was an experience but the word 'fun' wasnt the true side for me..
Well, i wasnt regret goin for it, and the seminars was good. well, yea good tips for spm..
And getting to know more ppl from Uni's was great too,
But, the games wasnt really fun after all, for me.

Okies.. done talking bout the camp=.=
Now i think im getting fever soon..
Gah common, first cold then body aching
Well, it all comes in a package!!
And, felt abit lost that i missed school today..
Hmm guess i havent been missing school tis yea, havent i?

And everyone knows nightmare is VERY near!!
So, guess i might have to study all by myself today..
Life sucks!! iknow...
Dont wanna talk bout it.. T.T

Feel like dozzing off again after having like 10 hours of sleep..
Well what to do, both my eyes looked like pandas =.='
Tensed much!!
Ok.. Ciao!

-TeQueiro-

Bon Ordori 2009~

I can conclude it was a harvoc day..

From heavy trafic to squeezing-sardins in car =.=

And was overall a good experience of japanese culture..

Although things there dont worth a penny..

Gah.. there's a harvoc situation when i was on my way to randy's house

My dad got an urgent call that time, as so he was trying his best to get me there on time..

And... yea we all understands malaysians..

Uncivilised much??

I know, my dad forgotten to signal as he was about to make a turn,

and a motorbike from no where came!! WTH?

But with God's grace, we are all safe..

Literally, not everyone can accept it =.='

The aged man who drove the motorbike went chasing my dad from the back!!

AHHHH!!! what he wants?? my dad didnt even hit a tiny bit on ur OLD bike.. =.='

Common..! And a sour look came out of him.. he started scolding my dad in hindi? tamil?

Whatever.. but my dad didnt wanna take on a fight cause he not the kind of person at all!

And good that dad can control his temper and said sorry for like 10 times till the uncivilised man finally dissapears from our sight =.=' Gosh!!

Well, forget bout the situation that almost brought me to tears =.='

Go on to the fun part!!

Yea, Bon Ordori..! lols didnt know what it meant till LiGinn told me..

It was a japanese ghost festival something like that..

Everything went fine yesterday..

Ahem, minus the packy crowd and the well so packy transport too xP

And not forgetting, i was force to drink a 3.5% alcoholic drink =.=

Yea thx to LiGinn and randy.. you guys have nothing better to do huh?? lols

And thx Bryan for saving my day!! but i guess in the end randy finished it?? lols

Hmm.. dancing time was fun too!

And gotta say was pretty easy xP

It was great that lots of ppl participate in it, and so was us!

Well, expect for Bryan =.='

And he drank the 3.5% alcholic drink thingy like water.. lols

Me was suffering to get a seep of it =.='

Haih guess what LiGinn said was true.. we are still immature!! xD

Lots of ppl were wearing kimonos.. izit? lols

And professionals camera!! ahhh! i want one! dad when are you giving urs to me?? :P

Well, mi leg is aching badly!

What can i say, walking like 100 miles thru and fro.. =.=

Yea good exersice everyone!!

And for good sake, i managed to reach home before 12 midnight!!

WooHoo!! xP but mum wasnt happy bout it..

Because she fallen asleep and dad opened the gate..

So, she thought i came home that late till she fallen asleep =.='

And dozed off right after i got onto my bumpy bed!

Comfort finally!! hahas..

And haih found out i lost or misplace some stuff somewhere..

See the careless me!! :'(

Good that i didnt lose the doughball? yoyo ball? lols..

Thx randy for that..

Now.. wondering bout SPM!!
Hmm.. how i wish it was a fairytale, so it wasnt true lols..
Urgh!! trials, trials, trials!!
Makes me wanna cry! T.T
Saludos...

The Dancers! :) Impressive!

Lols the 5 bucks ice-cream.. my chocolate, LiGinn's vanilla and Bryan's... Sakae? (japanese wine)

Wanted to upload more but there's always an error with blogger =.=' Anyways, thx for making it fun everyone! :) And now... Nightmare!!! Dont wanna mention it =.=... haih, hw, hw and homeworks!! Dozzing off!

-TeQueiro-

My cheap eraser =.='

Lols...

Since i have nothing to post, thought of posting bout yesterday :)
Had so much fun scribble-ing on the table with Christina hahas
Shhh!! (should keep this silent, if not mr.Joshua gonna get us..) x)

And gosh!!
Yea, yea i know my eraser is cheap xP

Hahas, wat was funny, was... we wrote,
From cheap eraser to christmas?? xD

Hahas thx for bluetooth-ing the pic for me :)
And thx bryan for his superb camera :)

PS: i'll get a new eraser soon, dont worry xD

Hmm.. thx for making it fun, christina :) helped me to released some stress.. everyone knows trial is VERY near =.=' and ive been trying my very best to brush up everything.. eventough it might be impossible, but with God everything is possible :)

And.. gah i felt bad, suppose to stayback in school alomst like everyday to revise with hashimah.. sry, i admit that i'm lazy to do so :'( i'll try my best to stay ya.. with addmath and chemistry flooding my brain, i can say i'm dying T.T Okies, think bout it, 2 weeks ppl, 2 weeks!!! *dead*

Gotta go force myself to trash books into mi tiny brain.. life sucks i know :( help!!

-TeQueiro-

Hazzy- Dizzy or not...?

Lols.. Gah what a day?
Wait, let me add some adjectives :P
My, What a weird day!?
That sounds better :)

Yea, weird?
From hazzy morning to bright noon..
How do that sound?
I know i may be weird now.. but hello, this is even MORE weird! rite?

Well, we all thought it might be hols tmr is the weird haze stayed long enough =.='
Gah, guess we are not allowed to have hols after all :'(
Thx for that mother nature.. x)

Oh yea, btw..
Just had lunch with one of my long lost aunt :)
Nice meeting you again :)
It was a fun and delicious lunch x)
And gah.. got some dicouragement from my experience aunt..
See, we are indeed of nurses these days..
And so was my well, dream to be a nurse..
Lols, didnt knew my aunt was a nurse few years back..
And gah!! heart-felt when she says 'no way you could be a nurse, dear..' :'(
Is tough!! well, lifes tough =.=
And what was funny was, 'eh, you can stand all the sh** and ..... the patients make..'
And in return thats what i'll be doing like everyday =.='
Nooo... i know how tough is like now.. but if i wont try it, i wouldnt know and get thru it like you guys :)
So, i can do it!! Confidence! :)

Hmm, another funny thing,
while we were having lunch, grandma met into her friend..
And in my shock-ness, i thought he was a chinese..
I didnt get a look at him because he was right behind of me..
So, my grandma was like ' eh, 'Ah Lee... *cantonese..* lols'
And so i thought he was a chinese as he spoke fluent cantonese!!
Lols.. then found out he was a malay..
And his name is Ali, not Ah Lee =.='
Lols joke of the day..

Okies gtg..
Ps: cheer up sis, i know yesterday was a dissapointment about the JoBros album thingy..
Well, yea from friendly speedy to flirty interns in Rock Corner =.='
Think on the bright side, we may be goin to Pavillion next week ya :)
And fingers crossed!! x)

Dozzing off..
zzzzzzzzzzz

Ciao
-TeQueiro-

Everything I own

You sheltered me from harm.
Kept me warm, kept me warm
You gave my life to me
Set me free, Set me free
The finest years I ever knew
were all the years I had with you

I would give anything I own,
Give up my life, my heart, my home.
I would give everything I own,
just to have you back again.

You taught me how to love,
What its of, what its of.
You never said too much,but still you showed the way,
and I knew from watching you.
Nobody else could ever know
the part of me that can't let go.

Is there someone you know,
you're loving them so,
but taking them all for granted.
You may lose them one day,
someone takes them away,
and they don't hear the words you long to say.

Gah.. i ADORE this song!!
I know, its an old song..
But Vanessa Hudgens did a great job performing it :)
Somehow, i felt it related to me..
Telling me to appreciate everything i've owned :)
And not being a snob all the time..

Well, so wanna watch this movie!! Saw the trailer and it was amazing! Not that i'm a fan of Vanessa nor Alyson.. but i love the sense of humor and romance in it :) Cant wait!! :P

Go BANDSLAM!!!

PS: life's so bored.. urgh!! How bored can it get being a 'nerd'.. Hello, trials is about 3 weeks away.. God save me!! =.=

-TeQueiro-

Even the best falls down sometimes...

... even the wrong words seemed to rhyme

Gee, gah, oohh, err, ugh... ok stop!!
This totally sounded like i'm in great pain =.='
Well, yea!! it's true.. PAIN!!

Okies..
I'm wondering, everyone said this will be our last year in school..
So.. enjoy?? Cherish every moment?? Throw away the enermies, and bring back the friends..
And so am the 'blur me' trying my ass out in fufil everyone of that...

But...
See, not just that what life's about...
Life's about going thru all the wild yet yea PAINFUL challenges in life...
And yea the shady world..

So, 'NO PAIN NO GAIN...'
This is what i'm trying to be focusing on till nightmare's here..
Yea in life, we must go thru some PAIN..
Hmm.. wondering who always says this??

Neeways..
STRESS!!!
What everyone is goin thru.. so am i?
Is just like 'no stress no life...'
Yea stick to that.. if not life will be screwed...

Another point is...
Everyone must understand that no one is PERFECT nor yea PeRfEcT...
So is extremely okay to make mistakes in life?
And yet ppl still doenst seem to understand that...
Remember, is not the end of life yet if you happened to make a mistake...
Well, until someone is willing to apologize to you...

Despite sometimes, well yea sometimes,
well maybe most of the time,wished I could fly..
And just when I'm about to spread my arms and fly, reality slaps me in the face.
And a pretty hard one at that.

Okay, i think ive expressed enough what i wanted to...
And gah, not forgetting the pressuring yet annoying teachers...
Who never stop reminding us bout SPM trials..
Yea pressure much..!! =.=

Guess.. life's just have to be like that,
Just gotta go wake up from my fantasy world..
And eventually face this REAL world...

So, WAKE UP!!!
Ciao..

-TeQueiro-

Jump off the Clift!!

Damn!!
Is the month of July??...
Que?? In just a TOTALLY blink of my eyes...
Hmm.. thinking of what ive learned for this 6 months?
Am i ready for SPM?? =.=
And not to mention.. T.T
Trials!!!!

And not forgetting one MAIN nightmare and torture...
Well, i really dont know what i'm feeling bout this..
Everyone said i'm d lucky one.. and yet i'm feeling alittle confuse bout this =.=
Okay.. 'I GOT INTO NATIONAL SERVICE!!!'
yea wth??...
Thx randy for d bad news before i got to check it myself..
And you guys are soooo lucky!!! :'(

Well, lols thx to tianhui for spearding d news in my class bout it.. =.=
And thx for congratulating me on this torturing but yet to be an experience thingy..
AHH!! how i wish my frens could be there.. =.='
Hope i wouldnt be lonely there..
And my mum kinda got shock of her life when i told her.. she was like checking d sms for thousands times... and she started to give me lecture on how to take care of my health.. =.='
Gosh.. this is going to be a serious thing for me..

Okay.. gtg stop thinking bout this..
SPM is still in our hands ppl!!
So.... concentrate!!! forget bout this torture thingy first...
Eventough it might haunt me at times..
But... yea what we should be putting into our minds are 'SPM, SPM, SPM... (x1000 more)'
Got it?? xP
Okay that brought me to a migrain!! X)
Wondering how should i go thru this =.=
And urgh.. gtg to damn school camps.. if not gotta do essays T.T
yea thx sooo much *....................!! X)

Okies gtg trash some books into me brain...
Needing entertaiment badly... =.=
Ciao!

-TeQueiro-