I dreamed a dream...

OMG!!
Lol.. so bored.. didnt go to school today..
school was havin prize giving.. i wasnt in it so i'm at home blogging :)
Aww.. quite sad though.. haih ive never recieved any prize..
hahas only one award in form to for 'kehadiran penuh..' xP
But congrats for those who receiving d prizes! and yea shimah.. lol sry i couldnt come..
Am lazy and i'm scared teacher will chase me off.. xD

Anyways..
Gosh!! hmm finally get d time to watch some videos.. :)
AHH!! ive start to love 'Britain's Got Talent'
Cos they really got talent!! xD
Ive always wanted to watch Susan Boyle's performance as she appeared in d newpapers last week i think..
And just watched in few days ago..

OMG!!
She's AMAZING!!!
Hahas.. yea everyone had bad thoughts of her when they first saw her..
Lol.. she may be 47 years of age..
But doesnt mean that she cant sing..
Cos she reallyx10000 CAN sing!!! xD

Just soooo amazed by her performance..
And d song that she sang touched me..
Well d lyrics did :)
Lol.. i didnt knew d song was from 'Les Miserebles'
One of my parents favorite musical!
Lol.. ive never watch d musical before cos i thought it will be boring..
Now i'm searching for d DVD.. haih but dad forgotten where he place it =.=

Anyways..
Here are d lyrics :)

I dreamed a dream in time gone by
When hope was high,
And life worth living
I dreamed that love would never die
I dreamed that God would be forgiving.

Then I was young and unafraid
When dreams were made and used,
And wasted There was no ransom to be paid
No song unsung, No wine untasted.

But the tigers come at night
With their voices soft as thunder
As they tear your hopes apart
As they turn your dreams to shame.

And still I dream he'll come to me
And we will live our lives together
But there are dreams that cannot be
And there are storms
We cannot weather...

I had a dream my life would be
So different from this hell I'm living
So different now from what it seems
Now life has killed
The dream I dreamed.

Lol.. ive learned to dreamed my dreams..
Haih.. just finish decorating my room..
Hahas wif Jobros poster xP
Hope you guys who are coming this sat wont be shocked.. xD
Well, still lots of things to be done..
I dont know whether d food will be enough??
But i dont you guys dont eat so much rite.. or not.. :)

Ok gtg..
will post some pics of my room later xD
Obssesive Jonas Disorder!!! (OJD)

Edit
Lol.. i cant stop watching britain's got talent!!
AHH they're all soooo great!
Gosh! cant believe this little girl 'Hollie Steel' sings soo well too
And this group of dance act 'Diversity' danced their hearts out! Love them! they're so sweet! :)

Lol.. i guess there'll be competition between these two

-Susan Boyle vs Hollie Steel

-Diversity vs Flawless

AHH for me i gotta say I LOVE Susan!! and Diversity!! You guys should win!! xD
-TeQueiro-

Awesome PAROIMIA!!

Ahh... i'm totally speechless bout d performance!!
Was a very touching play.. :)
First of, Thx alot to randy who i thought he got d tickets.. Hahas..
Gosh it was all bcos he had probs contacting his fren who's holding d tickets =.=

Haih i gotta say that time i was quite pissed off with him and i was damn exhausted after sports day..
So, i was standing at d main entrance waiting with lots and lots of ppl and randy was busy making phone calls.. haih guess he learned his lessons xP

Well, the MAIN thing is...
A BIG THANKS TO... BRYAN!!!
Lol.. gosh was so lucky to meet him there.. and is soooo kind of him to get ur tickets!!
AHH!! thx man.. xD *hugs*
lol.. without him guess i wont get to watch it =.=

Hehe good that d ticket also provided dinner.. :)
So, we dont hav to go out and eat =.=
But gosh had slight trouble getting a sit.. lol d cafeteria was FULL of ppl..
So, later great that a lady came and ask us to grab a sit at her table.. :) thx!
And so i went eating and chat wif randy bout david acrhuleta's concert that i didnt get to go.. lol

And after finally finished eating.. wow we realize it was already 7.30pm..
So, we rushed all over to d main hall and i just realizes that d church was sooo huge!! lol thought i will get lost there.. xP
And when we finally reached there.. lol surprise!!
Hahas met sean and my classmates there..

Lol.. sean was like 'eh eeling! ur here too??' with his shocked face.. xD
So, we waited there and i went talking to thaya and priya who came too :)
And d busy body randy went introducing himself to everyone.. =.=

Later Bryan came and lead them to get a sit i think..
Lol.. thought i would get to sit with thaya and priya...
But our ticket was at d front row.. haih.. lol
But i gotta say we're lucky to get to sit at d third row.. xD
While waiting for d performance.. my itchy hands took some photos xP

Lol.. d summary book :)

D huge huge stage.. :)

Lol.. lazy to upload some embarassing photos wif randy xP

And finally d performance starts!! Lol.. started off with a totally funny man who brief us bout what we shouldnt do when d play is on.. :) i find it cute though!!

And finally after some annoucement.. d play finally starts!! Ahhh!! it was soo awesome till i have not idea how to explain it in words!! i thought it was goin to be a musical play.. but yea it was different and special that it had alot of dances in d play! and i gotta say wow!! all of them danced like professionals!! Very good job!! xD

Hmm.. d part that i remebered and my fav part was when they were in a battle between two evil and good.. lol i'm not sure if i'm rite.. Ahh!! i think that part was d best of all!! wat was d best was d lightnings!! it was damn awesome.. lol eventough it hurts my eyes.. but ive never seen such fantastic play like this! :)

Ahh yea i love d ending as well.. :) Lol.. overall i didnt really understand d play but when i found tat 'paroimia' meant parable.. yea i think i get d play now.. :) Later, one of d pastors gave a great preach bout d play and how God loves us so much!! i gotta say i was really touched by his preach and it was awesome! I didnt realize till d pastor said that d play accually relate to us.. and thinking bout it yea i think some of d characters relate to us and is important to believe that there's a saviour to save us when we're goin thru a tough time :)

So, throughout all, d play did thought me to love Jesus more and believe he's our saviour!! hmm.. after d play ended.. lol i was freaking exhauted.. haih randy wanted to go seek his frens and left me alone waiting for him.. lol great that bryan was there :) And yea pls make it to my party nex sat ya!! Must come! xD

Gosh didnt know i've typed soo long .. and ah is getting late too.. well, lol one more thing tat i tot was funny.. lol we followed one of randy's fren home who just gotten his driving licences.. haih wat first got into my head when randy told me we are following him home was gosh wat?? he's just a beginner.. will that be saved xD lol.. suprisingly was.. he did drove well and i gotta admit he was sooo funny hahas.. first i tot it wasnt a good idea following him home.. but lol it was a great experience getting into a begginer's car.. xP

Lol.. one more thing.. his car was a BMW!! wat?? so lucky rite? just got his licences and he get to drive a BMW.. lol but yea is great that i got home save and sound xD haih.. but got home late!! mum was getting ready to sleep.. lol than i finally got home and she was in red =.= opps..! lol

Anyways.. gtg.. overall is was a great day!! was so lucky to get to watch d performance! :)

Kk.. gotta go finish some of my hw.. haih havent touch one yet =.= Ciao!

Besos! -TeQueiro-

Tiring + Hectic = Fun?!

Lol... xP

Gosh havent blog for a week.. =.=

Guess i gotta summerize my awfull week..

Well, sports day was yesterday..

Lol.. ok ofcos d main thing is getting 'Sunburnt...'

and both my hands were as red as rose?? xD and yea my face too =.=

Well, sports day went quite well though even it was a hott hott day and everythin seemed to be delayed..

*sign* it started of quite hectic in d morning..

didnt realize it was already 7am.. and mum forgotten to wake me up.. =.=

haih so i prepared all by myself and thx grandma for fetching me to school :)

And when i reached school, haih d small gate wasnt open!! T.T

Lol.. so i gotta walk further to d gate.. see!! my annoying school always stop us from using d main gate.. but they open it yesterday..?? weird huh..

anyways.. then i saw athirah there waiting wif some stuff to be sold.. so i stand beside her eventough i wasnt so close to her.. and thk goodness finally maisarah's here wif pnYap!!

So, she divided us our jobs... and.. =.= im stuck there waiting and taking care of d stuff till they got d tables set up at d field..

Gosh finallt is time.. then we went carrying drinks and food there..

AHH! no fair! lol.. some guys helped maisarah to carry her stuff and left me carryin alone xP

And later so.. is finally set up and we all started shouting 'mari mari karipap, donut, lol teh kundur..'

My frens counldt help it but to make fun of d teh kundur.. idk why la.. xD

haih then at around 8.30am.. everything is on :)

well, started of with blue house marching!! yay!! lol.. support blue!! xP

'blue strikes back!!!' lol.. our famous quote..

hmm.. then d marching went on with d uniforms..

and we continue selling our stuff..

haih lol lazy to type.. so here r some pics i took yesterday wif my hp..

Hahas Izzathy was so surprise i brought my hp xP

Lol.. d field xP sry was blur.. cos taken from far.. =.=

Hahas.. hashimah, hidayah, me and sesat hello kitty??

Lol!! gotcha Maisarah!! hahas i know i know ur hott.. xP

Haih.. d 'sesat' hello kitty appeared with me... xP

Lol.. ah lazy to upload d rest..
Anyways.. yea eventough it was a burning day and we didnt make a good profit out of what we sold..
but yea i think i had fun xP
i have to cos tis will be my last sports day.. T.T
And wat was d best was...
AHHH!!! Yay!!
BLUE HOUSE WON!!!
*Cheers* xD

So.. later got home around 12.30pm..
took a shower and wanted to nap..
And suddenly Randy ring me..
He said he had a ticket to watch Paroimia!!!
AHH!! i wanted to watch it but didnt hav tickets..so, i grab d chance from randy.. hahas xD

Gosh feeling so freaking tired now.. just got home from giant to get some stuff for my party..
Lol.. guess i'll continue my post bout d amazing paroimia later!! xD
Kk.. gtg take a shower..

Besos. Adios!
-TeQueiro-

School.Mentors.Homework.Party.

Gosh!! "Having d headache of my life.."
Cant believe so many things goin on.. =.=

Haih, firstly.. school's having this mentor and mentik program..
and i'm assign to my sej teacher Pn.Nabisah (hope i spell her name correctly) lol..
hmm.. honestly i didnt want this teacher to be my mentor.. i donno why but one thing is i know she talks alot!! =.= but i was hoping to get Pn.Yap or Pn.Loo.. haih whatever that is.. i hope i can follow what she's goin to teach us and hope she'll give us good guildens to face the big challenge SPM!! :( with me i think is emelyn, heama and not sure who's d other guy xP

Then, school's sport's day will be soon.. lol i dont even know when =.=
but i guess is this saturday.. haih, will be having sukan tara tmr..
One word 'BORING!!'..
Gosh lol dont wanna do those same old activities like 100m running, lontar peluru and lompat tinggi.. T.T
Just hope Hashimah comes tmr and hope we can ponteng those.... xD

Next, gosh noooo!!
Yea is homeworks!!! T.T
haih i think most of all.. the most hw i got is tuition.. =.=
*sign* trying to get time to finish it but cant lol.. even steal time to do it in school..
But just hope i'll be able to finish all up before is too late..
And yea time is really flying by day by day like no one's buisness..
And in only like 5 months.. our battle is finally here!!
AHHHH!! cant imagine that..
Just hope i can get thru it and yea suffer all we can because its d only year we have..
So, 'No Pain, No gain...'
ia quite true huh??

And yea my bday party planning..
haih was kinda last minute.. but i really hope everythin can go fine :)
Hope everyone's that r invited can make it!!
LiGinn, Christina, Randy.. u guys MUST make it ya xD
haih just finish making d 'invitation cards' or should i call it 'invitation paper' lol..
And i have to admit it didnt look how i wanted to be.. =.=
all because of my damn laptop that got jammed when i was doin it T.T
Lol.. i even forgot to fill in d date and time..
Haih now i got to write it on my own.. =.=
But is ok la.. cause is my bad rite?? ='(

What im hoping for now is...
Hope my party will go well and hope to see you guys (my old friends) back!!
Really reallyx1000 miss you guys!!
So hope you guys can make it ya!! =)
Btw, i may be havin 'bbq'... hahas if only some is willing to lend d grill for me! xP

Ok i guess i gotta stop..
Haih gtg finish some work..
And ASK my sis to start he job as a 'postwoman' hahas!!
Sry la no tip for u.. but thx alot that ur willing to help me.. xP
Hope she wont pass it to d wrong person.. =.='

Kk.. Adios!
P.S do inform me ya if any of u are coming to my party :)
I do really appreciate it if u make a apperance!! xD
cause without u guys.. d party wont be on.. =(
So, Help me ya ppl!! :)

Muchas Graciee!!
Ciaoz!

-TeQueiro-

Don't close the book on me...

In chapter one,

you were my summer crush,

Chilled at the beach from dawn to dusk

Under my umbrella...

In chapter two,

it got more serious,

Changed from you and me to them and us,

Oh, it felt like the other piece,

But the words got swept away,

And the rain let us off the page...

Please don't tell me,

this is the end of the story,

Don't close the book on me,

don't you close the book on me,

We've gone our separate ways,

we'll meet up on another page

Don't close the book on me,

don't you close the book on me...

In chapter three,

went off and chased the dream,

To get your ghost that's haunting me

It was scarier to be without you,

But I know that in the end,

Need some time to take a pen,

And write a chapter of my own...

-TeQueiro-

AHH!! Matt's saved!! Yay! xD

AHHHHH!!!!

cant believe d judges saved Matt giraud!!!

You rock!! I LOVE You!!!

He deserve it!! =)

I was blown with his performance yesterday! i thought it was quite touching.. i love that song though..

And ive always loved him!!

But times he may have chosen d wrong songs.. But he still rocks!!

Just am so happy that he still get another chance..

gosh i think lil rounds should be out though.. she hasnt been good all awhile..

But ADAM!! gosh always speechless!!

He's one of my favorites too!!

And i really hope he wins!! Beat Danny!! he's soooox1000 much better that Danny..

Keep goin on Matt!! You can do it!!

And Adam Lambert!! xD

Kk.. had been talking bout him all day..

Haih.. school's exam's around d corner.. =(

Gotta really study this time..

if not i'm gonna fail!! T.T

Cant believe times sooo short...

And life's short too...

Gtg.. Adios!

Hasta Luego!

-TeQueiro-

Feliz Cumple!!~

Just to drop by here eventough i was running out of time.. to SAY
HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!!
well, is my dear friend, Hashimah =)
sry.. if i didnt make today a great day for you..
But glad that you love d card and bracelet that i made for you.. <3

What i got to say is...
THX soooo much for being as a great company to me through out this 5 years in school..
Eventhough we go thru very tough time sometimes.. like in form 3.. =(
BUT i'm glad to have a friend like you!!
You're d only one that i felt comfortable with than other ppl that i couldnt get along.. =)
So, THX!!!
And have a great BDAY!!

I would like to make a tribute for Hashimah.. =)
Well, this just got thru my mind.. when i saw Mr.Ghalib posted my pic with her in his blog.. =.=
eventhough it was embarassing.. but i got to say that it was a nice pic and thx!
Lol.. got to find some ways to save the pic though.. xP

So, here's it =)

Me and beloved Hashimah <3

Sry.. was accually damn exauted after merendas desa last friday.. and Mr.Ghalib came in and he wanted to get a snap of our pic.. Gosh! as you can see i'm giving a nervous smile xP but i got to say is quite a nice pic though.. so, thx Mr.Ghalib =)

Haih.. so exauted now..
Got home at around 5 and had extra classes.. wow still had like thousands of hw to be done.. and is getting late.. =(

Anyways, gtg.. so, hope you had a great day ya shimah!! =)

Adios.. Buenos Noches!!

-TeQueiro-

Bored and Jealous!? xP

Gosh!! =.=
I'm soooo jealous!!
AHHH!! no fair!!!
David Archuleta!! =(

Haih Lol..
Didnt get to go to his concert!! huhu *BIG CRIES*
Because of you randy!! hahas.. you didnt give me d tickets..
How dare you give it to someone else?? huh??

haih.. anyways,
wat a tiring day today..
got force by my parents to follow them to klcc..
but good that i can go out..
LOL.. go out?? with my legs ACHING??!
Haih.. but it was still quite fun walking around in kl suria with my sis eventough we didnt get to afford anything.. xD
Hahas was walking like a retarded person all along.. kept on dragging my both legs..
But thank God that there's escalator!! Ahh..
Then kept went walking with mum.. she was like dragging us everywhere..
And thats where i started to be restless.. =.=
ive been bragging my mum to get home soon..
i can barely walk la.. but.. haih
got to wait for my lagging dad to shop in PC fair!!
*ish!!* ergggg...

Anyways.. finally got home with my both legs that almost got swollen..
And!! my wisdom tooth got SWOLLEN TOO!! T.T
Gosh! and now i can barely eat.. =.=
Come on.. wat a day la..

For those lucky ppl who went to davis's concert.. gosh sooo lucky!!
eh, LiGinn ur soo lucky u get to go too.. xP
hahas.. but make sure is not d JOBROS..
if not.. *!@#$%^&*
Lol...

Soo freaking exauted now.. and bored!!
Gosh.. hate this feeling now..
Legs swollen, tooth swollen
Haih coundnt my day get any worst??

Lol.. anyways
Happy Easter!!
haih gtg go chucrh..
Oh no! not with my swoolen legs.. T.T

Ok.. gtg bed..
Ciao!

-TeQueiro-

Happy Good Friday!

HAPPY GOOD FRIDAY!!
Have a holy friday everyone! =)
And Happy Easter too!

May God's blessings be sent to everyone!
Espeacially my dear LiGinn <3
I know ur goin thru a hard time.. but stay strong and hold on!!
I'll always be here for you!
And remember the Lord is here for you too! =)

"Fear thou not;
for i'm with thee
be not dismayed
for i'm thy God:
I will strengthen thee;
yea, I will help thee...

--Isaiah 41:10

Hmm.. thought of blogging bout my friday.. Lol
Well, is quite a not-so-good-friday for me though..

Haih was my school cross-country today..
Was too tired this morning and didnt felt like running at all.. but Hashimah was so anxious in running.. so i decided to accompany her =)

But.. Gosh!!
LOL.. wat was sooo funny was...
Aiyo dont feel like telling xD
Gosh.. we were walking our way and we didnt realize that everyone kept on running..
So.. i was bored and kept talking and talking to hashimah.. and all of a sudden one of the QM told us to walk faster! i was wondering why??
and went we look back.. 'wtf?? why is it sooo empty?? where's everyone?? are we LAST??'
Lol.. ive never been last before!!
God!! But as we were walking.. in a sudden we heard someone calling us from far..
And Gosh it was missy hidayah.. huhu sry to say but yea she's quite a BIG size... =)
And we all thought that she wasnt running.. but she say she want to take this challenge..
Haih cos of her.. we got to accompany her as a body guard??! Lol..
And when we finish half of a checkpoint.. one of my teacher was like 'eh eeling!! how could you be L... Gosh!! i felt soo embarassed.. T.T'
Than hidayah wanted to take a rest.. and thank goodness pn.Loo understands that i was helping hidayah.. =) and wasnt really that last.. xD
So.. we went on and on walking.. till it was almost 10am

Gosh went we finally reached our school.. everyone starred at us..
Aiyo!! we know we know... =.=
and it was kinda because of us everything was delayed.. xP
we were surppose to reach d school atleast 9.30..

But Lol.. thru out all..
this was an experience in helping a fren.. =)
and also getting LAST in cross country.. T.T

Hahas.. haih so exauted now!!
Both my legs felt like tearing.. and i bet i cant be walking tmr.. =.=

Anyways.. have a good friday everyone!!
dont be like me xD
God blessed..

Kk gtg rest my legs.. xD
adios!

-TeQueiro-

Greatest fear turned to tears.. T.T

Gosh!! talking bout my greatest fear made me more fear.. =.=
Well, one of d biggest fear and problems i'm having in my life is that i always alwaysx1000 have stage fright!!!

And another prob is that.. my golden voice =.=
I've this personal prob since i was a kid.. and i know all of my frens who r with me understands d prob that i'm going thru..

God created everyone equally and special for their own potentials..

As for me, ive always wonder why God have to do this to me??
Why do God have to give me a soft vocal box??
Why's everyone so fluent in their speech but NOT me??
Why do i have a stammer??
Gosh the questions just went on and on..

But somehow i realizes that this is a challenge God gave to me..
He want me to overcome this fear of mine..
I know it may take some time to overcome it and i'm learning bout it everyday and follows where God lead me..

Finally this fear came to a stage where is quite emotional for me..
Every year.. when is time for my aural test.. negative thinking starts to fill my mind =.=
i totally have fear on hows it gonna came out.. and ofcos at times it mayb a disaster T.T
And am always fear that is my voice goin to be heard??
And stammer always starts when i'm speaking in front of a public!!

Haih and todays finally my BM's ujian lisan.. T.T
ofcos i was totally anxious.. and maisarah was always trying to calm me down =) btw thx alot for ur help maisarah!! but i cant as usual..
Gosh when is finally time.. waiting with my legs and hands shivering for my teacher to call my name out =.=
'ok sekarang giliran Eeling pula..'
my heart never stop pumping and my face quickly turned as white as a sheet..
Maisarah who was sitting nex to me pat me on my shoulder and held me up from my chair..
Gosh!! i cant explain how nervous i went!! =.=

With my shaking hands, i hold on tightly to my little notes.. and started sluttering on my first fews words.. Gosh and Mr.Ghalib was as usual with his sour face standing right infront of me.. listening to my frens advice just to look at d notes and read out loud and not looking at his face..
And i countinue and continued reading..
Till is time to say 'sekian terima kasih'.. he asked my classmates to give me a big aplaud..

I was asking myself why did he do that for??
and when d second i grab my seat.. suddenlly i donno why tears started to burst out of my face!! T.T
Maisarah was 'eh, eeling kenape?? jgnlah menangis!! awk dah buat yg terbaikkan..'
And Ghalib was trying to calm me down..

The feelings that i felt that time was.. i felt i did my best but still wasnt that good..
i was quite dissapointed with myself.. and i felt i never want to do this ujian lisan anymore!!
Still crying and having my head laying on d table.. my classmates start coming to me and calm me down.. i couldnt stop crying that time after i felt how badly ive done..
but thx so much for my classmates for understanding my probs..

Still having my head on d table.. suddenly Mr.Ghalib called my name..
'eeling.. cikgu tahu masalah awk.. baik jgnlah nanggis lagi..' then my heart started to gloomed when he say 'oklah eeling.. cikgu bagi awk A utk ujian lisan..'
Gosh.. i donno whether he did this to calm me down or wat.. but my frens say yea u did ur best and u deserve it.. i was still lost and felt devastated.. =.=

On d bright side, finally i stopped crying.. =)
But both my eyes looked completely swolen.. =.=
And i can barely open my eyes now.. haih..

All and all, i think ive somehow learned to overcome alittle of my fear..
The only thing is just to 'believe in myself!!'

Okay.. feeling quite exauted now..
And yea Liginn!! so sry for you!! Just stay strong always and remember i'll always be there for you if you need me yea.. =)
Adios!

-TeQueiro-

Tagged by Li Ginn.. <3

Lol.. sry for d delay post.. xP
Finally found time to do it! yay! and i would love to say thx liginn cos solving this quizes it helps me to relax my mind and get me away from stress.. =)

Hmm.. i'm not so sure bout d results.. hehe was quite shocked bout it cos it says that i'm an down-to-earth person.. lol i dont think so xP
Haha but yea i'm serious bout my love.. yea and its totally true that i would love to fall deeply in love with d right person!! xP

And yea is true that i'm afraid of failure.. but thx for d advice for being courageous..
Hmm.. but i'm not really afraid of how ppl look at me.. i'm more in afraid of what ppl think of me and am i being a good friend towards them =)
Gosh! bout d confidence thing.. thats not so true..
haih, telling the truth, i'm totally not confident in myself and lots of ppl always told me 'you should have confidence in youself..'

Anyways this is d result list..
Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

Yea.. thats it =)
gosh need to go finish up some work.. =.=
Life's still very stressful..

-TeQueiro-

Reliazing and Understanding...

Although i'm still in a bad mood.. but i start to realize something..
i know i had been really stressing out lately due to my school stuff and d hectic situation.. But if things dont get solved, it won't get any better.. =)

And Thx sooo much Liginn for being there.. i felt much better when i know someone cared bout me =)
again thx!! <3

What had happened it happened, is no use at all to cry over spilled milk..
This had helped me to realize and understand that no matter what had happened is d past and forget bout d bad days and bring on d good ones ahead..
Feeling depressed and devastated all d time just kills myself.. and to overcome it ive to change what i'm feeling now and try to accept everything back.. =)

Listening to my fav song in d past and understanding d amazing lyrics, it helped me to understand d situation that i'm going through now..

Some people laugh, Some people cry
Some people live, Some people die
Some people run right into the fire ,Some people hide their every desire ...

Some people fly ,Some people fall
Others pretend they don't care at all
If you want to fight I'll stand right beside you, The day that you fall I'll be right behind you
To pick up the pieces If you don't believe me, just look into my eyes 'Cause the heart never lies'...
(The heart never lies- Mcfly)

Finally ive understand that life's an obstacle to everyone and i know d heart never lies... <3
I have all tried my best to put up everything in life.. so, i should never give up life and should be stonger than this eventough is a tough and unfair life out there..

I'm still quite stress now bout my school stuff.. there's lots and lots of work and studying to be done.. time really flies and mid-year exam is just ahead of me.. my sej teacher just adviced me..eventough u're too stress in life, just believe in urself that u can go though everything.. dont think of the devils out there cause it will just put me in a worse situation..
I've finally understand that i should always believe in myself =)

Thank You Lord for giving back my strength and made me understand what ive gone through.. Also thank you for bringing back my trust and forget bout d bad days..
Thank You for saving me Lord.
Amen.

-TeQueiro-