Screwed it... SCREWED IT!!!

Gosh!!!
Cant believe this is happening again!!
Well as always expected.. =.=

It's my enemy WORST ENEMY = ADDMATH!!!
Ahhhh.... HATE you!!! Whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy....
*screams in great anger!!!*
Gee... i REALLY wanted to pass this time but... *urgh!!!*

Yea i know i didnt do my BEST enough!!
forgotten how to solve some ques... and stupid careless me!!
Like seriously!!!
this is d mid-term!! i really dont wanna messed up..
But i MESSED it up.. AHHHH!!!
HATE MYSELF for that!!!....

*urgh* cant believe i'm feeling sooooo devastated bout this...
although i really hated it..
but is for SPM sake!! i MUST pass!!
Guess God's giving me a lesson again..
Gotta really study hard this time.. =.=
No more daydreaming.. No more online-ing.. No more tv(Britain's got talent ROCKS!!) xD
Opps... see fooling around again.. =.=
Thats why la..
AHHHH!!!

Guess that i'm gonna screw up my chem and physics too...
Gee.. screwed paper 3 for physics.. and yea i guess it will go along with paper 2 and paper 1..
AH!! no mood to talk bout it anymore..

See i always hated this feeling..
Didnt study hard enough and BLAME myself to that..
Gosh is reallyx1000 hard!!
Tough life i know.. =.=
But i gonna go thru it no matter what!!!

So.. yea no matter how many papers i'm goin to screw this time..
Just try better on d next one and ofcos not screwing it again.. :)
Yea like everyone said 'NEVER GIVE UP!!'
Still have like bout 5 months before SPM..
We got time..
What five months??? huh??
Ok dont wanna get to it.. T.T

Well guess ive done expressing my feelings..
Still having examintaions tmr..
well, i know it only sivik and pjk..
But no screwing or tembak-ing..
haih gotta go open my books soon.. if not =.=

Okies..
still feeling 100% of regret-ness...
*heart tearing slowly...*
Gotta go hear emo songs again.. =.=

Ciao!
-TeQueiro-