The start of something new

Gee!

OMGG!!
*dare not to open up my very eyes*
It's... 2010 soon?!
Oh, good Lord.

Well, all i could say was...
2009 was just as speecless as i thought it would be,
As for the media,
From the death of the King of Pop to the rising star of Susan Boyle made up 2009..

But as for me,
The most incredible thing is..
-Finishing up my 11 years of schooling
-Gone thru lots of ups and downs with my friends
-And yet i LOVE them soo much :)
-Hmm, refering back to my older blogs, yea thats all i've been goin thru the whole 2009
-And the BEST was, being a super fangirl of KPOP! <3

Resolutions?
Thinking bout it, i dont really have one for next year or maybe yes?
Hmm, i cant really remember my resolutions for 2009..
Thou i may have accomplished some of them and some i may not,
But still i've learned to 13elieve in myself <3

Above all of that,
all i would say is,
Every new year that we go thru is the start of something new in our life!
So, cherish the every moment we have in our lives when we still have it :)
Although, time waits for no men.

Wishing everyone a very 'Happy New Year!'
Welcoming 2010!

-TeQueiro-

A craze for KPOP!

Annyong! *looks around and hope i got it rite*

Lately, something got into me.
Right after spm, well it was few months back,
All i've been doing since i cant really go out and i have all the time in the world..
Is...
'watching korean boy bands!'

LOL...
yea a BIG 'LOL' now..
Hmm, it was long enough to be caught in spanish songs and stuff.
And now Korean is my cup of tea :D *woots*
Ah, cant believe this, even my sis was like from spanish to korean..

Neways..
there are like thousand of reasons to LOVE them!!
Ofcos the MAIN and first of all..
They are all just unbelieable 'CUTEE!!' <333
Ahh gotta control myself..

Secondly, i would like thank my bestie, Christina for making me a fangirl!!
Gamsamida! :D
Love ya girl <3

God, been searching for pics and songs..
And this is really ADDICTIVE!!
Like literally i cant NEVER stop haha :D

My Favorites
-Super Junior <3
-Ft Island <3
-SHINee <3
-SS501
-U-Kiss
-2PM
-Big Bang
And the list goes on and on...

Gee, want to post up some of their pics,
But i'm scared i'll droll every single time!
Nevermind, i'll do it when i can conceal the addiction later :D

Ahhh...
I have no idea how i'll react if i am to see all of them face to face..
Like those crazy girls who goes CRAZY!!
Wait, now that reminded me of those crazy JoBros fan hahas..
Neways, all i know is i'm just gonna go on and be CRAZY like them :D

And as a crazy fangirl now,
I would like to take my demand..
To ask all of the kpop stars to visit Malaysia again!!!
*shouts in exictment!!*

Okies, gotta stop now..
Going crazy soon!

'SARANGHAE'

-TeQueiro-

Memories never die, but Love changes like fireflies

Woots!!

I can't conceal the exicitement i have in me now!
Well, nightmares are finally over!!
And i finally got the time to update my dead, dead blog.

Despite that, I'm officially done with my 11 years of schooling baby!
God, time really flies..
I'm caught by the moment when i was still in primary those days,
then getting into secondary with lots of bittersweet memories captured..

And now, i'm gonna face the REAL world, with REAL life!!
No way, now that's scary :(
Lots of my friends say, yea is nice to be free, but see we can't depend on our parents anymore when we consider ourself as 'free'..

Neways, now is time to relax and enjoy all i want..
Since, i didn't get to do so for the pass few months!
Gonna catch up with movies and shopping!!
But, there's always a problem, transport..!! urgh!!
So, thats why, driver's licences is the answer for it now..
Mummy, please, please, allow me to take it soon..

God, i'm missing all of my days in school :(
Well, we have gone thru it, and is time to let it go now..
'As we go on, we'll remember, all the times we, had together,
and as our lives change, come whatever, we'll still be, friends forever!'

I'm trying to keep in touch with everyone now..
I'm soo missing you guys :(
Well, we'll be seing each other again in 3 months time..
Ahh, and not forgetting NS!!
Urgh, i don't even know which batch am i in..
Neways forget bout it for a moment.

Yay, now i can watch as many 'Super Junior' vids i want!! <333
I <3 you, Henry Lau! Saranghae!!
Please come to Malaysia!! lols..

Okies,ciao!
-TeQueiro-

Trying to Get Up...

... after i fell.

Words couldn't describe how i am now and how i'm feeling now..
Sometimes, i even blamed myself.
In just 1 month time, seriously what can i ever do?
Time is really challenging me now..

But somehow, there were times where i had a strong feeling, yea a strong one,
to SKIPPED school!!
I know everyone thinks going to school is completely useless now..
And so do i think it that way..
Thinking bout it, the problem is not bout that..
But, deep inside me i feel that EVERTHING seemed to be fading away in me like literally..
Especially in class :(
That's the worst time for me to try to not making friends at this stage, but having a close friend of my own..
I know i have hashima with me sometimes, but it is a different thing when it comes to class friends.. wait, this is confusing i know..
Sometimes, i would think the problem is me to didnt have the urge to get up to people and talk to them.. i know but i'm different and it is very tough for me to ever do so..
But, i suddenly reliazed that, if i dont ever to that, i'll be left out all alone!!
Now, this is what i called the harsh and sabotaged world :(

Despite that, i'm trying my very best, well, pouring out everything in me,
for... the sake of SPM!!!
And is very, yea infact very difficult to sit down and study like literally really studying..
Well, i have really no idea what God has for me, all i got to do it, believe in myself and follow my heart wherever it leads me to..

Amen.

-TeQueiro-

Dios me guarda!!

Damn, my blog is totally dying..
And not just that, everything seemed to be dying in me now..

A month just passed by like that..
Can God be fair for once??
Yea is an unfair world, everyone knows..

!@#$%^&*...
yea.. now thats SPM!!
Why must you be sooo NEAR yet sooo FAR?!?
Grr...

Dear Lord, help me! Guide me! Heal me! For You are my saviour, I've fully relay my life onto You. Lead me to the right path, Lord. I Love You, Jesus for I know You'll always be by my side.
Give me the fullest strength to go thru all of the struggles, Lord. Amen.

PS: Might not be updating till SPM is over! T.T
Life's just gonna suck now.. =.=

Books will teach you how to fly...

Just when i was about to give up on books,

Then came this awesome idea i found in Deviantart about the true meaning of books.

I was gazed by this photography by a talented photographer,

And he gave a strong meaning thru his art work..

This is what he said in making this beautiful capture,

'I always wanted to do something with books, I just finally used the idea. This time it's alittle closer on what i had in mind. I really love books... And i really think books can teach you how to fly.'

He brought a strong meaning about the beauty of books..

Thus, is no wasting time at all by just reading a single book!

Everyone knows reading is a good past time,

So, why not make good use of reading..

Knowledge is yet to be gained, and is depended on us if we really want it.

All in all,

I finally realises the true meaning of reading :)

And, i'm gonna promise myself to atleast read a single book a day..

And not forgetting to also read on for trials and exams too..

Eventough it might be a total bore!

Dear all of my bookie,

here i come! :)

-TeQueiro-

Don't give a damn to...

... My Longed hollidays!!

Despite being stranded at home with books..

How i wish i could just watch a MOVIE!!

Gosh mum!? =.='

I know the H1N1 thingy is spreading REAL fast and is getting more and more serious,

But cant i just go watch a single movie??

Aghhhhh!!Well, the movies that i longed wasnt actually out in the theaters yet..

Few of them are '500 days of summer' and 'The time traveller's wife'

I'll be waiting you guys in the theaters soon ya :) if only i get a chance too..

Not just that, damn trials!!! cant time just go fast for once.. i cant stand the pressure of it anymore! HELP!! There's like soooo much to study, and i admit i have not EVEN touch a book yet.. well, despite going to tuition class yesterday with a total blur face :( i know addmath was a total bore, but bare with me.. i'm trying somehow to love it, opps i mean like it and just PASSED it once for trials sake!! alright?!

Really gotta go visit my books now.. Tyring my best to put the movies aside for a second :( Sorry but i promised mum that i'll be studying! yea rite! =.=

-TeQueiro-

Vivo o no??

Finally...
Blessed that i'm still so called 'alive' to finally update my dead,dead blog..
A week of killer with trials was... gah no words could describe that =.='
And not to mention, there's still MORE to come after my longed hols...
Damn, cant hols be relaxing and get a second to put mi brain away from books??

Arggggg!!!!
Feeling soooo weird now...
Dont know if i should start studying or just slapped myself up when is finally time to do so..

Gah.. felt so lazy to blog now..
So long bloggie,
Will be back, i hope :)
PS: wish i would be in a still good condition after trials had finally end...

-TeQueiro-

Refraining myself...

Tensed, Tensed, Tensed...

Urgh!!!
Why? WHY? why...??
Does time really got to FLY??
Can't it wait for me??

Damn!
Is time, is time..
Is TIME to get serious ppl!!
Yea i repeat SERIOUS!!!

And is time for me to REFRAIN from the laptop..
Refrain from the tv..
Refrain from JoBros?!...
Wait!! oopps.. not the jobros!! :'(

Well, setting up my target is kinda the hardest thing to do..
Thinking bout it, i feel so suffocating.. gosh!!
Is sooo much for a science student..
Like all i'm targetting is NONE of it T.T
Is it too much for me??

All i could do now is to believe that i CAN do it!!
And do the BESTEST i ever can...
Never give up hope!!
Stand up when i ever fall down..
Eventough i may need help to get up, i know i can!
I trust myself!! I believe i can!!
Yea!!!

Okies.. enough of encouragement for now..
Its time for me to go on a hiatus from now on..
Show that i can leave without them!!
And i'm starting to strand myself with books!!
Thats all i'm asking for.. and is all i could do..

So, annoucing blog dead!!
HIATUS!!!

Ciao!.. Hasta Luego!!

-TeQueiro-

Beaten Up...

Gah i'm totally speechless now..
Caught with a cold and body ache..
Yea is the best time for me now to skip school..
WTH??

The camp was an experience but the word 'fun' wasnt the true side for me..
Well, i wasnt regret goin for it, and the seminars was good. well, yea good tips for spm..
And getting to know more ppl from Uni's was great too,
But, the games wasnt really fun after all, for me.

Okies.. done talking bout the camp=.=
Now i think im getting fever soon..
Gah common, first cold then body aching
Well, it all comes in a package!!
And, felt abit lost that i missed school today..
Hmm guess i havent been missing school tis yea, havent i?

And everyone knows nightmare is VERY near!!
So, guess i might have to study all by myself today..
Life sucks!! iknow...
Dont wanna talk bout it.. T.T

Feel like dozzing off again after having like 10 hours of sleep..
Well what to do, both my eyes looked like pandas =.='
Tensed much!!
Ok.. Ciao!

-TeQueiro-

Bon Ordori 2009~

I can conclude it was a harvoc day..

From heavy trafic to squeezing-sardins in car =.=

And was overall a good experience of japanese culture..

Although things there dont worth a penny..

Gah.. there's a harvoc situation when i was on my way to randy's house

My dad got an urgent call that time, as so he was trying his best to get me there on time..

And... yea we all understands malaysians..

Uncivilised much??

I know, my dad forgotten to signal as he was about to make a turn,

and a motorbike from no where came!! WTH?

But with God's grace, we are all safe..

Literally, not everyone can accept it =.='

The aged man who drove the motorbike went chasing my dad from the back!!

AHHHH!!! what he wants?? my dad didnt even hit a tiny bit on ur OLD bike.. =.='

Common..! And a sour look came out of him.. he started scolding my dad in hindi? tamil?

Whatever.. but my dad didnt wanna take on a fight cause he not the kind of person at all!

And good that dad can control his temper and said sorry for like 10 times till the uncivilised man finally dissapears from our sight =.=' Gosh!!

Well, forget bout the situation that almost brought me to tears =.='

Go on to the fun part!!

Yea, Bon Ordori..! lols didnt know what it meant till LiGinn told me..

It was a japanese ghost festival something like that..

Everything went fine yesterday..

Ahem, minus the packy crowd and the well so packy transport too xP

And not forgetting, i was force to drink a 3.5% alcoholic drink =.=

Yea thx to LiGinn and randy.. you guys have nothing better to do huh?? lols

And thx Bryan for saving my day!! but i guess in the end randy finished it?? lols

Hmm.. dancing time was fun too!

And gotta say was pretty easy xP

It was great that lots of ppl participate in it, and so was us!

Well, expect for Bryan =.='

And he drank the 3.5% alcholic drink thingy like water.. lols

Me was suffering to get a seep of it =.='

Haih guess what LiGinn said was true.. we are still immature!! xD

Lots of ppl were wearing kimonos.. izit? lols

And professionals camera!! ahhh! i want one! dad when are you giving urs to me?? :P

Well, mi leg is aching badly!

What can i say, walking like 100 miles thru and fro.. =.=

Yea good exersice everyone!!

And for good sake, i managed to reach home before 12 midnight!!

WooHoo!! xP but mum wasnt happy bout it..

Because she fallen asleep and dad opened the gate..

So, she thought i came home that late till she fallen asleep =.='

And dozed off right after i got onto my bumpy bed!

Comfort finally!! hahas..

And haih found out i lost or misplace some stuff somewhere..

See the careless me!! :'(

Good that i didnt lose the doughball? yoyo ball? lols..

Thx randy for that..

Now.. wondering bout SPM!!
Hmm.. how i wish it was a fairytale, so it wasnt true lols..
Urgh!! trials, trials, trials!!
Makes me wanna cry! T.T
Saludos...

The Dancers! :) Impressive!

Lols the 5 bucks ice-cream.. my chocolate, LiGinn's vanilla and Bryan's... Sakae? (japanese wine)

Wanted to upload more but there's always an error with blogger =.=' Anyways, thx for making it fun everyone! :) And now... Nightmare!!! Dont wanna mention it =.=... haih, hw, hw and homeworks!! Dozzing off!

-TeQueiro-

My cheap eraser =.='

Lols...

Since i have nothing to post, thought of posting bout yesterday :)
Had so much fun scribble-ing on the table with Christina hahas
Shhh!! (should keep this silent, if not mr.Joshua gonna get us..) x)

And gosh!!
Yea, yea i know my eraser is cheap xP

Hahas, wat was funny, was... we wrote,
From cheap eraser to christmas?? xD

Hahas thx for bluetooth-ing the pic for me :)
And thx bryan for his superb camera :)

PS: i'll get a new eraser soon, dont worry xD

Hmm.. thx for making it fun, christina :) helped me to released some stress.. everyone knows trial is VERY near =.=' and ive been trying my very best to brush up everything.. eventough it might be impossible, but with God everything is possible :)

And.. gah i felt bad, suppose to stayback in school alomst like everyday to revise with hashimah.. sry, i admit that i'm lazy to do so :'( i'll try my best to stay ya.. with addmath and chemistry flooding my brain, i can say i'm dying T.T Okies, think bout it, 2 weeks ppl, 2 weeks!!! *dead*

Gotta go force myself to trash books into mi tiny brain.. life sucks i know :( help!!

-TeQueiro-

Hazzy- Dizzy or not...?

Lols.. Gah what a day?
Wait, let me add some adjectives :P
My, What a weird day!?
That sounds better :)

Yea, weird?
From hazzy morning to bright noon..
How do that sound?
I know i may be weird now.. but hello, this is even MORE weird! rite?

Well, we all thought it might be hols tmr is the weird haze stayed long enough =.='
Gah, guess we are not allowed to have hols after all :'(
Thx for that mother nature.. x)

Oh yea, btw..
Just had lunch with one of my long lost aunt :)
Nice meeting you again :)
It was a fun and delicious lunch x)
And gah.. got some dicouragement from my experience aunt..
See, we are indeed of nurses these days..
And so was my well, dream to be a nurse..
Lols, didnt knew my aunt was a nurse few years back..
And gah!! heart-felt when she says 'no way you could be a nurse, dear..' :'(
Is tough!! well, lifes tough =.=
And what was funny was, 'eh, you can stand all the sh** and ..... the patients make..'
And in return thats what i'll be doing like everyday =.='
Nooo... i know how tough is like now.. but if i wont try it, i wouldnt know and get thru it like you guys :)
So, i can do it!! Confidence! :)

Hmm, another funny thing,
while we were having lunch, grandma met into her friend..
And in my shock-ness, i thought he was a chinese..
I didnt get a look at him because he was right behind of me..
So, my grandma was like ' eh, 'Ah Lee... *cantonese..* lols'
And so i thought he was a chinese as he spoke fluent cantonese!!
Lols.. then found out he was a malay..
And his name is Ali, not Ah Lee =.='
Lols joke of the day..

Okies gtg..
Ps: cheer up sis, i know yesterday was a dissapointment about the JoBros album thingy..
Well, yea from friendly speedy to flirty interns in Rock Corner =.='
Think on the bright side, we may be goin to Pavillion next week ya :)
And fingers crossed!! x)

Dozzing off..
zzzzzzzzzzz

Ciao
-TeQueiro-

Everything I own

You sheltered me from harm.
Kept me warm, kept me warm
You gave my life to me
Set me free, Set me free
The finest years I ever knew
were all the years I had with you

I would give anything I own,
Give up my life, my heart, my home.
I would give everything I own,
just to have you back again.

You taught me how to love,
What its of, what its of.
You never said too much,but still you showed the way,
and I knew from watching you.
Nobody else could ever know
the part of me that can't let go.

Is there someone you know,
you're loving them so,
but taking them all for granted.
You may lose them one day,
someone takes them away,
and they don't hear the words you long to say.

Gah.. i ADORE this song!!
I know, its an old song..
But Vanessa Hudgens did a great job performing it :)
Somehow, i felt it related to me..
Telling me to appreciate everything i've owned :)
And not being a snob all the time..

Well, so wanna watch this movie!! Saw the trailer and it was amazing! Not that i'm a fan of Vanessa nor Alyson.. but i love the sense of humor and romance in it :) Cant wait!! :P

Go BANDSLAM!!!

PS: life's so bored.. urgh!! How bored can it get being a 'nerd'.. Hello, trials is about 3 weeks away.. God save me!! =.=

-TeQueiro-

Even the best falls down sometimes...

... even the wrong words seemed to rhyme

Gee, gah, oohh, err, ugh... ok stop!!
This totally sounded like i'm in great pain =.='
Well, yea!! it's true.. PAIN!!

Okies..
I'm wondering, everyone said this will be our last year in school..
So.. enjoy?? Cherish every moment?? Throw away the enermies, and bring back the friends..
And so am the 'blur me' trying my ass out in fufil everyone of that...

But...
See, not just that what life's about...
Life's about going thru all the wild yet yea PAINFUL challenges in life...
And yea the shady world..

So, 'NO PAIN NO GAIN...'
This is what i'm trying to be focusing on till nightmare's here..
Yea in life, we must go thru some PAIN..
Hmm.. wondering who always says this??

Neeways..
STRESS!!!
What everyone is goin thru.. so am i?
Is just like 'no stress no life...'
Yea stick to that.. if not life will be screwed...

Another point is...
Everyone must understand that no one is PERFECT nor yea PeRfEcT...
So is extremely okay to make mistakes in life?
And yet ppl still doenst seem to understand that...
Remember, is not the end of life yet if you happened to make a mistake...
Well, until someone is willing to apologize to you...

Despite sometimes, well yea sometimes,
well maybe most of the time,wished I could fly..
And just when I'm about to spread my arms and fly, reality slaps me in the face.
And a pretty hard one at that.

Okay, i think ive expressed enough what i wanted to...
And gah, not forgetting the pressuring yet annoying teachers...
Who never stop reminding us bout SPM trials..
Yea pressure much..!! =.=

Guess.. life's just have to be like that,
Just gotta go wake up from my fantasy world..
And eventually face this REAL world...

So, WAKE UP!!!
Ciao..

-TeQueiro-

Jump off the Clift!!

Damn!!
Is the month of July??...
Que?? In just a TOTALLY blink of my eyes...
Hmm.. thinking of what ive learned for this 6 months?
Am i ready for SPM?? =.=
And not to mention.. T.T
Trials!!!!

And not forgetting one MAIN nightmare and torture...
Well, i really dont know what i'm feeling bout this..
Everyone said i'm d lucky one.. and yet i'm feeling alittle confuse bout this =.=
Okay.. 'I GOT INTO NATIONAL SERVICE!!!'
yea wth??...
Thx randy for d bad news before i got to check it myself..
And you guys are soooo lucky!!! :'(

Well, lols thx to tianhui for spearding d news in my class bout it.. =.=
And thx for congratulating me on this torturing but yet to be an experience thingy..
AHH!! how i wish my frens could be there.. =.='
Hope i wouldnt be lonely there..
And my mum kinda got shock of her life when i told her.. she was like checking d sms for thousands times... and she started to give me lecture on how to take care of my health.. =.='
Gosh.. this is going to be a serious thing for me..

Okay.. gtg stop thinking bout this..
SPM is still in our hands ppl!!
So.... concentrate!!! forget bout this torture thingy first...
Eventough it might haunt me at times..
But... yea what we should be putting into our minds are 'SPM, SPM, SPM... (x1000 more)'
Got it?? xP
Okay that brought me to a migrain!! X)
Wondering how should i go thru this =.=
And urgh.. gtg to damn school camps.. if not gotta do essays T.T
yea thx sooo much *....................!! X)

Okies gtg trash some books into me brain...
Needing entertaiment badly... =.=
Ciao!

-TeQueiro-

R.I.P Michael Jackson...

He was the 'King of Pop'
He was the greatest legend in music
His songs touches the whole world...

And his tragic and unexpected death stunned the whole world...

We'll always remember you that brought music to live!! Although i wasn't a big fan of his, but his music did touched me :)

Rest In Peace, Michael Jackson.

-TeQueiro-

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Well, despite MJ's death... i had an emotional breakdown in school again.. it was my sensitive side of me thats still haunting me..

And thats a part why i'm suffering in my results... Good that dad understands.. And now what ive to do is try my best to take away the fear and move on!! Btw, thx Madam Chang for the encouragement :)

Anyways.. felt better now and i just had the most shocking haircut.. lols well, just a haircut but i gotta admit i didnt really like it.. I didnt want it to be that short, but grandma asked to do so :( but i think i looked like a complete different person.. lol hope i wont stunned anyone xP

Okies.. had a stressful day.. gotta go take a rest.. gah!! why's school on tmr =.=

ciaos!

Please Don't Stop The Rain...

I dont know where I crossed the line

Was it something that I said

Or didn't say this time?

And I don't know if it's me or you

I can see the skies are changing

No longer shades of blue

I don't know which way it's gonna go

And if it's going to be a rainy day

Theres nothing we can do to make it change

We can pray for sunny weather

But that won't stop the rain

You're feeling like you've got no place to run

I can be your shelter til it's done

We can make this last forever

So please don't stop the rain...

Oh, were a little closer now

In finding what life's all about

Yeah, I know you just cant stand it

When things don't go your way

But we've got no control over what happens anyway...

PS: This song cheered me up alot after going thru the hard times...

And yea we had a great time during father's day :)

And am so happy that i could get to watch night at d museum :)

Aww... miss the JoBros cheerubs!! <3

But good times will always comes to an end...

Ive no idea how i'm goin to get my punishment now...

It's really sad, i know...

But is my fault, and i'll have to face it myself

And show some improvements...

Yea believe in myself, i can do it!! :)

Hope so...

Ciao!

-TeQueiro-

I'm losing myself... T.T

I've never felt so depressed and devastated till today..
I've put myself to my lowest ebb.. and myself had been fully destroyed!!
This is the hardest situation ive ever been into and suffering it..

I know is ALL my fault on not studying hard enough!!
Gah.. ive no idea what is happening to me!!!!
I feel like i'm totally not studying and is like i'm giving up my hopes.. T.T
Yea life sucks!!
Ahh i feel like killing myself!!

How? What? Why?...
Ive been asking myself..
Is it because i cant take all the subjects espeacially addmath!!
And why cant i show myself any improvements???

Is no use at all to cry over spilled milk now..
Is too late...
Is all my fault!! and no one else =.=

It is tough, everyone knows..
But how they get thru it but not me??
What is going on with me!!! T.T
Seriously!!! Ive never want to be in this condition...
But... i'm in it right now!!
The WORST nightmare ive ever had!!

Getting in almost the far most position in my class...
OMG!!! could this be any WORST!!
Even those monsters could beat me.. =.='
Ive never been care enough of my position all along but i couldnt stop thinking when i'm being put into the ..... GOSH!!! KILL ME ALREADY!!! T.T

Gah.. now how am i suppose to explain to my parents???
This is the hardest issue that i'm going thru...
They wouldnt believe their ears..
GAH!!! i cant stand this anymore...

Had been breaking down lately...What am i doing!!! crying over my STUPID mistakes???
Gosh thats why... T.T

See... time is passing by like thunder!!!
When am i going to get the time to brush up everything!!! =.=
I counldnt even score in those that i want to... !!!! urgh...
And making myself failing....
FAILURE!!!!

Now i'm thinking bout my future!!!
Ahh gosh... ive totally lost my mind on that..
What ppl said 'yea never give up'... have confidence!! WTH??
Maybe seriously i'm not following those sayings.. =.=

...............................?????
T.T
T.T
T.T.......

(needing a cheer up so badly.. and some counseling!!)
=.=

Hating myself!!
God save me!!!

-TeQueiro-

PARANOID!!!

OMJ!? lols...

Gah there's so many thing that are making me paranoid now..

First.. i hate to say it but ive to 'Hello NIGHTMARE, Goodbye Hols=.='

Well, secondly..

Today after church my whole family when to d curve

Haih lunch time was a headache..

well my bad cos i wanted to eat at IKEA restaurant
and i know there's always a hectic to get a sit..
so we went wondering for sits and after like 5 mins.. finally gotten a sit..
well, a small table just nicely fit 4 of us (me,sis,bro and mum) dad's quite full so he could go shopping 1st.. lol
And good that d food there is well delicious!! lols i missed their meatballs :)

Than later, me and my sis went walking around.. and when dad's here we're on d way walking to d carpark

And this is where it all happened!!

Gosh!! You rock Speedy!!! xD

Gah.. we cant believe our eyes when we saw d poster of well 'JONAS BROTHERS' me and my sis's main obssesion!!

And MORE surprisingly.. well not really.. d poster said their new album is out!!!

Like WTH??

Once my sis saw that ofcos she couldnt help but to pull my hand and 'OMG!! eeling!! JoBros!! ahhhh.. wat out now..??' =.=' lols... She was sooooo CRAZY!!

And we ran right into speedy to check it out...

LOLS my dad was like giving d usual face and laughed at d silly us..

hmm... he must be wondering 'look at my obssessed daughters.. pathetic??' lols

And my sis ran to d counter... and d guy was like so blur when my sis asked him

She was like 'eh d jobros album is out???'

And d guy.. 'huh?? oh wait ar...'

He ran to d cd section and we followed him..
Haihs.... 'oh d album is not out yet.. sry' wat???

Lols my sis was mumbling bout if it is not out yet, than why are they putting d poster there??

hahas made her heart drop only xP

Well d main date is 16th of june (for d u.s) and 17th ( d whole world i think)
Haih how i wish im working in d recording company than i could be d 1st to own d album??... xD

well here's my yet exited sis... lols well, thats her expression after finding out that is not OUT yet..

And check out her new hair!! lols tomato xP

okies.. haih now trying my best to finish up my addmath project =.=

All d best for results everyone!! well, ive no idea how many papers am i goin to screw this time..

ciaos -TeQueiro-

Look who's turning 17...

... My Bestie LiGinn!! <3

Aww.. so glad that i could spend ur bday with you
Eventough it was a day later.. :)
Hope you had great fun!!
And dont forget to put on d bracelet! xD

And here's alittle tribute to our friendship <3

Was taken in sakae sushi.. aww dont she looked pretty xD

PS. wanted to post our old pics but stucked in my dad's comp.. =.=
Hmm.. will find some time to get it here one day ya :)

Anyways,
I'm just soooo glad that our friendship will last for so long!
Aww... you'll always be my bestie forever!! <3
Love ya~!
See ya soon~! :)

dang was accually delaying this post.. didnt get to use d comp lately.. you know my sis =.=

And not forgetting!! addmath project!!.... zzzzz lols yea finally left part 3!! hmm d hardest part duh!! and good that ive examples to follow.. but copying isnt really a good idea.. so, yea.. wat was i thinking again?? yea COPY!! xD gosh!! pathetic me!!.... xP

Okies, gee schools reopening... and nightmare's getting pretty near!! very near i mean!! T.T well, gtg enjoy my hols fully before we have to face d challenge!! ur rite suxin.. lols enjoy!? ok wat am i bable-ing about.. anyways, gtg finish up my project.. =.=

Ciaos -TeQueiro-

We want our money back...

Que Pasa??

*Big sign...*

Wat a long day...
Woke up early in d morning today to send my aunt home back to ipoh in d pudu station..
AHH i'm gonna miss ya aunt baby!! take care and have a safe journey :) lols thats what ive been telling her before she left..

Well, later my family and i went all d way to midvalley..
For a movie ofcos..
Gosh it was only like 10am, and there's a HUGE crowd already =.=
So, we waited for like almost half and hour till we got d tickets..
And.. we couldn't get to catch d 11am movie, so we had to go for d 1pm movie..
Gee cant believe how much noise my dad made just because we'll be wasting 2 hours of shopping before d movie..
Common daddy!!
is d hols.. lets shop!! i know he hated shopping and midvalley arent a place for guys.. so sry daddy :)

Okies.. now to d movie part
We watched monster vs. alien in 3D!!
Gah gotta say it was a CUTE and FUNNY movie!!


BUT there's one BIG problem...
Unfortunately d 3D effect doensnt seem to work =.=
Gee it took like almost half an hour for d effect to came out.. and
lots of ppl had been complaning.. well not as bad as my day
Gah.. wouldnt believe how MAD my dad got..
He was kinda having a moody day.. and yet this happens
As usual he likes to fight for his rights..
So, after d movie ended, he went all d way to back to d counter and consult d manager

Well, all i could do is to run away with my sis to a corner to get away from d embarrasement.. xD
And my dad when on and on complaning..
Like seriously forget bout it!!
He wouldnt give up no matter what..

And finally after minutes of complaning..
It was finally GOOD NEWS!!
We got back our refund!!
thats means = we watched d movie for FREE!!! LOLS...
All thank to my beloved daddy..

Anyways yea thats what made today a long day..
And not to forget..

Happy Birthday to my grandma!!!

Just got home from dinner with my cousins..
And hope she had great fun with us!
~Hope you have a healthy and greater years ahead <3

Before i end, there's something that i thought was funny..
My sis was trying to irratate Hannah Montana! LOL

Lols was taken in midvalley :)

Okies.. gah only 1 week of hols left??

Wasted my 1 week goin to much bananas of relaxing and dreaming =.= and totally forgetting bout my addmath project T.T Urgh!!!

Gtg finish it up.. if not i'm totally failing for my addmath!! DEAD!!! =.=

Ciaos!
-TeQueiro-

Tanggled Up...

Untangle me!!!

Lol.. i'm just TOO bored =.=
Good that ive d time to come and blog :)

Gosh!!!
How bored can i get...
Urgh grounded at home, stuck, suspended, you name it...
Hols do sucked sometimes.. but school sucked MORE xD

*Sign*
Suppose to finish up my addmath project but...
The LAZY me didnt want to take d initiative to move eventough ive already had examples to guild me.. btw thx randy for it :)

And yea one of my aunt just got down from ipoh for a visit :)
Thx for coming and accompany d bored me here.. lols
But despite that, i'm STILL bored.. =.='

And Gosh!!
Thx eevonne for showing me d Joe Jonas Vid!!
AHHH!! Funny and Hott!! lols..
He danced to 'single ladies'..
Gosh for those Joe jonas fans out there is a 'MUST' watch!! xP

And yea everythime i wanna log in to Facebook..
Gosh is always sooo LAGGY!!!
Haih give up logging in there and came to blog here :)

Okies..
Wanna watch some tv and praying mum will take me out soon..
Cause i cant stand d walls in my room anymore.. feels like is getting smaller and nearer to me..
anyways.. yea is kinda a good time for me to catch up my spanish again after two years..
Si!! no que soy hablan?? jeje..
Saludos! Hasta Luego..

Ciao
-TeQueiro-

Farewell 'The Hills'...

OMG!!

How could my all time favorite reality show end??

I LOVE you LAUREN CONRAD!!

Gosh!! can't explain how much drama d show had since season 1 till season 5...

And yea since LAGUNA BEACH!!

Ive been watching laguna beach and been following The Hills till now..

And GAH!! cant believe is the end of everything!!

Im gonna miss you lauren!!

But i still cant believe that lauren could get thru her total drama life...

From her frictions of friendships with Heidi that they finally are friends really touches me!!

And Spencer!!! cant believe this shady guy that everyone hated had changed into a speechless man.. you better take GOOD care of Heidi!!

And not forgetting d other cast...

Stephanie, Lo, Audrina, Brody, Justin, Whitney(now in the city) etc.

AHH!! i missed d moment in Laguna beach where lauren and stephen were sooo cute together!!

Gah ofcos there's always a B**** that destroys everything..

cant believe d biatch is in d 6th season!! like wth are you doin there?? thats why lauren isnt in d 6th season.. AHHH!!!

Urgh so d drama still continues...

But good that lauren is out of everything and hope she does have a great life onwards without drama that used to fall everytime..

Im gonna miss The Hills!!

Hope lauren will be back! :)

And now i'm following 'Keeping up with d kardashians!!'

Woopss!! LOVE it so much! lols..

Love d humor, drama, and just everything that d family has!!

Espeacially Khole and Kim Kardashians are my favs! :)

Gosh goodness is d hols i get to watch them.. yays!

And this kept me away from being bored :)

But urgh... still have addmath project to be done..

And not to forget SPM T.T

Okies..

wanna go watch mtv movie awards! and d finale of the hills again :)

ciaos!

-TeQueiro-

Tough holidays...

Gee.. how should i start!?
Well just got home from my school camp yesterday..
and one word tells it all 'EXHAUSTING'

Well eventough i got home colapssed on my beloved bed..
But thoughout i guess it was a quite fun camp..
And yea most of my classmates say this will be their first and last camp ever!!
Hahas.. i guess i'll be in d same boat too.. but if i ever got to go to NS, i'll be delighted.. seriously?

And yea one thing thats really KILLING me now..
Ive had d WORST muscle cramp now!!
I can barely make a movement T.T even lifting up my leg to walk!! *cry*...
Haih, with all those killing yet sufffering activities ex. wall climbing(thats d worst!!), flying fox(yea was fun evenotugh i waited for like damn freaking 2 hours till my turn =.=), the totally 'SICK' obstacle course( yea thats d main reason why i am suffering from d bad muscle ache) and yea almost forgot the fun yet tiring journey for d jungle trekking.. well yea you wont believe how hard it was to be in d dark in a jungle.. but for me it was kinda ok.. lols just because tis was my forth time?? going for jungle trekking in the dark..

Gosh so damn exhauted.. =.=
Got up like at almost at d noon today.. good that grandma allows me to sleep :)
After the suffering camp that i got to sleep at 2am and wake up at 5..
yea thats what called camp!! got to take it..
and felt like im gonna catch a cold soon.. having a bad headache too
guess i gotta go get a good rest.. and yea thx is hols :)

I think i should cut in short in this post.. my sis told me my blog looked too like a bored jounal
lols.. okies i know i'm a boring person..
Hmm.. there's something on my mind which i counldnt forget that happened yesterday when we were heading home from my school camp..
Gosh i cant believe how careless was i =.=
As everyone knew, we're all having a very exhausting time when we're about to head home..
Since i was in d last bus.. so we got to wait till is our turn to get into the truck to get our way to d bus which is a long long journey =.=
so, we're waiting and waiting and i was getting restless.. and finally after like almost an hour, there're still places for me to fit into d truck.. so i just get into it carrying one of my largage..
And d silly CARELESS me, i totally forgotten bout my baclpack which i suppose to be carrying..
*urgh* you wont believe how nervous i was that time.. cause i left my purse and yea handphone in it =.= but omg thx goodness i had a kind help from my teacher and he asked d driver to take d trouble to take me all d way up just to get my bagpack.. gosh! now thats where i learned my lessons..

Okies yea gotta stop bout d camp already.. my hands are aching and it wouldnt allow me to type anymore.. =.=
Now im thinking how to make full use of my hols.. yea yea all my teacher had been reminding us 'use your time wisely!!' SPM is around d corner!! Ah kill me already!! =.='
And guess hols wont be much a hols already.. since i have to finish up my addmath project which i barely know what to do... Help??

Oh yea and i finally got to watch Britain's got talent!!
AHHH!! Congrats Diversity!! but wow shocker that susan boyle didnt win..

Okies.. damn exhauted now..
Whole body starts to ache =.=
Btw, HAPPY HOLIDAYS everyone!!

-TeQueiro-

It's haunting me again...

Mood: 100% sadness, devastated, depressed, you name it.

Guess God havent answer my prayers yet..
The FEAR is STILL hauting me!!
And this time was WORST!
I had the worst BREAK DOWN ever! T.T

Gosh dont wanna talk bout it...
It gonna makes me more SAD...
But i wanna thank everyone who had gave lots of support to me all along.
And i'm sooo sry for my team that i couldnt talk my part..
Forgive me guys =.=

After getting a great encouragement from Pn.Suneeta
Ive felt much better and yea everyone have their own weeknesses..
And we gotta go thru it no matter what..
But confidence is always an issue for me =.=
*urgh*

I'm trying somehow to cheer up..
And the only way is to believe in myself..
But i still felt ive NEVER changed T.T
AHH!! remembering the words that my old teacher used to tell me
'never underestimate urself.. dont let the fear haunt you..'
Gosh i miss you Ms.Maria!!

And just been hearing 'The Climb' all over and over...
I just love d lyrics..
Yea 'there's always gonna be another mountain...'

Okies..
i dont wanna go on...
if not i'm gonna break down again =.=

Oh Lord, help me!
Give me back my strength, take away my fear, heal me, guild me!
Amen.

-TeQueiro-

Screwed it... SCREWED IT!!!

Gosh!!!
Cant believe this is happening again!!
Well as always expected.. =.=

It's my enemy WORST ENEMY = ADDMATH!!!
Ahhhh.... HATE you!!! Whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy....
*screams in great anger!!!*
Gee... i REALLY wanted to pass this time but... *urgh!!!*

Yea i know i didnt do my BEST enough!!
forgotten how to solve some ques... and stupid careless me!!
Like seriously!!!
this is d mid-term!! i really dont wanna messed up..
But i MESSED it up.. AHHHH!!!
HATE MYSELF for that!!!....

*urgh* cant believe i'm feeling sooooo devastated bout this...
although i really hated it..
but is for SPM sake!! i MUST pass!!
Guess God's giving me a lesson again..
Gotta really study hard this time.. =.=
No more daydreaming.. No more online-ing.. No more tv(Britain's got talent ROCKS!!) xD
Opps... see fooling around again.. =.=
Thats why la..
AHHHH!!!

Guess that i'm gonna screw up my chem and physics too...
Gee.. screwed paper 3 for physics.. and yea i guess it will go along with paper 2 and paper 1..
AH!! no mood to talk bout it anymore..

See i always hated this feeling..
Didnt study hard enough and BLAME myself to that..
Gosh is reallyx1000 hard!!
Tough life i know.. =.=
But i gonna go thru it no matter what!!!

So.. yea no matter how many papers i'm goin to screw this time..
Just try better on d next one and ofcos not screwing it again.. :)
Yea like everyone said 'NEVER GIVE UP!!'
Still have like bout 5 months before SPM..
We got time..
What five months??? huh??
Ok dont wanna get to it.. T.T

Well guess ive done expressing my feelings..
Still having examintaions tmr..
well, i know it only sivik and pjk..
But no screwing or tembak-ing..
haih gotta go open my books soon.. if not =.=

Okies..
still feeling 100% of regret-ness...
*heart tearing slowly...*
Gotta go hear emo songs again.. =.=

Ciao!
-TeQueiro-

Know Your ROCKSTAR!! = enemy xP

LOL...

Despite being totally stressed out for exams..

And YEA is finally d weekend where i can finally rest!! AHH Hallelujah!! xD
Well, i dont wanna start opening my books and be a bookworm early in saturday morning..

So, my crazy sis somehow was quite in a veryx1000 CRAZY mood..
Hmm.. LOLs.. she started turning on d tv.. and switch to MTV ofcos..

And hahas it was playing 'right round' by flo-rida?? lol not sure
Gee... she was DAMN i got to say..
YEA DAMN freaking hyper and she wa trying to do some rap movements to d song xP but i didnt capture d vid..
Hahas yea and she finally danced to d song 'know ur enemy!!!' :D
Ahem sry to say.. hahas but eventough it was retarted.. hmm yea it was damn FUNNY!! and adorable?? xD

Hmm.. so guess here's d vid :D
btw is edited.. :)

Hahas okies so yea now u know the REAL eevonne!! xP

I was wondering what she would do if she saw the JONAS BROTHERS!... :)

Gtg.. gee exams =.= ciao!

-TeQueiro-

The day has come...

Yea.. HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY to me.. :)
AHH cant believe ive live in this world for 17 years alrd..
Lol.. and nooooo i'm a year older again :'(

Lol.. see i took my precious time of studying addmath and biology just to blog on my bday!!
YAY me!! xP
Haih but as usual my bday always falls on a exam day.. =.=
like whyyyy....
haih just finished 2 days of examination.. like wat?? so slow huh..
Lol.. cant believe wat time did to me..

Well, yea eventough physics and bm paper was damn tough..
But getting my bday wishes from my bestie and frens in school did really cheered me!!
THX sooo much guys for remembering my bday!! xD
yea lols.. aravind was asking me is it my bday today.. =.= haihz...
Hmm.. well donno wat to type..
Lols.. too stress up with exams till i almost forgot bout my bday =.=

Oh yea and Happy Nurses Day to all d nurses!!
Lol.. cant wait to be a nurse soon.. and serve my patients xD
Well, i was always happy that my bday falls on d nurses day xP
And yea part of it tats why i want to be a nurse.. :) hahas..

Okies.. gtg..
cant spend too much time bloging..
Mum's gonna kill me :'(
Haih ahhhh HATE addmath!!
gonna go do revision.. haih with this HOTT weather.. :'(

FELIZ CUMPLE por mi!! xP
Viva mi suenos!!
Estaras siempre en mi corazon! :)

-TeQueiro-

Nightmare's here again..

Nooooo...
Despite the cat situation.. which i think it goes nowhere..
Hahas it might have ran off somewhere..
And yea lols.. Shila ur right!
Lols.. d cat came to warn me to stop goin online and bloging xP
So, yea thx kitty xD

Haih and now..
d WORST nightmare's here again..
This time is gettin serious and more serious =.=
Competition between my frens are continuesly increasing..
Everyone had been studying like hell.. and
Me.. havent gotten d mood to do so..
And i could do is stare and stare and d books and just hope it will get into my tiny brain..
But is very TOUGH i know..
Espeacially being a science stream student..
Haih suddenly regreted that i didnt put enough effort during form 4..
And now is like i got to blend everything back into my brain =.=

Wat to do??
We cant return back to d past..
So just move on.. and do watever i can :)
yea think positively!!
Believe in myself! :)
Do my best! lols.. since when i got so confident??
Hmm.. starting from now on i think :)

Haih since i'm doing last minute studying..
And i'm not a straight A's scorer..
So, here's a little wishlist to help me :)

Hopping to score..
-BM (is a have to.. cant get lower than 65.. if not =.= )
-English (as usual must score it! but havin slight prob with literature.. )
-Math?? (yea i really want to score it!! and is just math rite.. not addmath =.= )
-Moral.. (lols seriously.. although havent been really scoring it)
-EST.. (hmm.. depend on my luck i think)

And now hopping to pass T.T
-Addmath (no comment..)
-Biology (essay part =.= )
-Physics (hmm.. formulas!!)
-Chemistry (=.= eventough i hated it!!)
-Sejarah (read, read, read)

So yea..
Hope d ones i hope to score i scored it..
and d ones i hope to pass i passed it..
Simply huh? :)
or not.. =.=
I really got to nail it..

Okies enough bout that..
Lets move to an important issue!!
Yea is Mother's Day!! :)
So, i would like to take d opportunity here to..
Wish my beloved mum a very 'Happy mother's day!'
Lols.. although i didnt have gotten anything for her yet..
Mayb make a last minute card?? see wat a child am i.. =.=
Anyways d best gift is my love towards her :)

So, gtg start opening my books already..
And yea.. i mayb going on a HIATUS..
But will be back to blog on my bday xD
Ahh.. cant believe is just few days ahead.. :)

All d best everyone!!
Study smart!! :)
Hasta Luego!

-TeQueiro-

It was a rat.. Now's a cat??

LOL!!
Hmm.. bout few months ago, my whole house was haunted by a little rat =.=
Hahas i know how silly..
But, gosh you couldn't believe how damn difficult it was to get d little yet annouying RAT out off our house T.T
As i could remember, hmm.. yea it took like almost a month till d freaking little rat dissapears..
Lol.. gosh crazy huh??

Hahas.. i still remember d first time i saw it!!
LOL.. hmm was having my breakfast early in d morning before school.. and as usual was still being blur
Eh, is still early in d morning.. ofcos i'm still Sleepy xP
Than in a sudden, as i flip my head.. 'AHHH!! It's a rat!! it's rat!!' lols i shouted till i woke up d whole neigbourhood??
hahas!! then my grandma came.. 'eh, eeling!! wat rat!! you crazy?? wats it ur eyes??'.. haih she doens't believe =.=
'Yes!! yes!! i swear i saw it.. lols there goes d pathetic me xD' 'i saw something black and little scurried inside d shelf!!' trying my best to explain to my grandma..
Then to make sense wat on earth i was talking about.. she took a broom stick and started pooking in d little hole of f shelf!!
Lol.. i was praying for d rat to come out!! and.. 'where got la..??' she said =.=
Hahas.. finally as she was still pooking all over.. she said' eh, ahh i felt something in there!'
Lols.. and in a blink.. AHHH!!! see d rat finally came out!! and scurried uncontinuesly inside my kitchen T.T
Gosh that time i was already late for school and was rushing..
So, couldn't care less.. and ran off to school.. hahas cant stop thinking bout it in school..
As i got home.. grandma was still having a sour look..
hmm.. guess she still havent got to catch it =.=
But.. wat to do?? haih.. in about few weeks later, i saw it again!! it scuried into d store room.. =.=
Hahas shock me to death as i was reading d newspapers..

Ahh.. well, lets cut in short..
Then grandma got enough of it!! she decided to use her trick..
something called 'd mouse sticky glue??' xD
She applied it all over my house eg. bathroom, storeroom, kitchen..
overnight ofcos!! if not.. i'm dead sticking on d floor xP
And d next morning.. gosh! at bout 7am.. on a saturday i think
my lil bro woke me up and started shouting 'we got d rat!!'
Lols.. i was like serious?? gosh finally!! xD
Hahas.. so yea tats d rat story..

And now.. d cat =.=
Lols.. just a few hours ago..
Was playing d comp.. blogging yea :)
than i heard my grandma shoo-ing something xD
Lols.. i was wondering wats goin on??
then.. AHH!! gosh saw a white cat slumber-ing ran into my room!!
Like serious wtf?? thats my room la kitty.. xD get out!!
Hahas.. i was too scared that i ran down i told my grandma bout it..
She was like.. ahh not again. =.=
And later heard my grandpa yelled againb.. it ran down!! it ran down..
Lols.. found out that d freaking cat came from my room??
Gosh my bad?? forgotten to close d windows.. =.=
Haih.. and d stupid cat i can say.. Droppedmy pressious stuff on my desk!! AHHH!! how dare you!!
I'm gonna get you kitty... xD

Yea.. so d story is till here..
To be continue xP till d next time when d freaking cat is found..
Hahas.. now i'm sooo scared it will come into my room at night and sleep with me.. xP
Opps.. wat am i bable-ing about..
Okies.. gosh its soo late alrd.. tats y mum's scolding.. =.=
And ahhh... noooo exams!! yea havent even revise a single thing.. =.=
DEAD!! lols..
Ok.. sooo exhauted.. ahhh noooo gotta clean my room after d stupid cat dropped d stuff..
Haihz..... T.T
Ok till then :)

Buenos Noches..
Ciao!

-TeQueiro-